Not when clouds turn grey
Nor when the wind ceases to howl
Not when the ground shakes
Nor the earth rumbles
Not even when mountains erupt
Or when the forest sunders
Only when
Souls tear apart
With a sound that makes even the mightiest ones shudder
When your mind breaks
And you give in to despair
Like pillars of cement
Coming down to the abyss
Only When
You seek solace in cigarettes
Or see a better life by the bottle
Does the world end
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 7:34 AM UTC
Isa, dalawa, hanggang sampu.
Bilang sa daliri ko
Ang bilang ng araw na umuwi
Ako na hindi lasing
Sa pagpasok pa lang
Uwi na ang hinahanap
Para makapiling
Ang kanais nais kong kama
Ngunit bago sa pagalis
Ay may karamdamang
Hindi kakaiba
Hindi nakapagtataka
Ang pagtawag ng cervesa at tabako
Ng aking utak para sa aking katawan
Ay dumadagumgdong
Sa kaluluwa kong mahina
Isang bote isa pa isa pa
Isang kaha isa pa tama na
tuloy tuloy ang daloy ng alak
Sunod sunod Ang buka ng usok
Sa pagtulog ubos na ang pakiramdam
Ni-pandinig ay sumuko na.
Amoy na lang ng amats
Ano na ba anng kinahihinatnan
Isa
Dalawa
Tatlo
Hanggang sampu
Bilang sa aking kamay
Ang araw na Hindi ako lasing
Ang sigarilyong hindi naubos
At ang mga araw na humihinga pa ako
Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
My heart is for rent.
Holding a space for one.
And do not tell me that you can't
In here is home
Comfort and solace
Like tiny shells being washed by seafoam
It is a place for you
And you alone
The only acceptable who in this world of who's who
But maybe one is not enough
Oh my dear you are right
A space for another, no not a bluff
My heart is for rent.
It holds space now for two.
It holds one for you,
The other one for me.
Because it is cliche
How can you love another,
If you cannot love yourself.
Jun 22, 2018
Jun 22, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC
It's ******
It's gore
It's death
It's destruction
It's pain
It's torment
It's torture
It's suffering
It's fear
It's uncertainty
It's weakness
It's every breakdown you could possibly think of
All for
A moment of peace
Pleasure
Maybe romance
All for one moment of happiness
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 6:12 AM UTC
Look forward to a day
Where today is no longer yesterday
Yesterday was fear
Yesterdays of uncertainty
Of longing.
Of only pure liquid coursing through your veins
Oh the yesterday where rain is a blessing
When the heat
You feel is only sunlight
Ah a heat lacking lust
A dream
But look forward to today
A today where it is tomorrow
And imagine
That today is a blessing
Today is sunlight
Imagine that today there is warmth
Now after today
After today brings
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
A tomorrow of uncertainty
Another tomorrow of fear
And another
And another
And another
A tomorrow
Of dreaming of today
Back to yesterday and yesterday
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC
Of empty glasses,
And bottles. Only I am
None but emptier
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC
I the onlooker
Looks on the tender sweetness
Of the bond between
Man and woman
Woman and man
Man to man and
Woman to woman
A blissful repose
Is what a yearn for
When the scent of colorful daisies
Or the chime of tiny bells
Becomes only an apparition;
An idea at the back of my mind
In front of that one person
My mind would be blank,
If not of the thought of my love
The one's whose light does not shine through my darkness
But of the light that casts a further spark into whats left of my smoldering fervor
I the onlooker
looks on tender sadness
Caused by love not being able to find me,
Of what was found once but what was lost
Oh a bitter-sweet sensation this epiphany
Love cannot find me now
However I the onlooker;
Still looks on
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 6:34 AM UTC
The flowers are in bloom...
and so are you
So much so the sky will open up...
just for you
And angels will come rushing out...
looking for you
For you have something they own...
yes it is true
A smile so beautiful;
painted with an angelic hue
A smile lovely enough,
to make me chase after you...
But the angels will return empty-handed,
will cry adieu!
for no one can ever take
that sweet, angelic you
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Its so funny
To love something
You used to hate
So much
Whiffs of smoke
Pints of gold
Now you drown
Now you burn
But now its not even sad.
It all makes sense.
For you to hide something you love so much,
And to ****** those that you hate
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 8:55 AM UTC
Shadows rain on this lonely evening
Netiher candles lit nor the street lights
Can break through this grasp of darkness
The leaves rustle through the wind
Cursing its cruel fate
Of hanging on in the darkness
Even the sweeter fruits take no mercy
And the fall and fall towards to the ground
To be trampled by the men who see only darkness
The branches on the trees however,
Are inviting; are inciting
Calling you up to their height
To hang by a rope in the darkness
And darkness tramples
Darkness mocks
Darkness dares
You to get out
Of its devilish grasp
Its fiendish grip
And the flickering candles
Beg you to go to the motion
No light can reach you: the candles say
There is nothing for you:
The mangled fruits say
And the shadows give ts embrace
It's time
Let's go away from this
Empty and lonely place
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 8:21 AM UTC