I couldn't seem to let you leave.
So I buried you beneath
Silky, white sheets.
You said you adored red.
So I painted them
With every part of you.
I gave you everything
*But, I've become afraid.
See it's been awhile
Since my lover kissed me,
Or rolled out of bed.*
*I may have killed him,
I think he's dead.*
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 12:42 AM UTC
Ophelia has
flower petals
growing beneath
her tongue, and
I can taste
honeysuckle
when I kiss her.
There are highways
in the grooves
of her hips.
I like to trace them,
and get lost
somewhere between
intimate whispers and
an unsteady heartbeat.
Ophelia has a
mocking jay stuck
in her throat, and
it sings to me
when she finds
herself stuck in
tangled vines and
dwindling
self-confidence.
She weeps at least
an ocean a day,
and that's more
than my diminutive
hands can catch.
I think I'd like to
spend a few eternities
exploring the peculiar
jungles of Ophelia.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
Smoke fills my lungs, I know you're speaking, but I can barely hear. All I can think is how you're the universe and I am simply a star. I'm a drop of blood coursing through your veins. It's a place I've always been, but never knew. I'm floating in an atmosphere of you.
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC
A life-time with you is like an eternal summer. I'll spend my days walking along the beach picking broken shells from the sand with hope that I'll see the sunrise. In the mornings I'll find the beautiful, warm sun cuddling beneath the sheets. Every afternoon I'll make you a crown, while kissing each and every flower. All night I'll lie beneath you and touch the stars. Tell me August isn't so lonely with me around.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
Daisies don't remind me of your absence. Yet they remind me of an unseemingly cold summer. A night where we walked up and down the busy streets, asking strangers for cigarettes. You kissed my hand and told me my skin smelt like daises. It's just..I spent the night with my hands in your hair...and I spent all summer thinking of how someday you'd disappear along with the smell of daisies.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 7:41 AM UTC
~You were the first one to ever peak my curiosity. You had mood swings like day and night, you pulled at the threads in my flesh trying to search for what you could find underneath. We never got close enough that I could call you my girlfriend but I could feel what it was like. You were always talking about this boy, I had my first taste of jealousy because he would never love you like I could. I got tired of the cycle. Waiting for my turn. So I took from you what I could get and left you wishing you had loved what you had.
~You were so beautiful the way you had the ability to spot me in a crowded room. No matter the temperature your skin was always cold. You were always so cold. You spoke of how the stars here could never compare to the ones in Ohio. I didn't hesitate when you asked to be mine or when you asked if you could explore my every curve. You told me if I reached a certain weight you'd leave me so my fingers got to know the back of my throat in a disgustingly familiar way. I cried for three nights after you left, I was pathetically in lust with you. Months later you came to appreciate the way my hips rocked against yours and begged for my return. You are trash.
~You kissed me at the bottom of the stairs briefly. I could tell you didn't kiss often but I said yes anyway. I remember being startled when I woke up at a friends house, my hair a filthy mess and you were sitting there watching me. I could barely have a conversation with you so I always kissed you to cover the involuntary silence. You were the nicest boy I'd ever met but I never loved you.
~We we're practically married the way we fought and ****** for three years. I gave you everything I had in summer on a blanket spread over the lush grass. I wrote novels in your pretty little heart and poured out my every struggle. I loved you from the hairs that stood on the back of my neck to the way I curled my toes..but then you changed. You said you were growing up and learning responsibility. But really you sat blankly in your room counting birds of death and you watched me struggle for breath, for life. I tried to get my love back but you'd buried him deep somewhere. I imagine he's laying beautifully in a bed of flowers and butterflies land on his lips trying to give him breath, although they are to minuscule to succeed. You've become a disgusting person. I do not love you.
~During a time that I sat waiting for death I found myself in August during September. You were the most beautiful boy I'd ever laid eyes on, I never imagined lips like yours touching mine. I've come to realize that you are the flowers, you are the butterflies and the sunshine. You are all of the bright magnificent things that you think you're not and you are mine. I fell for you involuntarily, but I would never turn back if I could. I've never had a best friend and a lover amalgamated. I've never been so certain that love can exist in the darkest of beings. I've never tasted forever in someones kiss. Dear present love do not deceive me.
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 4:03 PM UTC
You look at my exposed skin
as if blemishes do not exist
and I craved your attention
like bees to honey.
If it weren't for your eyes
I would have ever thought
that my miniscule life
could possibly have a purpose.
Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC
Your skin was illuminated by the green lights,
like a seventies serial killer
and it made my legs shake.
My eyes roamed your glowing skin.
I was lost in a galaxy of never ending beauty.
Your cryptic soul unveiled itself
as you exhaled a thick cloud of smoke.
I felt as though you could feel the fire
spreading through my flustered cheeks.
I couldn't put together words
to explain my wonder of your unblemished perfection.
But I could just muster up the words,
"You look like a serial killer."
and a sinful grin spread across your face.
That's when I knew you were just like me.
Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 10:18 PM UTC
I dreamt in every shade of grey,
A world of darkness,
A universe of black .
Little did I know you were a painter.
You hung canvases in my soul
And drew stars in my eyes.
You are the rainbow
In my world of black and white.
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 12:15 AM UTC
Love is a curse
The way it tortures you
From the inside out,
Leaving scars you can't forget
And then drags you back in
Kicking and screaming,
Yet begging for more.
Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 9:14 PM UTC