The smoke from putting out the candles
Reminds me once again how no one cares
How many years has it been with empty promises?
Being told repeatedly how much fun my birthday will be
You’re getting older we should celebrate
But when it comes down to it their empty words
It would be different if I didn’t see how much effort
Goes into everyone else’s
The smiles I see plastered by how excited they are
It makes me sick; I shouldn’t complain at least they remember
But do they?
I’m celebrated with a cake but who’s going to tell them
That I’m not much for pastries
They bought one so it should count for something
Until you know how each year, I stay up to bake theirs
One they’ll like
One they’ll enjoy
Here’s to me,
Happy Birthday to little Miss Nobody
Feb 24, 2024
Feb 24, 2024 at 12:41 AM UTC
Hand in hand
We ran
Away from it all
Not looking back
Living in our world
Made up random shapes and colors
We did anything
Almost everything
With smiles on our faces
Couldn’t we stay in this place?
However, dreams aren’t reality
We didn’t run from it all
Much less to a place we belong
Because you’re gone
Never coming back
I can’t reach you
No matter how hard I try
All I can do is cry
As I lie down looking at the sky
Waiting for you to pass me by
Jul 18, 2022
Jul 18, 2022 at 6:51 AM UTC
I'm not a winner
I'm not a fighter
I'm not a beliver
I'm not a hoper
I'm not a giver
I'm not a lover
I'm not outgoing
I'm not smart
I'm not pretty
I'm not beautiful
I'm not afraid
I'm not scared
I DON'T BELEIVE PEOPLE THAT TELL ME THIS
BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW RIGHT AWAY THAT
THERE JUST SCARED TO SAY THE REAL THINGS
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC
I let you push me
I let you hurt me
I let you make me suffer
I let you make fun of
me
I let you bring me down
I let you put me through
pain
I let you tell me that I'm
not good enough
I LET YOU DO EVERYTHING
TO PUT ME DOWN
BECAUSE I DON'T CARE ANY
MORE I GIVE UP
ON EVEYTHING THAT I LOVE
Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 5:30 PM UTC
I hate myself
I hate my writting
I hate to believe
I hate my life
I hate to hope
I hate to care
I hate my feelings
Most of all I hate
my memories
Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 5:28 PM UTC
My hero isn't like anybody
***** might not be normal
but there still heroes to me
they have taken care of me
my entire life like no one would
they are among us they are all
around you
You see my hero isn't just one
but everybody who has taught
me that life isn't just your own
they are also the ones that supported
me the most the ones that where
there when no one was they
helped me up when I was down
My hero supports makes me
stronger and most of all makes me
me
To every one out there in the world
even if you say you don't have a hero
look back who where the ones that
where always there helping and always
by your side because no matter what
every one that you know
could be one
of your
heroes
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 7:30 PM UTC
I would always give my time for anyone
be there when they needed it but when it came down for me where were they I wasted my time on them people who didn't
give me any, and I can see my friends getting really close with other people and I just now I am the least important
one there but you get use to it being cancelled on, being left out and most of all being the second option for most of you
reading this don't feel bad for me I've just learned to always keep my expectations low so none of this would matter
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC