I wish I loved you
like I wish he loved me
but I don't.
I'll give it a try
because he never gave me one
that's the reason why
I wish I loved you
like you love me ***
Because I hurt
knowing the pain that I felt
that you may feel.
Love is all too much
to deal
with.
I wish I loved you
so we could both be happy
but I don't love you
sadly
I'm so sorry
believe me
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 6:24 PM UTC
Your so deep into my heart
That I'm sinking.
I can't breathe.
But when you do all of this to me
I've never felt so alive.
Suffocate me some more please
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 6:47 PM UTC
Dear almost lover,
I think I know why we were never complete
Why for you,
I felt so deep
but it never could be true.
It never worked because
you didn't love you.
When two love they give their all.
But you were vacant
Perhaps that's the cause?
So this is my letter to you
I'll tell you why I loved you.
You. were. so. bad.
The good kind of bad.
You carried yourself in a fearless manner.
I'm not sure if it was an act.
I was scared
and you would just do it
you never cared.
Yet, you cared so much
I liked it.
But you didn't show it enough.
So it kept me wanting more
you kept me guessing
what all of you was for.
Where your sensitivity stemmed from
Why you kept your empathy shunned?
But then there were those moments
you would give me some sort of
atonement.
You would open up, you would be fumin
It felt so human.
I don't know how to explain it all.
But for some reason I thought you were beautiful.
Or should I say handsome
because those looks. Dayum.
But I'm really talking about your soul.
Your soul saw everything,
I would run away but I'd be stuck
on its melody.
Your soul felt me
and made me feel myself.
But I guess it never really saw everything.
You needed just a little help
because you never saw you.
So you couldn't love me blind
But if I'm deaf
and wrong
Maybe have a melody
for a different song.
If you really saw the wonders of you
while our love wasn't true
Then I hurt and I feel better.
Because I'd rather you know
your wonders
than you be unaware
of your lighting
and only see your thunder.
So, simply you could've
just never loved me.
But I loved you.
and I hope you loved you too.
Yours truly,
No sincerely,
No, thats not the closing.
From me?
No.
Love,
me.
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 12:02 AM UTC
You make my heart swell
Essentially it seems wonderful.
You make my heart expand.
My heart is full of love.
But think about it.
You make my heart swell.
The size disguise the pain.
When you hurt it
it swells.
So it's not all
that well.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 6:01 PM UTC
It's been a while and they say time heals all
I thought you were fading away
but then I saw you
and my wound ripped open.
Perhaps I wasn't healed.
I just ignored the wound.
But then you came back and touched it.
Ouch, love hurts
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 10:24 PM UTC
I am in control
I know when to start
I know when to stop
I can change if I want
I can stay the same if I please
I am disciplined
I am confident
I am strong
I am solid
but love
love changes all of that
for love
I am weak
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 10:21 PM UTC
Walk away my dear
we are on different journey's
Don't you know that when you glance back
I get a piece of hope.
Don't you know that you shouldn't look back?
I guess I wouldn't know you looked back if I didn't look back either.
Guilty
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 1:45 AM UTC
The other day I was so high
it was amazing.
I could not stop laughing and felt at ease
but as I went to sleep all that was left
was me.
I was lonely.
I was so low
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC
Sweetheart I saw you today.
Again you made my heart so sweet.
Sweetheart why'd you go away.
Sour flavors make me weep.
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 1:34 AM UTC
Although you didn't stay
and Im not sure if you were ever there
but thank you for provoking those feelings
Sure they hurt once you left them
but letting me know how wonderful it feels to feel.
I have to thank you.
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC