I am starting anew,
A battle without you.
I know for sure,
I'll win this too.
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 7:55 AM UTC
It's midnight
No one can notice me crying
They look at me
I smiled.
They never knew,
That at this very moment
I put an end to a good love story.
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 12:55 PM UTC
I want you, I want us.
I don't even know why,
But I chose to let you go.
**** it!**
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 5:49 AM UTC
You know
I am not even sure,
If I am really inlove with you.
Or only..
With the verses of the poem.
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 2:14 PM UTC
Why write?
Write because your heart wants it
Write because your soul craves for it
Write because you are sad
Write because you are glad
Write because you know it's right
Write because you feel incomplete
Write because he exists
Write because he made you feel complete
Write because you knew it was wrong all along
Write because there aren't really happy endings
Write because he made you feel hopeless
Write because he is a ******* ****
Write because you need it, you love it, and it makes you feel something..
Something that no other man could make you feel.
Satisfaction. Contentment. Total happiness.
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 2:02 PM UTC
your lips and your eyes
the warmth of your hug
your memories
everything about you,
about us.
they haunt me
every two in the morning,
the night after spring.
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 6:33 AM UTC
You are the bee
And I am the flower.
You cling, and sipped
My nectar.
Sweet that is bitter.
Because with no words,
You just left.
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 2:50 AM UTC
Minsan gusto **** makalaya;
Malaya sa mapanghusgang lipunan,
Malaya sa mundong masyadong
Magulo at maingay para sa isip ****
Litong-lito kung ano ba talaga ang dapat.
Ano ba ang mali? Ano ba ang tama?
Minsan gusto **** mag-isa;
Malayo sa ideolohiyang malabo,
Malayo sa punyetang gulo ng
Lugar na masalimuot.
Doon sa eskinitang masikip na halos
Nagtipon ang dumi at kalawang
Na hindi na pinapansin.
Kasi madumi. Kasi makalawang. Kasi walang silbi. Kasi hinusgahan.
Gusto **** makaalis.
Gusto **** pumiglas
Sa mga kadenang ginagapos
Ang nagdurugo at sugatan ****
Katawan na ang tanging nais lang ay makalaya.
Gusto **** tumakbo.
Gusto **** tumakas,
Kahit sinasabi nila na hindi iyon ang sagot; at hindi iyon ang dapat.
Bakit? Bakit kailangang laging sundin?
Bakit kailangang laging paalipin?
Ang sikip sa dibdib lalo na't
Alam **** wala kang kayang gawin.
Lalo na't alam **** palaman ka lang
Sa sistemang paikot-ikot ng walang tigil.
Hilong-hilo ka na sa mga kagaguhang
Nais nilang iguhit sa iyong kapalaran.
Hindi mo na masikmura ang pait at
Walang saysay na pagiintay sa pinangako nilang katahimikan; kapayapaan ng iyong isipan.
Itinatanong mo, bakit di ko harapin?
Bakit laging pagtakas ang gusto kong suungin?
Hindi ko din alam gaya nang hindi mo pagintindi sa akin.
Pagod na pagod na akong mag-isip.
Alam ko naman, palagi akong mali. Palagi akong masama. Palagi akong walang silbi.
Kasi nahusgahan.. Dahil sa isang mali.
Dahil sa isang baluktot na desisyon,
Hindi mo na naalalang, tao rin ako.
May puso. May pakiramdam. Nasasaktan.
Gusto kong lumayo. Gusto kong umalis. Gusto kong lumaya. Patuloy na lumaya.
Sobrang pasakit dahil alam ko na sobra akong pabigat.
Sana bumalik nalang ako sa pagiging tuldok.
Para kahit anong pangungusap na masakit ang maririnig ko, matatapos ito. At hindi na kailanman babalik. Tuldok. Babalik ako sa pagiging tuldok dahil magulo.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC
Sing me the song of your sadness
Embrace me with the words of your contentment
Touch me with the sight of your desire
Kiss me with the thought of your willingness
Hold me with the uncertainty of your warmth
Sing to me, Embrace me, Touch me, Kiss me, Hold me.
But never.. ever..
**** me with the idea of leaving me broken and sober.
Please. I am tired of being an illusionist.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 11:12 AM UTC