
Don't be scared to sneeze in MATH105
Blow these numbers off the page, so I can finally have an excuse to
Blow off some time with you
I want to memorize what that sneeze sounds like, unique to the individual
Each sound varies upon sneezers voice,
allergies, voice box, larynx, even personality
If that's all true, I bet even you, sneeze as **** as a mother ******
The only thing that I want more wet and slimey than the inside of your elbow,
Is the way we make love
"Oh baby, that's it!
Sneeze for me! Sneeze harder!
Sneezed like you've never sneezed
for a man before and then sneeze
harder!"
Don't EVER hold a sneeze back!
You're not only killing brain cells
But killing me as well!
I want to see what kind of tornados
you can throw when a dust storm
gets at you
What demons are you hiding,
not letting Christ expel
Don't be ashamed!
Are you scared that just you're sneeze
Will create tsunami waves of attention
If so! I'm buying a front row ticket wearing
nothing but arm floaties and a rain coat
If you get sick, kiss me with your breathe
And well get over this cold- feet together
I want to know your sneeze so when we
Are cooking dinner, you can be half way through inhale
And I'll have a tissue and the words
"Bless you"
Already trotting outta my mouth
I want to be the blessed one
To be within hearing distance
Be able to bless you back
See you come outta your shell for .237 seconds
There to catch the science of your anatomy jumping off the cliff of your nose
I want to be in the bookstore,
Reading super hero graphic novels
And hear you in your boredom two floors up at Starbucks, sneeze,
And be able to say
"YES! THATS MY MAN!!"
You hear that one Peter Parker?
Try to dodge your spidey-sense around that one!
That's a sneeze that'd make the phone booth go inside Clark Kent!
We'll have two kids, named
Gesundheit and Salud
The cat's name will be Ah-Choo
Unless you're allergic to cats
Then scratch the kids, we'll have
A cat zoo! So I can hear the symphony
Of your nostrils on the daily
If you think this poem is gross
Wait tell you see the way I sneeze
When I'm thinking of you
Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC
There’s a bus station inside of me
My emotions are always on time
But my actions are arriving later than ever
I’m the punk kid in the corner of the 23
Trying to escape home
When really,
I’m the elderly lady, nervously riding the 26
Trying to find her way back home.
Home.
We wander aimlessly around university boulevard
Pretending like we are college students
Knees shaking like my 3rd grade hands when
Dad taught me how to play poker
Growing up is a gamble
Except you have nothing to bet,
But everything to lose
College is a card game,
but missing some of the 52’s
And the 21’s,
barely 18’s
The first time I got blindingly drunk
We were all just 18, just graduated
and we were drinking like it was
going to be our last drinks
We said “I love you”
Like we were about to be sent to war
Society, war field
Knowledge, machine guns
We said “I love you”
Like we were ghost
We never were so able
to see right through each other like we did that night
We grew up hearing the scary stories
Of our battered haunted houses
"Love."
It wasn’t the tequila talking
But courage we found in fear
Fear that our mother’s would
**** us if she knew what we were doing
*
growing up*
We stay up late in the dorms
spewing our dreams out of reality
I learned at a lecture once
That when galaxies form,
Masses spew out of control
Smashing into each other
until millions years later,
They find their orbit
We’re becoming ourselves in the most
violent of ways
Smashing into things until
we get it right
One time, I saw a toddler on the bus
Peeling off his own scab
In all his gore and glory
He held it up in pride,
"Look ma!"
its amazing, that any age
We find new ways to make ourselves bleed
Just to make sure we’re still human
Mar 15, 2014
Mar 15, 2014 at 3:59 AM UTC
I write poems for kids
That too often get asked
“are you a boy, or a girl”
Because they are the only ones who
Will understand the physical rush
Of empowerment versus discouragement
In their guts
The question that verifies
You have finally broken gender norms
Unhuman.
Floating in unearthly genderless celestial bodies
“are you a boy, or a girl”
Only to hit the ground faster than falling stars
When told
“you better ******* start acting like it”
I write poems for kids
Who have a bird cage for ribs
And fish for a heart
Raised on its ability to fly
Look kid, you gotta learn how to swim away
Because you’ll be question by bird keepers
Until the day your veins are able to run upstream
You’ll leave the closet to only join the zoo
So enjoy the field trips
And the bears, and the otters
And learn to question the birds and the bees
It’s okay to only want birds on birds, bees on bees
It’s okay to want to try ****
And it’s okay to want to stay as far away as possible
To think about *** at sixteen and keep that sweet composure
One day the reflection on the glass isn’t going to match
The second grade smile behind it
Frame yourself however you may choose
It’s okay to have purple hair
We all make mistakes
Don't feel guilty for being too scared to tell your mother
Your whole life, people have been trying to build you in the wrong direction
They aren’t going to understand what it feels like
To simply just wear
Eyeliner,
I understand, it’s war paint
Or the kind of questions you’ll get all afternoon
“are you a boy, or a girl”
Your identity is not polarized
Gender is a spectrum, not a just *****
There’s shades between the seven colors I fit in
Recognize you’ll be lonely eight days of the week
There’s no one like you at home or at school or work
So step out of frames,
Look at bigger pictures
Every hallway is your catwalk, every shoe
Can be your empire state stiletto
Every **** ****** slur is compliment to the human anarchy inside your bones
Your human anatomy matched with the way your mind things
Is one of the greatest forms of activism
And if you ever go through an emo phase,
Be the baddest goth child you can be!
I write poems for kids
That fall between “boy and girl”
I write poems that I wish I heard as a kid
To tell kids to keep fighting
Even though the war is not yet won
There’s victory in every battle you tired
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 2:22 AM UTC
Liberation looks like teenagers mapping their voices in 10 minutes of silence
Liberation is being free from the day’s struggles and tying them down to paper
I’ve seen liberation happen
Ink flowing on paper like they were flowing blood from their fingertips
If you’re so angry
Write a poem
If you’ve ever been cheated out
Write a poem
If you’ve ever been lied to without the courtesy of it being done behind your back
Write a poem
Write every gut wrenching, self-deprecating, thought on paper
Perform self-surgery to remove the weight of world from the bones in your shoulders
By writing a poem
If they’ve never understood what is was like to go to school every day lacking self-worth
If they’ve never understood what it was like to go to school
Where adults didn’t trust you, officers looked down on you
“Get to class” – My only purpose in life was to get to class
“Sorry teacher. I didn’t do my homework because being at home was too much work already.”
Then write a poem
For the broken desks and spirits
Crumbling ceilings and facades
Holes in the floor and education system
That our school forgets to brag about
Write a poem.
To correct every materialistic, tech savvy, online, suit and tie, next big thing,
Kind of ******** lie our school feeds us
Liberate yourself by writing a poem
For the principal that has no idea what happens in the classroom
Liberate him
For the students who don't know what doesn’t happen with administration
Liberate them
Write a poem
Because if you fail, then will anybody notice
Your silent shouts knocking on deaf ears
Write a (love) poem
About how this school became your four year long affair
Five days a week. Even though you had your battles
You’re going to miss this kind of relationship when it’s gone
Liberate this kind of community
Write a poem for the soles of the feet of boys and girls
Who dance on broken bottles
Copper glass shards
Exoskeletons of alcoholics
Scattered in a playground like tombstones in a graveyard
Write a poem for the broken bottles your community got used to
Liberate your community
If you’ve ever been inspired here then write a poem
To inspire others to loosen the wrinkles in the joints in their fingers
Crinkle out the cracks in their wrist
Get those palms to tell their own stories
Write a poem
That will make them raise their arms and shake
Chains of oppression off their lungs to get them o
Breathe
Liberate them
Write a poem that would make the roots of you ancestry shake their leaves
Liberate your roots
Liberate yourself – make them listen
Liberate them – make yourself listen
Liberate the 9th grade wannabe’s, drop out clichés, teenage mothers,
Clueless administrators, kids feeling tied down to Tucson,
Teachers lacking faith in change
Boys and girls thinking they are forever
Silenced
Liberate those you are forever
Silent
Liberate yourself
Write a poem
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:50 PM UTC
I’m always pen in hand to write the sins my lovers have committed
But I more than ever, shy away from paper
At the mention of the tragedies I’ve written
The hearts I have broken
The stories I’m ashamed to write
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC
Some nights I spend sleeping
Other nights I’ll spend resting my head down on a keyboard
Drowning in updates and refreshing pages
Trying to find reasons for being up
so **** late
Lately, these nights that I worked a long eight hour shift
Waiting to escape retail in hopes
My friends aren’t busy, wanting to retell some stories
The nights my friends hop restaurant to restaurant
“We have no place to go"
We’ve been riding these desert streets for hours
Resurfacing our stories to heal our wounds
Or maybe our laughter only masks it
And we like to think it’s both
You can ride these streets as fast as you like, trying to forget,
but tonight,
we write
we ride
we eat
we share
tonight, the moon plays catch-up with us, it’s desert wonderers
the sun, tonight she’ll rest
tonight, the roadrunner
walked
crossed the street with a lizard in its mouth
looked me in the eye and swallowed it
The desert bird didn’t serve its name’s purpose
We’ve realized that sometimes, society, doesn’t serve it’s intentions
but when so
"we have no place to go"
We’ll turn parking lots into neighborhoods
Cars into homes, with kickbacks and house parties
Turn songs into poems
Become poetry ourselves
Become trilogies of our most battered loved lives
Find excuses for where the stars lie
And sometimes we’ll swear they lie in our ex’s eyes
And we’ll become what we don’t want to be in the dark
vulnerable
walking roadrunners
poets who don’t write
but in that moment, were just teenagers
"with no place to go"
We swear this summer is ours,
That growing up doesn’t have to be synonymous with change
That human beings aren’t equivalent to seasons
That poems actually can be never ending
if only we have the courage to
write the beginning
That Denny’s will always be a hotspot
Cafe’s are temporary
Dollar Menu’s are forever
We’re everything but hungry
Only starving
For inspiration in a wasteland
Unquenchable thirst for dreams of doing
something in empty parking lots
Trying to fill voids.
Tonight,
We replace our heartbreaks with these nights
The nights we walk across roads
Unknowing the other side, with lizards halfway down our throats
Tonight
We write, without looking both ways
~
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC
I come from metallic bunk beds
from American Express debt
and Visa Master Card envelopes
I am from run down two bedroom apartments,
trying to contain a higher number of people
than it had walls
small. battered.
it felt like a field
I am from the palo verdé
From the hissing noises from cicadas outside
bronze screen door, they ring all summer long
summer never ends here
I am from large late night texas hold em games on Christmas night
from yelling, insecurities, laughter
from nostalgia
from teenager high school romances
Patrick. Susanne.
I am from divorce and cousins living airplanes away
I am from “don’t jump on that”
“don’t touch that”
“don’t run like that”
from “I don’t feel like going to the hospital today”
I come from that awkward phase when my parents like country music
to when my dad tells me stories when he used to listen to Biggie
"are you okay laddie"
I come from Saturday Sabbath
I still don’t know what grandma believes in
but she believes in me
I come from Germany. My mother sailed oceans avoiding war.
I come from the land. My father witness oceans sailing to him start wars.
from sweet tea to bitter coffee
from the time I pulled out my brothers front teeth in a game of tug of war
from the only pictures hanging in the hallway outside of what used to be my room.
what was my room.
I am from Saturday night drive thrus
cruising south Tucson
creating a place worth coming from
where words drift off page, and family anchors it.
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC
I dont know if it was because of the book you were reading
Or if it was because the curvature of your sloped spine
insinuated you were tired
Or maybe it was because you just looked lonely
But, you looked like you could write poetry
it could’ve been the pen marks on your fingers
Or the tan lines across your neck
But eyes like that don’t just sit down
Eyes like that start fires in my cheeks
And picket signs in my chest
And **** off legislators
But more importantly they make me want to write
I don’t know if it was the way your jaw clenched you
Or the way your tongue bit your teeth
But you looked like you could recite poetry
And even worse, I wanted to listen
I wanted to be your commitee, outreach, moral support
I wanted to be your pen, paper, microphone, clothes on your back
I wanted to be anything that touched your skin, touching me
You’re least favorite feeling is when your holding back tears and your face is about to explode
There’s reasons why the clouds look so heavy before falling
God can hold so much in
You said you don’t believe in luck, but you’re a firm believer in hope
That three leaf clovers weren’t done growing when they were plucked
That when a lady bug didn’t land on your hand,
A premature baby somewhere is using his grasp his mother’s finger
For the first time
I want to hear the poetry that you’ll write about the
spaces between your fingers
It will be the closest i’ll ever get to holding them
you were born an angry baby.
with tears in your eyes
But i use to poetry to say they weren’t angry.
just eyes dancing.
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:17 PM UTC
You were a tourist attraction
That I held in my hands
My fingers, constantly tracing the outline of your smile in photographs
A memory
A tourist attraction, is visited by thousands every year
But I, I knew you’re story
Where the bombs struck most
Where the guns left the most bulletholes
In your forgotten love life
I remember you like the Alamo
Broken, but still standing
You were the tourist attraction,
And I was the snow globe
in your gift shop
Shaken.
Stirred.
Removed.
But I still carried a part of you inside me
You were the Golden Gate Bridge
From hipster photographs
But I knew, your workings
Like how you keep your ropes loosen
To avoid constricting
Breaking
Throwing away
Tourist every day photograph your beauty but I,
I was the civilian
who framed you in my doorway
Statues are not freedom, they are committed to their solidarity
Unwillingness to move
The freedom is found in the boys eyes
Who walks away with the snow globe
Something new in his hands
An attraction.
Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 3:45 PM UTC
The sun misses her west when she rises
Thinks about her east when she lays down
on her mountains of pillows
She misses her night time talks with the moon
Her skies long for his full being
He miss being a rounded person
"Sorry Darling,
I'm in my crescent phase"
Stars stir in her sleep
Orbit around her when she can't get out of bed
Indigo glow show reflections of the sky
Blue Valentine
Blue waves become discourage
Question where lovers stand
Wavering on the surface
Dancing when the wind blows
Listen to her stir
The sun
She is tired.
Jun 10, 2013
Jun 10, 2013 at 6:13 AM UTC