knows best in the end
no she didn't
she thot she did
but she had to get out of that tower
meet that man
cut her hair
live life with that **** chameleon
paint ALL the walls
read ALL the books
went to that ****** but humble pub with those drunk viking men
THAT is what made her life worth living
the trials and tribulations of being a growing woman
learning that what she knew growing up
couldn't and wouldn't keep her safe
she's grown with me
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:20 PM UTC
to understand my point of view?
not coming from a balanced place which
interrupts our balance
trying not to be urked by the choices their making for themselves
the hurt from after the wound
ur changing your perspective on a connection
side note: spider symbolism
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:18 PM UTC
for it's the ending or beginning
of something beautiful
to be lost or to be found
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:16 PM UTC
she was trying so hard not to be seen
but her BEAUTY was so captivating last night
so bright but shy
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:15 PM UTC
i'm making the connections that are important
for my reality
mornings are big deciders
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:14 PM UTC
has and always will be
one of my biggest inspirations
from a young age she's taught me to remain
focused on my passions and curiosities, while
staying beautifully humble.
never in my life have i had the honor of meeting anyone so familiar.
she is such a big part of my being.
i will continue to make her proud.
she warmed any room with laughter and brutally honest jokes
i will carry her in my heart with me wherever i go forever.
the emotions to process this loss has yet to find me.
i will never forget how she allowed herself to stay silly
kind through it all. to enjoy the time
we're granted while we have it.
she is a driving force reminding me to BE ME for ME
to live in my truth and embrace the hardships
that ask us to move forward in our journeys.
unbelievably grateful for all she's brought into this world,
the life she's shared with us.
through all that she's faced, she always found the silver linings.
what's the fun in taking everything so seriously
there is none.
swimming, painting, drinking, living life on her own terms
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:13 PM UTC
you can't curb that kind of chaos
until the thinking changes
until the foundations change
until the chemistry changes
and it's difficult
the best thing for me to do
is just for me to try to keep my side of the street clean
instead of trying to fix everything
just remove myself from any situation that is or
could become toxic
s3 ep10
repurpose the trauma
feels like i've been starting forever
the finish line keeps moving
you have no idea what your doing
and therefore you're invincible
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM UTC
a dragonfly following my car on the 405
birds dancing together in the sky
on my way to school in beautiful santa monica
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:03 PM UTC
doesn't read my messages for months
asks for help with the cat but gives little to no detail/instructions
makes plans around her schedule but
she usually changes the plans
the stupid cup thing aka lying to my face
location thing?
hearing from her parents not from her
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 4:00 PM UTC
embarrassment
for going to ask for the things i need
walking into a center for disabled students
makes me think somethings wrong with me
but it's okay to ask for help
it's powerful
it's brave
it's encouraging
it's what i need to do
to take care of myself
my mental health
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 3:58 PM UTC