Wake me up
Make me yours
Show me your strength
I’ll give you my body
Get in my head
Take my heart
Kiss my soul
I’ll give you my obedience
Feel me
Know me
Become one with me
I’ll give you my everything
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 10:25 AM UTC
Dress her up
She’s here for you
Doll her up
As you desire to
She doesn’t feel
She doesn’t see
And she will kneel
That’s how she’s supposed to be
Tie her up
She knows her place
Use her up
She has no grace
She cannot say
That she won’t play
And she will be
What you want her to be
And when you’re done
Just kiss and tell
She won’t mind
After all...she’s for sale.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 5:11 PM UTC
Oh how you get me high
To fly on the clouds
Oh how you hold me tight
Covered with clouds
Oh how you tie me up
Your see through cloudy bounds
Oh how I can’t let go
Without meeting the ground
No I can no longer
Stay in your cloud
No it just rains so much
And I’m starting to drown
No please just let me go
How foggy is my mind
For eternity locked inside
Your evil cloud
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 5:01 PM UTC
Warm it up
Until it’s incandescently happy
Stroke it well
Until it shines with joy
Crooked smile
Points to what is to come
Ugly spark
In your eye before you proceed
Tear it out
Leave nothing behind
Squeeze it well
Until there’s nothing left
Slice it up
Lifeless on a plate
Eat it quick
Before the life runs out
No taste there?
You used it all up
You squeezed it all up
You messed it all up
You... made it give up
And it will never beat for you again.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 4:34 PM UTC
You’re here
I can see you
But where do you go?
I can’t feel you
You come
I can touch you
But wait
Again I lose you
You sleep
I lay on your chest
You dream
Without a rest
I see
You next to me
And yet
You’re not with me
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 7:47 AM UTC
Hurt is the way how to show me your love
Hurt is how I know I’m never enough
You smile and I know that for a moment you care
Next thing I wanna die under your freezing stare.
Hot and cold could be your both middle names
I never know which one is next
And getting bit tired of your silly games
While you’re the one who plays the best.
Why are you so much fun to be around?
Why do you leave me in my tears to drown?
Why do your eyes say „My love, I’m your home“?
And your words make me feel as ever alone.
Love and hate on a date sharing a cold one
Which one is your queen tonight?
Spite off and charm on, let’s fool everyone
That night is day and day is night.
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 11:16 AM UTC
„Yours truly“
Finished page, just sign the letter with your name.
Be careful, since you only have that one shot at this game.
No hurries
Once the whitey paper ***** in all the ink,
Lean back and pour yourself a glass of the very special drink.
No wine and no beer conceals the bottle
No headache nor vertigo next day
The memories will no longer hunt you down
Just take the road and let be shown the way.
There is too much to question
and too much aggression
I have a confession
it’s my indiscretion
Breath of a cancer
Touch of elegant dancer
Ego enhancer
But never an answer
Flashback
into the days when everything was black and white
when simply enough you could tell what’s wrong and what is right
Oh wait
that must have been another section of the book
because this chapter is what they unmercifully took
Browsing the shelves inside the library
Hoping to find the missing parts
The bookcases stare at you adversary
Sometimes you just don’t get the perfect cards
There was too much to question
and only aggression
through my confession
gone’s indiscretion
away with the cancer
exhausted’s the dancer
being the balancer
while seeking the answer
Too often
washing off everyone’s melancholy stink
wishing they would just one day ****** off and got a shrink
One’s mind
absorbs the good from people but the bad as well
on the outside, though, it makes sure that no one can ever tell
The book of the dead is not a fairy tale
And the book of life isn’t yet for rent
All there is left is to come up with a plan
On how to stand up when the body’s bent
Now this is the answer
this is the balancer
rise again will the dancer
whilst free of the cancer
no more indiscretion
no need for confession
void of aggression
rid of oppression at last.
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 3:35 PM UTC
There’s a cliff
You’re standing on it
Saw that image many times in my head
It was always sundown
And salt was in the air
Tried to take your hand
You let me briefly
I squeezed it gently, smiled at you
You gave me a glance
There was nothing in it
And you let go off my hand.
Edge being so so close, I slipped
Tried to grab your hand
But you weren’t seeing me
There was a new hand in yours
And you pushed me away.
Falling down, I didn’t fight
Knew it was over
And the dark wasteness waiting below
Took a deep breath, blinked
And salt was in the air
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 5:17 PM UTC
I was watching you for quite a while
Your deep brown eyes and your smile
Kept telling myself it's not wise
But in the end the heart always tries.
When I was laying down on your chest
Breathless, thinking 'you're the best'
You said 'I need a shower'
And I regained my power
And then you took me again.
Is it wrong or is it just right
That my ******* look like after a fight
And when I close my eyes I still can feel
How deep you were inside of me
I think you just ****** my brain out
I don't even mind that you snore
But when I'm awake I want some more
And thus 5am to me you have shown
How electric can be 'nice and slow'
You kissed me deep and touched my hair
Then you entered me and breathe I didn't dare
When you started to move inside
I could no longer hold my sigh
'You're amazing' slipped right through my lips.
Is it wrong or is it just right
That my thighs look like after a fight
And when I close my eyes I still can feel
How deep you were inside of me
I think you just ****** my brain out.
You gave me memories I'll treasure
And not just about the pleasure
When you asked if there'll be number ten
I had no idea back then
From the start you made perfectly clear
That a man in love I don't have to fear
I guess it made me feel free
You'd willingly want to be
Another number to me
But what I have miscalculated
Was that my feelings might get escalated
The more time we spent with each other
I kind of wished there wasn't another
But the die is cast, that's the game
In honesty there is no shame
Seeing you with others
Was the moment I knew
I was just another number to you.
Is it wrong or is it just right
That you brought my dark heart in the light
When I close my eyes I can still feel
How tight you were holding me
I think you've just taken my heart.
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 5:15 PM UTC
I don’t need your money
I don’t seek your attention
I don’t want the love we had
And I hate the memories we once shared
Being torn apart
Screaming until you have no voice
Crying for help that won’t come
You’re in pain but you feel none
Some call you crazy for the things you try
Some find it admirable not knowing it’s all a lie
When there’s no escape and you know you’ve tried
Take every chance that arise to revive what long ago died.
It’s been quite a journey my friend
but now it’s time for it to end
So please, my stupid heart
Give it up so my life can start
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC