
Your glory
Keeps me tethered and tethered and tethered to you ..
My love for you like the sun
Like the stars as they shine
As the moon is so bright
A fire blazing deep within my soul it cannot be extinguished
Oceans deep within my soul; your waves keep me afloat.. the oxygen I need to breathe
Like butterflies up in the air in the sky so blue ...
I am floating ...
Outer space like a blanket covering I feel your protection...
My love for you like the endless darkness that surrounds us & you the star, twinkles ever so brightly in the vastness of it all...
Splendid.
Like a city on a hill ever so bright ...
I am but a moth drawn to your brilliant flame & you my love are the light, the sun & the moon your glory.. keeping me tethered to you.
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 10:59 AM UTC
I’m afraid of the cold because it reminds me of how lonely I am
No one to warm me up I cling to an empty bed
My pillow, my cuddle buddy, soaking all my tears up
I just wanted a warm body but I won’t give a piece of my soul for it
Or hell I might as well be ******
What would I do for love?
I’d rather stay in my loneliness than have someone use me or worst break my heart
So I cling to my pillow, my heart in tact.
I let the emptiness fill me up like a ***** sadness I cannot wash away
I am afraid of the cold, because it reminds me of how lonely I am.
However because of this, I am more hopeful than ever
Because I know, no matter how cold it gets, the rain has to stop at some point to make way for the rainbow
Just as the sun will always find a way to penetrate the dark clouds & clear a black sky
So I know the cold I feel is not forever, my sun will come shining through and warm me up soon.
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 2:35 AM UTC
I just want to know if you’re thinking of me as much as I am thinking of you.
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 6:11 AM UTC
Kiss me under a night sky full of stars & tell me you want me
Let the moon shine as bright as the smile you put on my face
Hold my hand & tell me you’ll stay forever
Tell me that your favorite place is with me
That home is wherever I am & wherever you are
Dance with me in that silly way that makes me laugh & sing songs with me...
& even though we’re out of tune
It doesn’t matter because body & soul, you’re in tune with me
Let your energy radiate like a bright sun across a blue sky with me
& when the storm comes never leave me
Be my shelter & I yours
Laugh with me & cry with me...
& when it’s all over I’ll hold this forget-me-not flower close to my heart.. eyes closed praying that we’ll meet again.
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 3:49 AM UTC
We’re riding the wave in our finest boat.
Not sure of our destination but we’re not worried because we’re together
Up & down we go riding the Ocean waves
Tide after tide, pushing against the current
Back & forth we are drifting...
until it’s not only the sea that’s making us sick
My love for you overwhelming
I am willing to die for you
But you don’t feel the same
So now... instead of going against the current we’re going against each other
...drowning out each other with our voices as loud as the thunder in the sky
You throw your words like spears they pierce my heart & I feel the pain of you pulling away from me
The current is drifting us further apart
I thought my love was enough to save you
To save us
But how can you save something that doesn’t wanna be saved?
Someone who doesn’t wanna be saved...
This anchor isn’t strong enough to hold the boat tipping against the current
The water raises & I figure this is the final straw ...
I would throw you a lifeline but you would let me drown
So in despair I choose myself
You ruined me but you saved me.
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 2:02 AM UTC
Eradicate the words you once spoke to me
They mean nothing
Alleviate my pain & let me levitate
I write these words to forget my pain
Erase my memory & ease my agony
No longer do I want to think of you
Or how you made me feel
Or how you made me fall in love with your brokenness
Your smile, warm felt like home
But now that home is just a house with skeletons
How i wish I could burn down that house
Expunge it from existence alongside all the love I have for you
“Erase my memory & ease my pain...”
These words a prophecy yet to be fulfilled
Oh how I live to see that day ...
When your existence is finally obliterated
From my memory
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 1:28 AM UTC
I pictured me and you & smiled
Your skin brushing up against mine
Felt like a thousand fireworks on a 4th of July night
Waking up next to you, the epitome of heaven...
I could do this forever
I thought
If only I didn’t wake up and you were different ...
I was different ...
Suddenly the thought of forever scares me more than the silence of being alone
Your touch hurts... like a fire set on my skin..
Burning to the depths of my soul
Your words cut me deeper than a double edged sword
Your love has become a thorn in my flesh
If only this was just a dream...
I could do this forever I thought...
Forever seems a really long time.. but that wouldn’t matter as my body is being lowered 6ft underground
I guess I can say in death I finally escaped from you.
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 12:36 AM UTC
Where do you come from?
Do I come from the land of my forefathers
Or am I the daughter of the soil
Nourished by the land of which I’m taught to toil
Or maybe I am a daughter of the moon connected in spirit
Where do you come from they ask?..
I am the daughter of a self employed man
I dare say from my mother’s womb
Where do you come from they ask...
A little planet called earth
I am a human..
A girl that grew into a woman
I am the daughter of the soil
Dipped in melanin,
I come from a land that flows with milk & honey
Africa my beloved
My heart
My home
This is who I am.
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 5:58 AM UTC
The only thing I’ve ever known to love was you
The only person who ever came close to loving me was you
& now I stare up at the big blank canvas of the night
With stars so vast they speak to us in their loneliness ...
Twinkle twinkle little star.. how sad yet so beautiful
I think I just might howl at the moon let my feelings out..
Looking all around me not a soul in sight
Inside my heart lays hallow
But I won’t wallow
It’s all just a temporary feeling,
fleeting anyway.
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 4:34 AM UTC
You left like I wasn’t reason to stay
Not being heartless I’m just using my heart less
All I wanted was your time but that was a crime
Wrapped up in misery you became a mystery
Two peas in a pod estranged from one another
Almost inevitable
All you had to do was stay.
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 4:24 AM UTC