She's my drug, my soul.
When I'm sad,
she was the one that can heal me.
She makes me smile,
just by little reaction of hers.
She is mine,
But we never hold hand before,
kiss nor hug.
She might be too far for me to touch her,
but she never too far for me to love her.
I love her.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
We meet in the virtual world.
We could say it as accident,
But we can call it as fated too.
Hours and hours goes by
We talk on skype
We message on phone
But we never get tired
I don't need to walk down the road,
To make myself happy
I don't need to listen music,
To cheer me up,
I don't need to draw,
To forget my worries.
All I need is you to make me smile
I know those sweet embrace of yours
Show how much you love me.
When I'm lost when I'm hurt
You stay up late make sure I'm okay.
I won't forget those days
That you took my breath away
Your sweet affection I know it won't change.
I just want to be with you~
To tell u there is no one able to replace your place in my heart.
Baby I'm crazy for u.
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
My chest tighten up,
I have forgotten how to breath
knowing a part of me is missing.
Is this the feeling of missing?
I didn't know how it feels until I met you.
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
I don't know when,
I have fall for you.
I don't know how,
long I have love you,
I don't know what,
makes me attach to you.
I don't know why,
my heart beats for you.
I don't know where,
our future will bring us to.
But whatever reason it is,
All I know is I want you.
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
When you smile, you make my world goes wild.
The little things you do, I was captivated by you.
The way you laugh, is like a melody to my ear.
Each time you blush, makes me put up a smile.
Every time you are jealous, is a prove that you love me.
All I wanted was the time to stop, and enjoy every side of you.
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Is hard enough for me that
I can't touch you or hold you.
Now you have to take away
the only chances of me hearing your voice?
Only left me with words and texts that we used to write?
It hurts to know that you are miles away from me.
Knowing that every night I can't touch or hold on to you.
This distance between us prove that even far away
from each other our feelings won't wave.
Those words you told me,
"How I wish I could be by your side"
means so much to me.
So please don't stop loving me,
even with this distance of us.
Please believe we can make it,
even it takes years.
Let's us hold on to our words.
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC
We meet in the virtual world.
We could say it as accident,
But we can call It as fated too.
Hours and hours goes by
We talk on skype
We message on phone
But we never get tired
I don't need to walk down the road,
To make myself happy
I don't need to listen music,
To cheer me up,
I don't need to draw,
To forget my worries.
All I need is you to make me smile
I know those sweet embrace of yours
Show how much you love me.
When I'm lost when I'm hurt
You stay up late make sure I'm okay.
I won't forget those days
That You took my breath away
Your sweet affection I know it won't change.
I just want to be with you~
To Tell u there is no one able to replace your place in my heart.
Baby I'm crazy for u
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC
The gap you pointed it out,
was the distance between you and I.
I'm sorry that I haven't notice it.
I know that we are fading away.
And I didn't do anything about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are losing the real me.
And I didn't tell you about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are afraid of losing me.
And I never try to get hold of you.
I'm sorry.
Those distance I have created
was not letting you to attach to me.
Maybe I was wrong,
Because when time passes,
Is like me losing u.
I'm sorry for letting u feel that way.
Because I was lost too.
Maybe deep down in me have already consider you as a person I can turn to when I need someone.
Maybe you will find
A friend that is much better than me.
A friend that understand you better than me.
A friend that can make u smile more than me.
A friend will cherish u more than me.
But I have never once stop worrying about you.
And I'll always be the friend that u can always turn too.
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 8:44 AM UTC
There are blurry lines in front of us,
They are called the friends and lovers.
We didn't choose it,
We knew that,
We are more than friends but less than lovers.
No one dare to cross that line,
What is await of us in front
Is not a wonderful future.
We have secrets that no ones knows.
Those secrets are a way to prove that
our relationship was real.
We are just comfortable
the way we are.
Those blurry lines of ours will remain there,
until the day we have courage to move forward.
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 8:40 AM UTC
Individuals evaluate their own opinions
and desires by comparing themselves to others.
Grow up with a family of perfect siblings around,
was to compare by parents.
Knowing studies wasn't good during school times,
was to compare around friends.
Knowing wasn't much talent in yourself,
was to compare among the public.
That girl over there?
her brother is so awesome.
That guy over there?
he dumb.
That man over there?
he can't do anything at all.
We were all labeled by others.
What happen if we take off the label?
Does our name reveal and tell people that's who we are?
Do they accept the fact?
We aren't that perfect, we aren't that smart, we aren't that talent.
Still, will you accept just the way we are?
we are just a human that try our best to live.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:38 AM UTC