youwish - Hello Poetry

the loneliness comes over me like a tsunami, there is no hope in escaping, "everywhere is the same". thats all i get. im stuck in a long tunnel with a debatable light glowing at the end. being different is both a blessing and a curse. being have made it this far, i do my best to warn others. if you don't fit the 'mold' then you need to move on else where, or you'll be trapped like myself. forced surrounded by a molded population, stuck in-between trying to fit in, and trying to remain the person that started this 4 year journey. High school is hell. and being "popular" isn't fulfilling, fake smiles, fake laughs, it's all a show really. everyone is just trying to survive, but it's not that simple. generation after generation we have been taught that fitting in is the only possible way. "try and blend. it'll make things easier. We love you, but the others may not see in you what we do". it's not worth not being happy. you know, things are really more ****** up than i chose to believe. I ignore the fact that I really have no true friends at my school. I ignore the idea of getting back with someone only because they make life easier. I ignore the ****** up place i've been placed in by my parents. I know I'm young. I know i haven't experienced all there is to be experienced. but i do know high school. and it's just too much. junior.

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Sep 28, 2014

Sep 28, 2014 at 11:44 PM UTC

high school.

the loneliness comes over me like a tsunami, there is no hope in escaping, "everywhere is the same". thats all i get. im stuck in a long tunnel with a debatable light glowing at the end. being different is both a blessing and a curse. being have made it this far, i do my best to warn others. if you don't fit the 'mold' then you need to move on else where, or you'll be trapped like myself. forced surrounded by a molded population, stuck in-between trying to fit in, and trying to remain the person that started this 4 year journey. High school is hell. and being "popular" isn't fulfilling, fake smiles, fake laughs, it's all a show really. everyone is just trying to survive, but it's not that simple. generation after generation we have been taught that fitting in is the only possible way. "try and blend. it'll make things easier. We love you, but the others may not see in you what we do". it's not worth not being happy. you know, things are really more ****** up than i chose to believe. I ignore the fact that I really have no true friends at my school. I ignore the idea of getting back with someone only because they make life easier. I ignore the ****** up place i've been placed in by my parents. I know I'm young. I know i haven't experienced all there is to be experienced. but i do know high school. and it's just too much. junior.

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I see the way you admire her. Looking into her eyes while you're staring at mine. It slowly but heartily overcomes me at day. At night is when it is at its worse. Do I not fit what you are seeking for? I ask nothing more. It is her who you adore.

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Jan 13, 2014

Jan 13, 2014 at 9:47 PM UTC

seeking

I see the way you admire her. Looking into her eyes while you're staring at mine. It slowly but heartily overcomes me at day. At night is when it is at its worse. Do I not fit what you are seeking for? I ask nothing more. It is her who you adore.

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Notions towards the end of time fly by endlessly. I think of the one who let it slip in a realm in which i call my own i fly away I remain open to whatever may cross my path time is nearing, we all must now let go and follow our spirits home.

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Jan 12, 2013

Jan 12, 2013 at 2:16 PM UTC

follow home

Notions towards the end of time fly by endlessly. I think of the one who let it slip in a realm in which i call my own i fly away I remain open to whatever may cross my path time is nearing, we all must now let go and follow our spirits home.

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