I am holding your hand on my heart
it is a grip I can not let go of
because if I do
so will you
Time goes as went
communication will not mend
- Where are you?
- When are coming home?
Days turn into weeks
kisses turn into bruises because
In love, all is fair
In love, you must beware
The butterflies begin to whine
as fear is digging into my spine
I gave to you my all away
All I ask is for you to stay...
Aug 7, 2023
Aug 7, 2023 at 10:39 AM UTC
Constant fear of falling
falling in
falling out
falling alone
falling with no one to catch me
falling just to fall
once again
feeling the pain of the pointless fall
unable to speak up
unable to stand up
unable to show up
stranded in a universe where gravity is much stronger
than I will ever be
Holding me down
Keeping me grounded
Keeping me humbled.
Keeping my mindset programmed in a way
so that I'll never feel enough
so that I'll never fell your love
Sabotage becomes self-care in a universe where
I CAN'T GET UP
Speaking so loud, that no one can hear me
Thinking so fast, that no one can follow me
Laying so still, that no one will stay with me
CONSTANT
FEAR
OF
FALLING
Aug 7, 2023
Aug 7, 2023 at 10:17 AM UTC
We were meant to last.
Like a bubblegum sticker on a 5-year olds hand...
Aug 7, 2023
Aug 7, 2023 at 10:10 AM UTC
Reach for the sky
She did
Grab the starts
She did
Fly high
She did
Fall down?
She did.
May 30, 2021
May 30, 2021 at 2:41 PM UTC
Drunk words
Sober thoughts
I take one more
***** shot
Just to make sure
I will forget you
I lay down
I give in
I feel your touch
On my skin
I know
It is wrong
Cause you mean
Nothing to me
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 5:04 AM UTC
Sun rays dancing on her bronzed skin
Her, dancing through my mind
The smile that portray my summer
Her giggle, the music my ears crave
Her cherry flavored lips
The mystery hidden in her dimples
Wild child, wild, lost?
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 5:00 AM UTC
If I were a bird
I know where I would fly
I would fly away
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 5:35 PM UTC
His smile is made of
indie love songs and red Wine
He tast like one night
Jan 18, 2020
Jan 18, 2020 at 12:11 PM UTC
The
Aching
Breaking
And Mistaking
all the love I should have
That I want to give
But that I can’t seem to find
I’m lost...
Dec 14, 2019
Dec 14, 2019 at 7:25 PM UTC
three flowers in my vase
They all stand there in their place
One is white
One is red
And the last one is blue
When the sun touch my flowers
I see them dance
It’s from the sun they get their powers
But today I notice there’s a change
My blue flower seems sad
It has bent it’s back
The red one appears to be mad
it’s ready to attack
And my white flower is gone
I lost it yesterday by mistake
In the moment I lost it i thought it was fun
Oh dear lord what have I done
Two flowers in my vase
They both stand there in their place
One is red
And one is blue
When the sun touches my flowers
I see them dance
It’s from the sun they get their powers
But today I notice there’s a change
My blue flower has bloomed
Now it’s even more blue
My red flower is doomed
It’s color is gone, I swear it’s true
It is dead
It didn’t get a chance to live
I never had it with me in bed
Well they say love isn’t fun
But oh lord what have I done
One flower in my vase
It stands in it's place
One is blue
The sun can’t touch my flower
It’s the last one I’ve got
Without the two others it has all the power
This feeling isn’t what I thought
The blue flower is me
And I am the blue flower
But I let nobody see
Up I have build a tower
It has no door, window nor Stairs
I will never let you in
You killed my flowers
Now I’m blue
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 9:07 AM UTC