
Am I sitting in the middle
Of a room filled with
Mirrors
Or am I
The mirror?
Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 10:36 AM UTC
The Judge
Stoic and unfeeling
Raises his mallet
Down it comes
Crushing us all.
It falls like a guillotine
Echoing through the empty halls
Of my mind
Anger rises
But is quickly silenced
The case is closed.
Nothing
Can be done
Sentenced to life
On the ground.
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 7:50 PM UTC
The plane descends
Into a smog
The sea barely visible
The runway appears suddenly.
A grey oppressive place,
Large mountains looming ahead
In the distance.
They seem to be watching. Waiting.
Cold, hard walls
Reflections are all you see
Staring back
At you
The customs were rough
And crowded.
A condescending look
And your passport thrown back at you
Out of the gates
More grey
The city's dead
Yet bustling with people
The smog just touches the top of the buildings
You smell smoke.
A concrete jungle
Cold and Grey.
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 9:34 AM UTC
Music
Just has a way
Of expressing everything
Worming itself
Deep
Deep
Down
Inside
Digging out the deepest
Hidden emotions
Explaining the inexplicable
Showing the unseeable
*The Pain
Anguish
Reluctance
Sentiment*
Everything you wanted
To say
To express
To think
*Anger
Tears
Frustration
Turmoil*
It all comes out
The instrument
An extension of your very self
The vibrations reaching
Your very core
And sometimes
You even feel a little
Pull
In the argument between
Melody and
Lyrics
The Music
Is the Power
The Words
Only give it
Meaning
But they can only do
So much.
Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 10:07 AM UTC
There was once an
Angel
A young one
wings as white as snow
Smile as bright as day
Cheery
Optimistic
Happy go lucky
Bringing warmth all around
As she grew up
Her wings began to get darker.
First it was a few black speckles
Starting from the very tips
Through many storms
She went
The smile quivers
Shakes them wings
But they stay
She grew a bit more
The cherubic round face
Growing longer
The black speckles now covering half
Like a shadow
She fought
Blood flew
Her own and others
It soon didn't make a difference
She grew up
Tall and lanky
Her wings are now black
Like a raven's
Her eyes were guarded
The bright spark
Now a hard glitter
She barely smiles anymore
And when she does,
It isn't
The same
Leaving a trail of
Ice
Wherever she goes
An icy fire
Burning within
Keeping her going.
Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 9:00 AM UTC
It's been so long
Yet not enough
We've come so far
Yet we've got so far
To go
The journey ahead
Is full of twists and turns
Forks and bends
But I trust
That through it all
These ties will hold
I still remember
The six years that changed me
Trained me
To be something
That I wasn't
Was quickly undone
In the seventh year
A new year
We shall count from one
With the weight of the mould
I felt lost and unsure
In this place of light
And warmth
And this new home
With an amazing family
New ties quickly formed
And with the mould disintegrating,
I was free...
It was YOU
Who taught me
There's no harm shining;
Being proud of what I have
It was YOU
Who taught me
Just give all you've got
That There's no need to hide or with hold
It was You
Who taught me
That history could
Last
It was You
Who taught me
To just be;
Take everything with a smile brightly
And
It was You
Who unlocked
That locked door
I kept shut so tightly in those six years
Trickling light into that dark, closed room
Thank you all
For these two years
You've helped me find
Myself
Not the old one,
Not the one that was
Buried
Squished and
Lost
But you've all helped me find
A unique
New
Me
And as I lay here
Staring at these bracelets
I can't help but feel
Wistful
That it's all going to be
Over
*The smiles
The laughter
The undeniable stupidity
Tears
All those memories
All those things
We went through
Together*
That we're all going
In different ways
And alas,
I shed a single tear
For what the future holds,
I cannot fathom
And there are mixed feelings
Of apprehension and fear
But at least these ties will hold
They will have to
Over long distance
And all
Because I can't ever
Bear to part
With all of you
Any of you
Ever
Despite all these
Changes
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 12:20 PM UTC
The last day
For the last time
A small team of five
Through everything we held through
Now it's time to say goodbye
Not to each other,
But to our wings.
The wings that we have grown
Through everything we held through
Now it's time to say goodbye
To the skies we'd no longer
Soar through,
To the fragile ties we've built
Through everything we held through
Now it's time to say goodbye
To a home that we have found
A cozy one of five and more
To everything we enjoy
Through everything we have held through
Now it's time to say goodbye
All our efforts
And all our dreams
Now all amounting to naught
Through everything they have held through
Now it's time to say goodbye
Thrown into a brand new place
With strangers, maybe enemies
We have to start again
Through all the pain to learn square one
Now it's time for us to die
Have our legacy
Fade away
Replaced by another one
Never to be continued again,
To just live in our memories
We may or may not
Choose to leave
But either way, it's still set:
What's ours will still
Be taken away
But in our hearts
Our very core
We'll still be yearning
To once more,
Soar
We'd always belong
To the Air, though Grounded,
Our eyes turn
Skywards
Forevermore
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 8:52 AM UTC
Fool.
I knew I shouldn't have.
Shouldn't have stood up
Tried too hard
Now I'm a joke and
A laughing stock
Shouldn't have listened
Shouldn't have brought
Now I'm an eccentric
Nut job.
Should have studied
Should have revised
Now I'm just another
Hypocrite
The end is nigh
I say "Goodbye"
Hope the wind blows
These debris behind.
Far far away
And never to be
Remembered
Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 1:34 AM UTC
Tremors and aftermath
Resonate through the soul
Toppling confidence
And shaking foundations
Hectic mayhem
Everyday
Deadlines to meet
Marching ever closer
Preparations to be done
Finishing? Well, almost
Never
Efforts paid
Going up in flames
The smoke covering
The living daylight
And also suffocates
Raiders and robbers
Stealing what's dear
Taking everything away
Killing hopes and dreams
I am starting to fear
Seven days
Seven twins
Maybe fourteen
Or more
They come and go
On and off
Much as I wouldn't want anyone
To know
The seawall held together
By a single thread
Of sheer willpower
Waves slosh
And threaten to spill
And the thread strains
To hold
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 11:41 AM UTC
Life is a game
A very big one
A betting game
All the same
You either take it
Or let the opportunity
Pass you by
Hoping for a better one to come along
What if it doesn't?
You either gain all
Or lose all
Nothing in this game
Is guaranteed
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 11:07 AM UTC