zachary-medina
I am 19 I write poetry in my spare time taking inspiration for my and others lives often the voice in my poetry isn't my own but a mixture of several people. / / / “There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it.” -Oscar Wilde-
Girl you been hurt and so have I,
But we can turn our scars into a masterpiece.
We can run and scream,
Use your blood as lipstick and give me a mark I will never forget coz I love those bloodstained smiles you give me when I'm dying inside.
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 7:12 PM UTC
Because I'm alone and there is no one to stop me,
I forge new scars on the surface of my skin,
Can't run from myself so there's nowhere to hide,
I can't swim so I sink in the ocean of my mind,
Is there someone who can fix me anywhere that I can find.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 11:41 PM UTC
Till the smoke clears,
I can't see past myself.
Run into the woods,
Into the madness i feel within.
Just keep going till you break, your heart, your mind, and each and every bone.
I act like an addict,
A ****** for pain.
Make it deep and make it last,
Because your scars can show you who you are.
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 10:04 PM UTC
Do you want to run away and hide,
Go somewhere with me somewhere they will never find.
Just be alone with each other just me you and our thoughts.
We can run away where the world won't weigh on us.
Because I need someone there one who will take away my rope,
Someone who is going to be there and give me hope.
Because I need someone there when I can't be strong,
Just run away with me so we can belong.
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 5:50 PM UTC
Holding on to your love with my life and soul.
Let the days pass by and roll into weeks,
I'll sit there and take it yes all you have to give ,
I'll leach it from you drain you dry forever more.
No more emotion I'll take it all
I'll sit there and stare,
I'll look but not see,
I'm blind to the world that's surrounded me.
I'll make my assumptions and I'll pass my judgement,
Its all wrong in your eyes and mixed up in my head through all of these feelings I might as well be dead.
It's all **** self pity, loathing and hatred,
They all belong to me.
I feel like I'm being crushed under the weight of myself.
You see those people who have misery around them it flocks to them in droves.
Well thats me in my head surrounded by smiles.
Give me love and I'll poison it I'll take it down and make it dark.
You can't get through to me because I am not myself.
You are slowly killing me
Watching me decay with those beautiful eyes.
But I want to be strong I don't want to give in,
With every step you take my heart grows weaker,
So give me others to fill the void just let me heal please don't rip the wound you made in me,
Because you up and left me at the door and now I'm trying to make my own way.
Just take me back or let me go.
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
Watch the blood flow as i turn,
Making it a picture of pain.
Cover the canvas with your screams,
We got blades for brushes and your skin as the page.
Girl bleed for me and I'll die for you.
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 11:35 AM UTC
You are slowly killing me,
Watching me decay with those beautiful eyes of yours,
But i want to be strong and I don't want to give in,
But with every step you take my heart grows weaker.
So give me others to fill the void and just let me heal,
Don't rip the wound you made as you up and left me at the door.
Now I'm trying to head my own way either take me back or let me go.
May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 8:03 AM UTC
I'm not evil to the core just most of the way,
There is a softness, a kindness there a heart you could say.
I know it's not much, but I know it's there,
It's small but it's warm and it makes me care.
And I know all this softness actually comes from my head,
But my heart still beats to let me know I'm not dead.
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC