Death is not creeping up to me
I am running straight to it
Just a tiny spec in the universe
Forgotten only after it blossomed
My hands are losing its grip
I am bound to let go anyway
This slowly fading presence
Insignificant in the eyes of others
There is no fight left in me
Let it be if the world rejects me
Karma is only giving what is due
And I am in no place to reject it
The feeling of pain is gone now
Here there is only nothingness
I feel so light, without worries
I am undeserving but will go in peace
All I need is to be forgotten
I don't need to be six feet under
Nor ashes to be scattered at sea
For at last I can rest from this lifetime
Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 11:43 PM UTC
We're all acting fine
until you're lying in bed
The lights are out
you give yourself break
There's no one's there
to see you anyway
A blanket over your head
a pillow hugged to your chest
As the years start to fall
A hand put to muffle the sobs
Until sleep takes over you
those years dry themselves
You wake up to tommorow
only to wait till night comes
And cry yourself to sleep again
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 11:37 AM UTC
As the Stars twinkle at night
Each light comforts another
And another, and another
A dim glow from the universe
Under this breathtaking night sky
Children blending in the background
As they wait for heaven’s graces
Stars seem to have more twinkle than their eyes
As the night grew longer, and the moon rose higher
Heaven’s graces are nowhere to be found
Unlike the stars that were apparent to everyone’s eyes
They were hidden away in the darkness
A chorus of stomach growls are heard from the alleyway
They cannot wait for heaven’s graces no more
Each person passing by is as if a star in the night sky
Heaven’s grace is in such close reach
A glimmer appeared in their eyes
And other from the cold metal in their hand
Slowly they try to reach for the stars
To silence the cries of hunger in their head
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 9:34 AM UTC
I never got the chance
To just sit down and feel the wind
Blow sweet whispers in my ear
How would it feel to be completly still
As the clock stops ticking
For all the good reasons
I may be alone, but no not lonely
As the birds fly in the sky so peacefully
So quiet that I hear my own heartbeat
I never got the chance to give
Although it's fair since I never looked for it
Since they said let love find you
How nice would it be
To just tear this facade of a fantasy
And just pour out all of my anxiety
All I want in life is to be happy
Turns out things don't work out that easily
You grovel and grovel and grovel
A field of flowers in every horizon
Go cry your heart out
Go scream till your lungs hurt
No one will hear you anyway
Now put your mask back on
Put a smile on your face
Mar 8, 2020
Mar 8, 2020 at 7:19 AM UTC
"Are you in love?"
'No, not yet.'
"When do you think you'll fall in love?"
'Come the day I'll learn to love myself.'
"When will that happen?"
'Surely not anytime soon.'
"And why is that?"
Feb 14, 2020
Feb 14, 2020 at 12:40 PM UTC
The warmth of your hug
Just melts away
The tense nerves
On my body
You're all I need
After a tiring day
My home
my comfort
It's as easy as
One, two, three
To fill my heart with glee
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 7:07 AM UTC
I missed my chance
To make a wish
It's this time of the day
I find my head
Swarmed with thoughts
But I find no one
To share these to
So all I do
Is to write instead
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 10:25 AM UTC
not all love stories have a happy ending
sometimes, there are people who are meant
to just come and go
but even if they do go
you'll forever carry with you
the memories you shared together
you'll know that love is love
because when you do start loving someone
that feeling won't fade away
you will love him
for the years to come, for all eternity
even if he's not there by your side
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 10:00 AM UTC
Go cry your eyes out
Go scream into your pillow
Whatever it takes
To take away that pain of yours
And afterwards, build yourself
From bottom to top
Love, that cliché love
Love that never goes without pain
Nevertheless you repeat the cycle again
You love and get hurt
Go cry your heart out
For every wasted feelings you gave away
Because love might be a cliché
But what's life without it anyway
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 5:26 AM UTC
In this world of casual relationships
I miss deep conversations
Getting to talk about absolutely
a n y t h i n g
About life, love, and random thoughts
About my dreams, fears, and aspirations
I miss having a feeling of connection
In this world of casual relationships
I want to feel loved
To be loved
And to be in love
In this world of casual relationships
I don't want none of that ****
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC