xenobiaexe

Silence rolls off my tongue 
Please don't raise your voice at me
I'm fragile
Please don't be upset with me
I'm trying
Please don't get annoyed with me
I stuttered 
Please don't get sad because of me
I'm sorry
I hang up the phone.

We're fighting again.

Bigger
Bigger 
Bigger
**** her
**** her
**** her.

I hate myself and I want to die, sometimes.

days and weeks blend and fade together  it’s getting harder to know whether  things are real or just all in my mind
 i’m trying to find 
a balance some peace some reality 
a sense of being whole and free
 i’m trying to find me.