you are your roaring heart beat
with your nervous hands
and your blurry eyes
your tears swelling like waves
you are all of your lonely and
wonderful feelings
you are your bad days and your better days
and you should celebrate the very simple fact
that you are nothing but your divine, authentic self
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 1:17 AM UTC
it is that feeling that
everything is as it should be,
not far from perfect.
when you're in the car
with the windows down
and that song you love turned up.
it is that moment that true happiness is nearly tangible,
dripping from your fingers
like honey.
and you're there.
just as you are.
just as you should be.
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 10:45 PM UTC
I was 11 but you touched me like I was 22
Now I'm 22
and I finally realize how wrong that was of you
You were my best friend's dad
And you had been drinking
I tried using that as an excuse but what was I thinking
I keep telling myself it was nothing
But trailing your fingers along my waist and down to my **** is evidently something
I repressed it for years but it finally came to the surface
Our brains hide these things from us on purpose
I'll take my experience and let it go
Because nothing would hurt more than being belittled by the people that I know.
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 12:40 AM UTC
sometimes when i am in public
i get spacey
and observe everyone
and their actions
these people around me
i'm not like them
or maybe they're not like me
they seem so careless and
i seem so uptight
then i just try to relax
my shoulders
because they are all the way up to
my ears
letting this anxiety get the best of me is one of my biggest fears
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 1:08 AM UTC
the music falls in
to my ears
like the leaves falling off of
trees
in autumn
so slowly
and elegantly
this music
is everything that i live for
it's what needs to happen
so that i can continue to blossom
into spring
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
i know i have all the words inside of me that i could form into such beautiful art
but getting them out of my head and onto a piece of paper is the hardest ******* part
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC
a concept
an illusion
a scam
a false reality
a conspiracy
these years keep flying by
a minute is gone in the blink of an eye
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 11:34 PM UTC
i had never signed a sympathy card for the death a 5 year old
but now i have
and what was i supposed to write?
there is really nothing to say
other than "i'm sorry that it has to be this way"
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 1:15 AM UTC
i'm vomiting these cruel words
and with every hateful sentence that i can never take back, i feel my heart sink
because there's that quote that talks about hurting the one you love the most
and i realize that i am hurting you
and i love you
the most
i'm so sorry that i'm hurting you and that
i'm vomiting these cruel words
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 1:13 AM UTC