yowownie - Hello Poetry

I looked at myself Broken and crying Tear stained cheeks every morning Not wanting to continue End this overwhelming pain I met you You lit the fire inside me Taught me to keep that fire burning Taught me to stand when others push me down Taught me to accept myself To love myself You found me And I found you You gave me light in this pitch darkness We reached the sky Hands intertwine I woke up and found out That it's me who found you It's me who pushed myself further into you T'was me who believe in myself I found my name I used my voice I stand for someone too weak to fight All because of you

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Sep 28, 2019

Sep 28, 2019 at 9:27 AM UTC

Magic Shop

I looked at myself Broken and crying Tear stained cheeks every morning Not wanting to continue End this overwhelming pain I met you You lit the fire inside me Taught me to keep that fire burning Taught me to stand when others push me down Taught me to accept myself To love myself You found me And I found you You gave me light in this pitch darkness We reached the sky Hands intertwine I woke up and found out That it's me who found you It's me who pushed myself further into you T'was me who believe in myself I found my name I used my voice I stand for someone too weak to fight All because of you

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I met you We've been bestfriends We've shared a lot of memories We've been separated We kept in touch We talked almost everyday You share everything with me I introduced my other bestfriend to you You guys been so close Even you haven't seen each other yet It seems like she knew you more than me I was once the one whom you talked to I was once the one you rely on I was once your bestfriend Did she just replace me? Is she more than me? I am the one who knew you for years She just knew you for a very short period of time Yet she acts like she's your "bestfriend" Do I regret it? No Do I feel mad about it? No I envy her I wish to be her But no I am more than her I will understand it now Just now I'll be more considerate I'm happy, you are happy I'm fine..

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Nov 12, 2018

Nov 12, 2018 at 5:12 AM UTC

Replaced

I met you We've been bestfriends We've shared a lot of memories We've been separated We kept in touch We talked almost everyday You share everything with me I introduced my other bestfriend to you You guys been so close Even you haven't seen each other yet It seems like she knew you more than me I was once the one whom you talked to I was once the one you rely on I was once your bestfriend Did she just replace me? Is she more than me? I am the one who knew you for years She just knew you for a very short period of time Yet she acts like she's your "bestfriend" Do I regret it? No Do I feel mad about it? No I envy her I wish to be her But no I am more than her I will understand it now Just now I'll be more considerate I'm happy, you are happy I'm fine..

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You are my classmate My bestfriend My everything But.. am I your bestfriend too? I care for others too much To the point that I forgot about myself I care for you You care for me just for me to say that you're my BESTFRIEND You're so unfair I love you as my sister You love me as your spare tire Should I even call it love? When you had a fight with your "bestfriend" I'm the one who convinced her Just for you two to be okay 'again' What did I got in return? Nothing... Wow.. that's touching of you two I guess I have to care for myself first Because I'll be always a patch To cover you up..

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Sep 7, 2018

Sep 7, 2018 at 1:59 AM UTC

Spare Tire

You are my classmate My bestfriend My everything But.. am I your bestfriend too? I care for others too much To the point that I forgot about myself I care for you You care for me just for me to say that you're my BESTFRIEND You're so unfair I love you as my sister You love me as your spare tire Should I even call it love? When you had a fight with your "bestfriend" I'm the one who convinced her Just for you two to be okay 'again' What did I got in return? Nothing... Wow.. that's touching of you two I guess I have to care for myself first Because I'll be always a patch To cover you up..

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How will I know if you are happy with me? How will I know if you feel the same way towards me? How can I love you? I hate it when it comes I hate it when she calls you I hate it when you feel so happy without me I hate it when you're not replying on my messages but you can reply to her messages I hate the fact that I was the one who's going to message you first I just feel like I'm not your priority I hate slow replies It's just like telling me that you're talking to someone else better than me Every time I'm around you I feel so happy I feel my cheeks burning Do you feel the same way? I admit it, I'm jealous I'm jealous when you're with her But, why would I be jealous? We're not even together Why do I feel that you're awkward around me? Why can't you just show the real you like how you show yourself to her Why when it comes to me.. The air felt so awkward Why?! No one can answer. Now, I will prepare myself That the time will come You will loosen your grip from my hand You will find a way to exit in my heart You promised me you'll stay But promises can be thrown away I just hope this time will not come Instead of loosening your grip, try to tighten it Instead of finding a way to exit, try finding a way to love "us" more Please don't throw your promises Please keep it I have given you my trust Please do the same... In the end I will realize that I'm not in love with you Instead, I'm in love of US~

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Jul 29, 2018

Jul 29, 2018 at 6:26 AM UTC

Know, Hate and Love

How will I know if you are happy with me? How will I know if you feel the same way towards me? How can I love you? I hate it when it comes I hate it when she calls you I hate it when you feel so happy without me I hate it when you're not replying on my messages but you can reply to her messages I hate the fact that I was the one who's going to message you first I just feel like I'm not your priority I hate slow replies It's just like telling me that you're talking to someone else better than me Every time I'm around you I feel so happy I feel my cheeks burning Do you feel the same way? I admit it, I'm jealous I'm jealous when you're with her But, why would I be jealous? We're not even together Why do I feel that you're awkward around me? Why can't you just show the real you like how you show yourself to her Why when it comes to me.. The air felt so awkward Why?! No one can answer. Now, I will prepare myself That the time will come You will loosen your grip from my hand You will find a way to exit in my heart You promised me you'll stay But promises can be thrown away I just hope this time will not come Instead of loosening your grip, try to tighten it Instead of finding a way to exit, try finding a way to love "us" more Please don't throw your promises Please keep it I have given you my trust Please do the same... In the end I will realize that I'm not in love with you Instead, I'm in love of US~

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Judgment, to describe someone in a good or bad way Let’s start with GOOD JUDGMENT This kind of judgment is positive why? Coz their describing you in a way that you will not be hurt Not be hurt, but deep inside them there’s a BAD JUDGEMENT They’re telling you all the positive vibes when you’re in front of them Little do you know, they’re telling negative vibes behind your back I personally encounter these 2 types of judgment Telling you something like “HOW ADORABLE, WOW! SO INTELLIGENT, I WISH I COULD BE YOU” blah..blah..blah Then after that “YOU MEAN THAT GIRL! YEAH! SHE’S TOO CONFIDENT ABOUT HERSELF, SHE GOT ALL THE PRAISE, AND SHE ALWAYS STICK WITH HIM! I ENVY HER! ” Tsk! ENVY yourself! I’m not confident about myself; I’m not a god for me to be praise, and I STICK WITH HIM BECAUSE I’M COMFORTABLE WITH MY “GUY FRIEND” and not comfortable with your side Wanna know why I’m more comfortable with a man than a woman? Because some women judge you behind your back Why can’t you say all of that in front of me? Are you afraid? Now you’re telling me no! LIAR! Yes you are afraid, because you can’t say those mean words in front me Why are you afraid? Because I might do something that you don’t want to encounter? If you don’t want to encounter that other side of me THEN STOP! It will be better if you stop doing your bad JUDGMENTS against me! You know what? I can’t get you. How can you do that dual personality of yours? I don’t know if you’re jealous, angry, or just playing with me I’m not a toy for me to be played by someone like you Can you just please tell me the reason behind your judgments? Or is it too hard for you to tell me? You’re not going to tell me then fine, I don’t need someone like you in my life The times that I can’t take it anymore My heart keeps saying me to explode but my mind keeps reminding me to be more patient Now that I already followed my heart You already saw the half of me Now that I throw all the aches that I kept in my heart I thank you for making me strong After making me strong… I forgive you…

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Jul 1, 2018

Jul 1, 2018 at 12:08 AM UTC

JUDGEMENT

Judgment, to describe someone in a good or bad way Let’s start with GOOD JUDGMENT This kind of judgment is positive why? Coz their describing you in a way that you will not be hurt Not be hurt, but deep inside them there’s a BAD JUDGEMENT They’re telling you all the positive vibes when you’re in front of them Little do you know, they’re telling negative vibes behind your back I personally encounter these 2 types of judgment Telling you something like “HOW ADORABLE, WOW! SO INTELLIGENT, I WISH I COULD BE YOU” blah..blah..blah Then after that “YOU MEAN THAT GIRL! YEAH! SHE’S TOO CONFIDENT ABOUT HERSELF, SHE GOT ALL THE PRAISE, AND SHE ALWAYS STICK WITH HIM! I ENVY HER! ” Tsk! ENVY yourself! I’m not confident about myself; I’m not a god for me to be praise, and I STICK WITH HIM BECAUSE I’M COMFORTABLE WITH MY “GUY FRIEND” and not comfortable with your side Wanna know why I’m more comfortable with a man than a woman? Because some women judge you behind your back Why can’t you say all of that in front of me? Are you afraid? Now you’re telling me no! LIAR! Yes you are afraid, because you can’t say those mean words in front me Why are you afraid? Because I might do something that you don’t want to encounter? If you don’t want to encounter that other side of me THEN STOP! It will be better if you stop doing your bad JUDGMENTS against me! You know what? I can’t get you. How can you do that dual personality of yours? I don’t know if you’re jealous, angry, or just playing with me I’m not a toy for me to be played by someone like you Can you just please tell me the reason behind your judgments? Or is it too hard for you to tell me? You’re not going to tell me then fine, I don’t need someone like you in my life The times that I can’t take it anymore My heart keeps saying me to explode but my mind keeps reminding me to be more patient Now that I already followed my heart You already saw the half of me Now that I throw all the aches that I kept in my heart I thank you for making me strong After making me strong… I forgive you…

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Exist, a word that hurts every fan girls feelings Yes it hurts, why? Because he doesn’t even know you’re alive Are we over reacting? Maybe yes, but that’s love Not the type of love that everyone knows You know him but he doesn’t know you You love him but he loves you as a Fan You know all the facts about him but he doesn’t even know a single fact about you There are times that he will be rumored on having a relationship with the other idols or other girls out there It hurts, it hurts us fan girls feelings To the point that, how you wish to be that girl, how you wish, but that wish will just remain in your mind not in your heart But who are we, to be hurt? We are not in the proper place to be hurt nor do we have the right to be jealous or hurt? No we don’t. Because yeah, we are just his FANGIRLS FANGIRLS, F-A-N-G-I-R-L-S 8 letters, 2 syllables, different meaning You know what? Cut the beat He will never know you; he will never understand you and he will never love you like how you do, because we’re miles away from him MILES Does it hurt? Its okay you chose that, we chose that, we chose to be his FANGIRL we have to convict it In fact, we should be proud being a FANGIRL, A fangirl that is willing to love, support, understand and accept all his flaws because that’s the only thing we can do to show our love for him And yes, I’M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW I EXIST.

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Jun 24, 2018

Jun 24, 2018 at 4:17 AM UTC

EXIST

Exist, a word that hurts every fan girls feelings Yes it hurts, why? Because he doesn’t even know you’re alive Are we over reacting? Maybe yes, but that’s love Not the type of love that everyone knows You know him but he doesn’t know you You love him but he loves you as a Fan You know all the facts about him but he doesn’t even know a single fact about you There are times that he will be rumored on having a relationship with the other idols or other girls out there It hurts, it hurts us fan girls feelings To the point that, how you wish to be that girl, how you wish, but that wish will just remain in your mind not in your heart But who are we, to be hurt? We are not in the proper place to be hurt nor do we have the right to be jealous or hurt? No we don’t. Because yeah, we are just his FANGIRLS FANGIRLS, F-A-N-G-I-R-L-S 8 letters, 2 syllables, different meaning You know what? Cut the beat He will never know you; he will never understand you and he will never love you like how you do, because we’re miles away from him MILES Does it hurt? Its okay you chose that, we chose that, we chose to be his FANGIRL we have to convict it In fact, we should be proud being a FANGIRL, A fangirl that is willing to love, support, understand and accept all his flaws because that’s the only thing we can do to show our love for him And yes, I’M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW I EXIST.

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