faults in my reason
must be dreaming
fooled by the sweetened
taste of **** on my tongue
must be dreaming
today i ain’t fall apart
today i picked up shattered parts
i’m dreamin…
dreamin, dreamin
i got it my way
(dreamin… dreamin)
this is my world
(dreamin… dreamin)
but when i got stuck
stuck in the rut
with the ash from my bud
that’s my bud -
no cuz
no keke
even God didn’t see me
even God didn’t see me
even God didn’t see me
Check how I handle these demons sent
Sent for the Lord and he brought his ****** tact
Tact with the pen and gat -
Mortician - i be havin premonitions
Two sides of the same coin
guess i’m just facin my fission
dreamin tunnel wisdom
i’m on a mission
starboy
starlord
starseed
that ***** ain’t free and neither is me
faults in my reason
must be dreaming
fooled by the sweetened
taste of **** on my tongue
must be dreaming
today i ain’t fall apart
today i picked up shattered parts
faults in my reason
must be dreaming
fooled by the sweetened
taste of **** on my tongue
must be dreaming
today i ain’t fall apart
today i picked up shattered parts
frayed wings i took no flight
on my feet i served to fight
protect the peace all my might
hustle in the lungs for the dream
bustling the arms for the cream
dreamin of my world complete
dreamin my friends fed to sleep
plate so big no desire to keep
love is all i wanna reap
love is all i wanna reap
love is all i wanna see
love is all i wanna see
love is all i wanna be.
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 11:29 AM UTC
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how i feel right now?
dejected - tip toeing to
where?
i wallow in reflection
riddle pebbles in every direction
disturb placid lakes with intention
i’m a degenerate…
or so my story shows -
malignant magic toss me to and fro
i’m tooth and claw born:
a black rose
raised to be a thorn for the gouge
implored the gorges and found
hollow mounds of sound
empty words compiled like faces
in a crowd
i’m in a shroud -
humming ghost hymnals
diamond of april in prosaic pose
minstrels -
how i’m bound and crowned
ten toes down
ten middle fingers up
Shin Sūsenju lay hands on a runt
is this what you want?
am i built to your woes?
fervor to shatter molds
i can’t control
black jade shields my soul
but i still dance with the world
we both in a whirl…
derogatory spirits in my head
my toes curl
involuntary shifts in my bed
my toes furl
restless nights - so i sip the earl
guess i’m grey like mama’s pearls
baby blue world in a swirl
navy blue denim -
legs in a twirl
body immersed in
a dream deferred -
from this curse i emerge
unfurled
from birth i drove the hearse
from birth i drove the hearse
Dear,
sleep with one eye open: i’m a seer
before i ever touched the drugs
i knew the truths and the dares
a reckless ***** for the care
loud deploys of thunderous tokes
i’m eloping with peace through
blunts rolled in hope -
made a bond with a newer self
thinking i was better in health…
in euphoric fog I grew fond
dissipate to city songs
but in smog i loathe like kong
angry, lost, and no nia long -
i can’t give away my heart
baby just come for the ride…
i put it all in the song…
through that water, yea i trogged
in that whip, now i boss
manifest strength in welts from past hands dealt with tongs
i should’ve never…
i should’ve…
baby blue world in a swirl
navy blue denim -
legs in a twirl
body immersed in
a dream deferred -
from this curse i emerge
unfurled
from birth i drove the hearse
from birth i drove the hearse
tryna be the greatest ever
i’m tryna be the greatest ever felt
i was never tryna be the greatest ever
till i lost my pelt
cold with my skin out…
i got my **** out
fear me.. love me.. hate me..
i got my chest out
ain’t **** to this paper
bet i wipe up boogers
till it’s runny south
bronx be the come up -
27 world rings
smell the daises
in a suit oof i’m done up
these ****** allergies
but i’m in them daily till the sun up
i’m just killin my time
got 3hunnid to my name…
make that 270..
feedin my vices with 30 dollar
indo strains
feelings dissapate
lung muscle gains
hear the hustle gland
grab a duffle bag
fillin it with everything i never had
i’m scripting nations and armies
i’m ****** every thing up like
we should’ve had
and when i’m done, *****
it’s a permanent scab
betta feel the reps in my jabs, *****
BLAM
baby blue world in a swirl
navy blue denim -
legs in a twirl
body immersed in
a dream deferred -
from this curse i emerge
unfurled
from birth i drove the hearse
from birth i drove the hearse
i’m the Reaper’s first son
raised in the church
from birth the earth i worked
see it in my blood exposed -
my love
mortal man neva shown
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 11:26 AM UTC
How do I script this reversal of time?
Rewind my spine until my heels touch my mind?
Click Twice.
Travel through the avenues of my own schisms
Dotted lines in incomplete frames...
My toes feel them out -
I wonder if I breath the same
Measured and controlled -
I wonder if I'll be the same
Orient my spirit to the currents in my brain:
I'm in a sea
I'm in a lake
I'm in a pond
To drown
To waft
To swim
How do I script this reversal of time?
Exist.
Exist.
Exist.
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 8:18 PM UTC
Open wounds on my wrist
Arterial lines to search my brain's
Intimates.
A delicacy beneath my flesh...
I'm left bruised with purple hues and
Deeper wounds.
*********
*********
*********
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC
Leave me for mulch -
Forlorn to feverish growth
It's fatal. It's decomposition.
Vindictive, I've let it all surmise
In sermons scripted as
Tarnished seedlings.
Left it to grow in the damp
Pits of desolate scorn -
Infected throughout my stems
I pray to dissolve
Don't mourn.
Don't mourn.
Don't mourn.
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 8:11 PM UTC
I lie in a field
Waiting for myself to arrive
The quintessence of knowing the
Depths of my soul
Immobilized - Idyllic?
I lie in a field asleep
Coupled with roots of Sycamore
Promises - I suppose.
I suppose I'm desperate to feel
Grounded within the viscerally fleeting...
I'll meet you there?
Relapse.
Relapse.
Relapse.
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 8:08 PM UTC
The rush of Fall leaves
Crunchy utterances under
Winter boots –
I hate the Summer
Sunrise sunshine, save a
Defiant silhouette beside mine
Breathing quiet ocean tides –
Innocence like Springtime
Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 9:46 PM UTC
If I spent an afternoon
Cloaked in the scent of your muse:
Wildflower Spirits.
The Spring Deluge.
Would you love the sound of my voice in your ears?
I left the taste of trust on your lips
-An attempt at bliss-
Hand in hand,
The rainfall covers us.
It covers us.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 10:23 PM UTC
There, my Love steps and
Here, my love follows like a small moon in orbit
My soul raptured and
Smothered amongst her rising Sun's Shadows...
Waiting...
I find myself buried like bad habits-
A pack of cigs for her glossed lips
On a Thursday afternoon stroll.
Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 6:58 PM UTC
Those doe-like eyes and your rosy lips
Make these liquid emotions collide and swoon -so when they mix-
Infectious is the way I feel them bloom
Inside my heart so smitten;
I swear you love it too.
I swear you feel it too.
And I swear this space grows with graceful Hues: Orange-Purple sunset lulls that pull
The strings of our two souls
So catalytic, the strum that hums nascent Blues.
Listen...
It sings You and I as a
Primordial premonition of truth, the Downpour like Tuesday Rainfall.
And You?
The pluming sensation reigning in my Skies, breathes when I feel you feel me...
When I love you wholly, surely you'll see us Truly.
Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 10:03 PM UTC
