underneath my sleves are the cuts
that made from yesterday's rain
the pain of yesterday are still here
the ocean touches my skin
and it hurts
the cuts bled
i opened my eyes and there
i was in the deep ocean
screaming, wants to live
but the anchor of yesterday's rain
keeps me pulling
I'm a fighter,
I'm strong
you left.
Feb 2, 2021
Feb 2, 2021 at 11:01 PM UTC
I listened to the waves
And the clouds fell
Along with the God of darkness
I never knew these days would happen
I didn’t expect to meet the God
The waves are getting stronger
And I’m just here beatable.
And can’t stand up and swim to the seashore.
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 6:55 PM UTC
I sat in the sand of tomorrow and listen the yesterday’s nature’s voice
There were so many thoughts and opinions
That I should do this and that
Why can’t I move freely
Every tulips dance with the wind
and hyacinth made me feel the agony that I don’t want to feel
it’s not my fault that I can’t fight anymore
all I want is to do is to be happy and move freely.
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 6:54 PM UTC
when the rain starts pouring
my tears pours too
the wind of the rain makes my body shiver
and I'm asking to stop
but it didn't stop
It didn't hear my voice
the rain taste sad
like my heart felt upset
I want you to say that I'm worth to love
and to be loved
so that there will no more rain to pour.
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 1:42 PM UTC
my wings grow more than I expected
i never knew this wings of mine will help me to fly again
when I felt the pain in my wings before;
its like my body is incomplete
they laugh at me and make me pitiful
but I didn't care about their thoughts their words to me
because
I want to soar high until
I saw the peak of my dreams,
fly my angel.
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 10:18 PM UTC
those tears in your eyes
will be replaced by the smile in your lips
you will mourn
but you will stand and fight
we have umbrella
and it is he.
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 11:18 AM UTC
never been happy
never been loved by any body
until when I can endure this pain
and act like I'm okay?
when?
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC