I don't know if I'm in love with you
Or the idea of you
And that terrifies me
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 2:56 PM UTC
Every time I see you with her
Another star in my supercluster of hopes
**Burns
Out**
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC
I want to tear my flesh off
And break my rib cage open
And pull my heart out
To stop this awful pain
I want to fall off the edge of a cliff
Arms stretched out wide
And hit the ground silently
And never ever be found
I want to drown in deep blue waves
Have them pull me down deeper
Because their suffocation
Wouldn't hurt me like you do
I want you to understand what you do to me
And see how much it hurts
I want you to vow to never do so again
And help me fix my wounded soul
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 11:09 PM UTC
I can hear you voice in my head,
Clear as a summer day,
Speaking those dreadul words I heard so long ago
And I flinch
Just as I did when your words first slapped me in the face
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 9:23 AM UTC
Your back is turned to me
And I am freezing cold
But I won't cover up,
Hoping your warm arms will reach out to me again
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 3:58 AM UTC
I finally got rid of my anxiety
Only to have it attack me
In my dreams
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
I am like a penny in a well
Falling for forever
Yet filled with hopes and wishes
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
This great perhaps of me and you
Leaves my vision blurred,
For the tears in my eyes and the ache of my heart
Burn like stars thousands of galaxies away
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
If only we lived in a movie
In a cute little flat
That our lives and love revolved around
I think I'd like that
I'd walk through the door
And kiss your smiling face
You'd hold me tight
In a warm embrace
In the living room
There'd always be calm Beatles music playing
And to those songs
We'd be romantically swaying
In the bedroom we'd lie
Intetwined beneath white sheets so thin
Sunlight streaming through the window
Warming our bare skin
In that bed
We could make sweet, tender love
Or maybe cuddle, or just kiss
Or all of the above
In the kitchen I'd stand
Making pancakes on a sunny sunday morn
You'd stand behind me with your arms around my waist
Messy bedhead your face will adorn
You'd strum your guitar
And sing me my favourite songs
And you'd know I can't sing
So I'd just hum along
Maybe we'd have a cat
And we could name her Nyx
And we can make vows to love eachother
Upon the River Styx
This place could be a safe haven
For just me and you
No one would bother us
For it was just built for two
We could have all of this
And maybe even more,
If only you didn't see me
As just a silly little girl
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 2:04 AM UTC
Maybe I only think I want you
Because you're the only one
Who's likely available to me
But you're not him
And I can't take advantage of you like that
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 12:19 AM UTC