
Why can't I just have a relationship like Hisoka and Illumi
They love eachother and would die for one another
by the others hands.
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 2:19 PM UTC
As young children we are told monsters don't exist
We are told as young children they are simply figments of our imaginations
We have our parents check under our beds and look in our closets
But what our parents have seemed to forgotten to tell us is that the monsters live among us
No, these monsters aren't a black figure with long fingers creeping out of our closet
No, these monsters don't try to grab my feet as I get up at night
These monsters can look as real as humans and can be hidden as well as a chameleon
You see not all these monsters are humans
Some of them live in our minds
They are like a parasite that can not be ridden of quickly
The monster comes out most when I am alone
It holds me in its arms as it tells me how worthless I am
The monster makes the night so appealing that it will not let me rest
It will tell me that I am useless, pathetic, and nothing as I try to close my eyes
It will shut off my emotions during the day so at night it can remind me of how much pain I am in
It tells me to put slits and marks and cuts on myself because that's the only thing that will make me feel better
It tells me how no one will ever care what I have to say because I am nothing special
This monster is not something we can see
This monster is not something we can touch
This monster is not something we can taste
This monster is known as depression.
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 1:56 PM UTC
I have decided today is the last day
I will...
Say "HEYYY" to my best friend's
Cuddle with my dog in the earliest of mornings
Cry into my pillow late in the evening
Hug my grandpa and tell him about school
Help my grandma with cleaning
Jam out to Disney songs with my uncle
And finally today is the last day to tell my mom
"I love you"
Mar 8, 2021
Mar 8, 2021 at 11:04 AM UTC
A lot of us wake up in the morning and wonder...
"Why am I getting up? There is no reason too."
Some of us wake up and just have no motivation to get up
I am one of those people
I don't have much motivation for pretty much anything
But I get up every morning
Not because I want to
But because I have to
So if your like me with no motivation do what I do
When you wake up you say
"One Small Accomplishment"
When you get ready for the day you say
"One Small Accomplishment"
By the end of the day when you go to lay down you say
"All of this was one big accomplishment."
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 10:53 AM UTC
I tried to tell her.
I tried to warn her.
I tried to help her.
I tried to support her.
No.
I told you not to date him.
I told you he was gonna hurt you.
I told you not to trust him.
I told you he doesn't care.
I told you he was lying.
Now I am hugging you while you sob and all I can say is
I told you so.
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 1:53 PM UTC
Why am I scared when the Black Crow leaves?
He only causes me pain
He only hurts me in so many ways
So why am I scared when the crow leaves?
Is it because the Black Crow is the only thing that can make me feel something?
Or is it because the Black Crow is the only thing that left and came back?
No, I know why, it is because the Black Crow is the only thing that makes me feel normal
To me being in pain is normal
To me the Black Crow sitting on my shoulder telling me things is normal.
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 9:49 AM UTC
The smell of love roams the air
Not only the smell of love but the smell of heartbreak
The smell of broken trust
The smell of scrolling on Instagram seeing them happy with someone else
The smell of wearing there clothes so it feels like they are holding you
The smell of crying on the day of love
It truly smells like Valentines Day.
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 11:32 AM UTC
We take things like happiness for granted
It is something that makes the world so much brighter
Or at least that's what I thought
I can't really remember.
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 11:13 AM UTC
Hi my name is Milly, I am 6 years old and I regret eating cookies when mommy said not too
Hi my name is Johnathan, I am 10 years old and I regret not doing my homework
Hi my name is Rose, I am 14 years old and I regret loving him
Hi my name is Dominic, I am 18 years old and I regret drinking too much at that one party
Hi my name is Lizzie, I am 21 years old and I regret putting those lines on my arms
Hi my name is Lizzie, I am 21 years old and I regret taking those pills
Hi my name is Lizzie, I was 21 years old and I regret committing suicide.
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
We all know this friend
They are the friend that if you need anything
They are right there
They are the friend that stays up until 3:00 am to listen to your sobs and cry's
They are the friend who always puts that smiling fac- mask
I bet you thought I was going to put face
Oh no no no
The therapist friend is the one who is truly unhappy
They are the friend who feels so alone when they need help the most
They are the friend who cry's right after they get off those hour long facetime calls
They are the friend who is screaming out for help but you cant hear it
They are now going to put that mask back on and say...
"Welcome! I am that therapist friend. What seems to be the problem?"
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 3:57 PM UTC