Only a man can be truly alone
A woman has inherent value
But a man
Is only valuable as to what he can provide

The primal nature of the ****** desire
Overrules logic and rationality
Infusing man with an urge
That cannot be separated
Like a teabag in hot water
Spilling its contents into the surroundings
Intoxicating the clear thought completely
A mad drunken state has overcome me
I must fulfill the desire

Don't force yourself,
Life and rivers are better,
When they go with the flow.

Aloneness
Not loneliness but something worse
I'm screaming for attention
I call out into the Abyss
And nothing calls back

I crave touch
I long for the comfort
Of a warm hug
A warm bed
Safety

I am so alone
Nobody calls
Nobody text
And i don't know why

Unless we heal old wounds
they will resurface
and cause the same damage we tried to bury
Temporary band aids on the heart and mind
come loose after a while.