Last night I dreamt,
that somebody loved me
no hope no harm
just another false alarm
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 2:52 AM UTC
we are all in the same game
just different levels
dealing with the smame hell
just different devils
May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 3:53 PM UTC
They come at night
giving me a fright
watching my every move
but
they comfort me and all my troubles
they come in close and give me cuddles
they say that I should come to them
saying
'you'll be free at last'
from this horrid cage that causes pain
many call it
home...
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 5:13 PM UTC
arms around my ankles
dragging me further down
you never show me mercy
only watch me drown
and now I have been trying
to climb and crawl back out
but you keep filling my mind
with horrible thoughts and doubt
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
I remember when you first came over,
you gave me this warming smile
You told me I was beautiful
and that you'd be here a while
You took me to this room
and lay me on the bed
You wrapped your arms around me
and slowly kissed my head
You placed your bony fingers
around my frail body
you told me to keep silent
or you'd make me sorry
so I cried inside my head
and tried to struggle free
but you had locked the door
with your old bronze key
I was only a young girl
waiting for her prince
but now I only dread you
ever since
you used me as a toy
for your own pleasure and joy
and left me crying there without a thought or care
and I hope that your glad to hear
that soon I'll just be gone
because everything you did to me was
very
very
wrong
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
Stuck in a mist
Lost in a haze
A end of life
No more days
A path not shown
A darkness creeps
A creature prowls
crouching it leaps
Slashing, tearing
You heart it yearns
A beat you miss
A pain that burns
Nothing ahead
your life you lack
No way to retrieve
Its not coming back
The end is here
The lid nailed on
Six feet under
Too late your gone
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
there are no kisses and hugs
no missing or love
were laughs become screams
and tears become streams
nobody dares to speak
for we are all too weak
and afraid of what should be loved
as my mum comes near
we all stand in fear
wondering who will be next
to be pulled by the hair
and get given no care
only painful kicks and stares
I tried hiding under my bed
for sooner or later I will be dead
we're all just living in dread
I can no longer take the pain
there really is no gain
because things are just different in my house...
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 2:14 PM UTC
She sits in her room
all alone
shivering under her bed
in desperate attempt
to stay hidden
from the monsters that scream in her head
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 1:19 PM UTC
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
-Bring me the horizon
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 12:10 PM UTC
I have lost the will to change
Taking the path that leads to nowhere
The darkness is taking over
something i cannot repair
If it is to be broken
Drowning in the sorrow
I cannot give in
Take the fall and run to the heavens
Im never going to bow
Im never going to break
I will not fall
I will not fade
I was made to take your breathe away
Whenever my hope is lost
Thats my chance to run for cover
Light the fuse and burn it up
I dont want to change the world
I just want to make it colder
Watching the end
With our dying eyes
Tell me where forever lies
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 9:08 AM UTC