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Ayesha Feb 2020
Oh Hello Poetry!!
I've missed you dearly.
So glad there's a place where feelings can be expressed.
Where days are dark, write down your work of art.
Where days a blue, write down your favourite spark.
Where days are narrow, write down all your sarrows.
Gotta love Hello Poetry.
Sep 2018 · 821
My darling Mother..
Ayesha Sep 2018
Mom… I still can’t believe that you’re gone. As I sit in my office chair and stare.. I can’t even express my pain, I don’t even know where to begin. Everything feels so within – yes I know it was your time to spread your wings and fly; but yet at night I lay in bed and I cry & I find it so hard to breath, wishing I could stand up tall through this all.

This world is just not enough, I still feel so empty and lost… Your presence is no longer by myside – all I feel is summer wind blowing through my life.

I can still picture the day you left me & the sound of your last breath – a day that will forever live within me. You left so peaceful, I can still feel the smoothness of your fingertips.. Oh Mom… I can feel your last kisses.
As I walk, everywhere I go I still talk to you when I’m walking in the road. I might look like a fool but I know you up there listening to every word I say without a stutter in my mutter.

There is so much more that I’m longing to say but I think I’m going to leave that for another day. With tears in my eyes I long for you my darling Mother that was always by my side.

My darling Mother❤️
Sep 2018 · 3.3k
Season, reason & lifetime..
Ayesha Sep 2018
"Some people come into your life for a season, a reason and a lifetime.

Some people come into your life for a season. It's exciting, it's enthralling, it's incredible but that season has to move on, that season has a next phase, that season has an end point. Some people don't care for you when you're alone, they just care when they alone.

Some people come into your life for a reason. To help you learn, to help you grow, to help support you through your most difficult times.

Never forget the person who was there for you when no one else was. When they had every reason to not be there. When they could have used any excuse to not be in your life, they chose to be there right next to you - they may be there to help you physically, emotionally or spiritually, they almost feel like they've been sent.

And then you have people that are there for a lifetime. They were sometimes hidden in the cracks. They were sometimes not even recognised but they stood there by your side. These were the people that you often forgot, these are the people you often missed, these were the people who were busy loving you even when you were giving nothing to them.

Ask yourself, who in your life has played this role? Who in your life has been there for a lifetime? How can you show them that they matter to you? How can you reach out to them to make sure you know that they care. Ask yourself, who has been there in your worst times? Who has been there when no one else has?

Often we feel we care more about people than they care for us.. Truth is we're just looking at the wrong people. "
Written by - Jay Shetty
#season #reason #lifetime
Jan 2018 · 591
BRIDESMAIDS & BESTMAN
Ayesha Jan 2018
To my bridesmaids and to his bestman..
When it was our BIG WEDDING DAY
you'll made it sparkle in so many ways.
The way you'll walked up the pathway made it feel more and more
like our wedding day.
&
When I saw you'll standing on the stage.
Oh my!!
What a feeling I can't explain.
So thank you again for making us smile on our Wedding day.

By A_Jai
Got married on the 12 February 2017 & this was the poem I wrote when I posted a picture with my Bridesmaids & Bestman.
Jan 2018 · 340
Tears on my pillow
Ayesha Jan 2018
Midnight cries,
A pillow filled with tears.
You left me way to soon.

Two months ago yet it feels like it happened yesterday.
I miss you everyday!

By A_Jai
Short poem
Oct 2017 · 835
Insomnia
Ayesha Oct 2017
I
Now
See
Of
Many
Nights
I
Awake
The day you came
You took the nights.
Awake in deep thought
Oh, what a restless night.
With a pounding heart of unpleased beats,
When one wish would be just to sleep.
A week has passed yet the brain still wired,
Now you lay there oh so tired.
By A_Jai
Oct 2017 · 347
Unexplained feelings
Ayesha Oct 2017
Where do I even begin?
I think of you every single day,
a moment to spare as I look at you stare.
As I see your unspoken thoughts drift across the room,
how I wish I could listen to them.
If only I could read your mind and feel your pain.

As I watch you get so weak and thin,
Its so hard to utter those words above - as I type I feel a lump developing in the middle of my throat.

I'm so scared to speak the truth,
I don't really know what's going on...
All these thoughts going through my mind
Filled with all the UNKNOWN.

How will I ever know how you feel,
I wish I could read your mind.
I can't stop thinking of you!!!

All I need now is strength.
Sep 2016 · 992
You don't "Appreciate"
Ayesha Sep 2016
A heart so sad.
All because of the word UNAPPRECIATED!
It was an unexpected whisper of a tongue so gentle.
Who would have ever  thought it would be expressed in such a manner of unfair anger.
A confrontation of simple words, not sure how it ended up with a door being closed and footsteps down the cracked pathway.
I hear the engine rattle in the silence of the night, I see a dark road.
Supposed to be a special night, but it turned out to be a dim sight.

Unappreciated - "Not fully understood, recognized, or valued."

By A_Jai
Ayesha Aug 2016
The smell of flowers, as I see my finger tips touching the very top of the flower forest. It's almost Spring - Oh, how will the flowers all bloom and blossom.
CAN YOU IMAGINE MY HAPPY PLACE???
The beach!!!! As I step foot onto the soft soothing sand. The sound of waves - exactly what the soul needs.
Sunglasses on my face.. The view of the sun... As I feel the fantasy of a happy place.
And can you picture the trees in Spring? mmm..
CAN YOU FEEL SPRING?... Oh how I love this feeling.
By A_Jai
Apr 2016 · 688
TODAY
Ayesha Apr 2016
Today smile bright,
Today you should love life,
On this day you should live like a soul so full of life.
By A_Jai
#today #love #life #smile #capetown
Apr 2016 · 2.1k
THIS WORLD TODAY
Ayesha Apr 2016
It's really sad to see this world today.
Filled with life miseries of homeless people everyday,
This world today, as I see it - full of hatred, love lost, drugs and so much more.
The saddest part of it all, the users and people are so unsure, their life so blur and eyes so closed all because of one little dose.
This world today, brings tears to my eyes that was once joy.
This world today, brings hatred to those; lost, unloved, unwanted and hidden in a cave.
The tunnel vision that's in ones mind, to see those suffer of pain intertwined.
So in this world today all we can do is pray that life can be better someday.
By A_Jai

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