"I love you to death."
"I'll always love you"
"Please don't fall for someone else"
the words found there way out through your tears, through your desperation.
It was too late, I did fall for someone else.
His arms became home.
His voice became a blanket.
His eyes became shelter
His crooked glasses became a source of comfort
You?
You became my melancholic normal.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 10:07 PM UTC
It's been a long time, since I've been here.
Over this time, I fell in love and stayed in love.
People have come and go, just like normal
Life stayed on the steady course, as always.
Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 8:32 PM UTC
i love you,
i really do
i just can't seem to accept it.
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 10:03 PM UTC
It's no shock I got sun-burned after you began to love me again,
your touch, like fire.
your words, like a burning sun glare
and your heart, hotter than the the heat.
It's no shock I got sun-burned today,
your love is painful to the touch, but i'll endure it all.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 10:51 PM UTC
i'm not here.
i'm not alive
i'm not awake
this is not real.
Jun 13, 2016
Jun 13, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
i wish i could show you that i'm worth it.
but it's impossible to show you a lie.
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 11:54 PM UTC
you often tell me that i remind you of her
the way my mind functions
and the way my words come out
the things i enjoy
and the things i dislike
you often tell me you see her in me
but if that's the case,
why did you choose her over me?
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC
i can only write with a heart full of love,
eyes full of water,
and a stomach full of butterflies.
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 11:48 PM UTC
i could stay a little while
and get lost in your eyes
i could stay the night
and get lost in your stories
i could stay in your life
and get lost in the sound of your heartbeat
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 11:43 PM UTC
i'm back at home
and you welcome me with open arms
"welcome home, we missed you!"
a warm embrace leads to a tender kiss
a night in bed, very well missed
a one day stay, leads to a week long stay
eventually, i pack my things, it's time to go
you stand in the doorway, holding the **** firmly
"you're not going anywhere, you BELONG here."
you're right, i do belong here.
i can't argue that.
i unpack my things, get cozy in bed.
you lay next to me, place your arm on my chest
everything wells up, the feelings set in
the familiar settings, the normal mindset.
darkness welcomes it's self around me
it's my second home, i can't argue.
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 5:27 PM UTC