the person who im i might
be in love with
is in love with someone else
he's in love with a girl with brown hair
and hazel eyes, and love in her heart and
the sun in her eyes
while im the girl he's ******* around with
blonde hair, and no love in her heart more like
sadness and no sun in her eyes more like black,
deep, gross depression.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 4:54 PM UTC
im sorry i wasnt what
you needed
or what you wanted
but to make it any better
you were what i needed
you were everything i ever
wanted in someone
you're in my veins, my blood,
you're inside my head you ****
i hate every ********* thing about you
but i still love you
i chose you ever ******* time
every time you ran from me
and left me i always took you back
and i regret it.
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 6:15 PM UTC
today someone told me
'i want you to forgive the person who's
hurt you the most, and to tell that
that it is okay'
and when i did that
you hurt me again
you called me a **** and ruined everything
when you were the only one ive been with
the only one i've truly loved
you are the only thing
i have ever loved
and i really shouldnt have
i know i should forgive you
but i want you to love me again
and you're the one
who needs to be sorry
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 10:21 AM UTC
today was ****
just like every other day
i just feel like
it got worse
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 4:31 PM UTC
the sadness
has taken over today
and i have barely gotten out of
bed today
i have not done anything today
and tomorrow is school
i can already sense that
it is going to be very ******
so someone come
save me
please
i am very tired
and i cannot write now
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 5:43 PM UTC
i miss you
and i hope you're doing good
but we can't talk
or speak because you left
i wish you would stop coming back
and then leaving again
because you're breaking my heart
and i dont think i cant take this
anymore
and the one thing i hate is that
no matter how much i try and hate you
and try to move on from you
i cant because i still love you
i love how your hair smells like the ocean
and how your lips curl up on one side when you smile
i love everything about, but i know
i should hate every
*******
part of
you.
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 7:46 PM UTC
you're the girl
with the brown hair and
the bright baby blue eyes
you're the girl
with the great taste in music
we both like the same bands,
and they saved both of our lives
you're the girl
who cries herself to sleep
because the person who was
always there for you left for another person
you're the girl
who sits in the bathtub
and cuts herself until she's
satisfied about how red the water is
and how ****** her arm is
you're the girl
who get pushed around at school
and pretends to be okay
with her fake smiles and favorite
university sweatshirts and leggings
she's the girl
who i want to save
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 11:36 PM UTC
i need you here
i need your soft words whispering
in my ears telling me that im going to be
okay
but you're not going to come back
now instead of soft words
they're loud and deep
your voice scares me now
and you dont tell me thats its going
to be okay anymore
now you yell at me and scream
you voice isnt soft its heavy
and you never tell me its okay anymore
you tell me to give up now
i think you might be right
maybe it is time to give
up
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 7:34 PM UTC
i dont think you ever got
that you're the one that i wanted
not the boy down the street
or the 20 year old down the block
i wanted the one who lived
millions of miles away from me
the one who i would have waited years for
but you left and i had to let go
its been a few months and i still miss you
i still love every thing about you
the way your hair smelt in the morning
or the way you wrapped your arms around me
and let me read my poems to you and you would
tell me that they were great and that i should write more
but now i dont have happy things
to write about anymore
since you were one of my only sources
of happiness
all i write about now is death and how much
i miss you and i wonder what you would say
if you knew what was going on
in my head or if you read my poems
if you would come back and love me again
but you wont
and i think now im starting to accept that
thank you though
for teaching me how to love
or something whatever this was
but you're still the one
i
want
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:40 AM UTC