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Aybidee 6d
7:55 a.m.

Walk in
Breath
Look at the clock
Heath

7:56 a.m.

Look at the watch
Clean
No more worries
Just light
Breath

7:57 a.m.

Stacks passed out
No movement
Moment of silence
**** the room
With Ease

7:58 a.m.

Blood rushes
Running
More, more
Stress rising
Dancing on my nerves
Save me

7:59 a.m.

Freezing point
Death moves
Lives freak out
Me seeing a little dream

8....


you may start your exam, good riddance
Tuesday morning for the friendly kid
Aybidee 7d
Hey
Hey
Hey
Am I here?
Or am I gone?
What is gone?
Validation, is my armor
Peace, is my first love
Pain is my wife
Hey
Hey
Hey
Do you hear me
Or am I not mainstream enough
Dancing, alone.
Swimming, alone.
The world is my natatorium
As I swim, deeper,
Deeper,
Deeper, into the abyss
Hey
Hey
Hey
Look at me
I know better
You feel otherwise
Or do you feel?
Do you feel?
Feel like a ghost.
Aybidee Feb 10
Wake up
Breath
Sleep
The cycle of life
Dancing like it's northern pike
eternal memos surround me
I'm forever eternal
eternal in the hearts
of...
(fill in the blank)
Aybidee Feb 9
A single breath
Back to reality
Where was I
I don't know
Ask Mrs. Anxiety
Can't focus
I see fear
I try to escape
deeper into the belly of the beast
Can't sleep
Ask Mr. Anxiety
I see things
never existed
Never will
Personified in me
the cure?
Ask Dr. Ī
Fear of Fear
Aybidee Feb 8
don't cry
don't speak
no emotion
rock hard, salt of the earth
never tried
never will
stay brave
don't be a woman
Softie
little boy likes literature
little boy turning ***
little boy can't give a ****
little boy is a man
just a man
Rejection of male feelings
Aybidee Feb 7
How happy is the quality quietness!
Now superior is just the thing,
To get me wondering if the quietness is prize.

Pay attention to the sob,
the sob is the most desperate unpleasant person of all.
Are you upset by how fearless it is?
Does it tear you apart to see the sob so despairing?

I saw the the yellow uncommunicativeness of my generation destroyed,
How I mourned the muteness.
Are you upset by how lily-livered it is?
Does it tear you apart to see the muteness so sensationalistic?

A vigil, however hard it tries,
Will always be serene.
Does the vigil make you shiver?
does it?

How happy is the breathless gasps!
Do the gasps make you shiver?
does it?

A weaning, however hard it tries,
Will always be heartbroken.
Does the booing make you shiver?
does it?
The Art of "MUTE"
Aybidee Feb 6
Where are you?
Where am I?
Why are you?
I question you
I adore you
Who are you?
Who am I to question you?
Why do I have to be scared?
Why is a dance
Why is a dance with the devil
Why do you hate Why?
Am I you?
Am I my own God?
Show me
Why do you need to show me?
Why, why, why
Oh my, oh my, Oh my
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