That doesn't make much sense
But I'm so so so in love
Angrily in love
It's just so deep
And I'm so so so lucky

-ATW

This is now a shared account with my super duperrrrrrrrrr cool girlfriend RBM. She got her account taken away so we're gonna share. hehe

-ATW

Please oh please
I just need to be one
Pink or blue
Stay one forever
This back and fourth **** is driving me insane

When will I figure it out?

I don’t live for me anymore
I do what others tell me
I do what I’m supposed to
I live on everyone else’s schedule
Not mine

I am not myself, nor can I be
Because I am living for people other than
Myself

Tick, tock, tick, tock
The minutes pass by
I want to be gone
I’ll be gone soon
I hope to be gone soon
It’ll all be over soon

There’s two
Two people who I’ve gotta stay alive for
But I have to say, it’s not so easy
With these thoughts constantly here
I don’t know about this anymore
I don’t know about staying alive

Yet I do
I know I’m gonna stay alive
I’ve attempted twice but...
But I won’t again...I just won’t
I think I can stay alive
I think

DFW and RBM
The things keeping me alive
My two
I’m two
My favorite two
He’s so ******* adorable
And she’s the love of my life
And they make me not want death
As much
As I usually do

Where am I going
I'm stuck in place
In my stupid hometown
With belle, my love.

I kinda just feel lost
But I'll live
With all of this.
I'll get through it for you
And for myself, I suppose
Even though I find it hard

Where do I go?
What do I do?
How much longer do I live?
When can I give up...?