Ache in my chest
A shake in my hands
Zoned out gaze
I saw this coming
I like to ignore
The red flags
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 7:55 PM UTC
I'm gullible
I crave sincerity
I'm fragile
That's not a lie
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 8:47 AM UTC
The color yellow is
Overwhelming
The color yellow is
Heavy and hard
The color yellow is
Panic and pain
The color yellow is
Nightmares and not
Being able to breathe
The color yellow is
Images glued to the
Inside of my brain
The color yellow is
Drastically changing
The color yellow is
Transforming into
Sunshine
Instead of
Rain
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 11:51 AM UTC
A part of me died
When my brother
Was laying motionless
In a yellow shirt
It's an image
That
Won't
Go
Away
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
Relaxing causes astigmatism
Sights of lights
Vision blurs out
And fades away
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 10:31 PM UTC
Eyes wide at 5 AM
I can’t tame them
My thoughts are miles away
Might as well call it mind decay
I drive in circles for hours
My fear hovers over it me, it towers
Just pick up the phone
No one will know, you’re alone
The cravings won’t stop
My thoughts are the robbers
And my common sense is the cop
Not very well trained
My brain is strained
Jump out of bed
Jolts through my feet like a knife
I’m on the run again
I have to choose
Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 7:54 AM UTC
Bright appearance
Blue eyes
All those little lies
Treating me like nothing
Sometimes there
Acting like you care
Maybe you do
I know you’re not here anymore
And with that let me say
I no longer mourn
Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 2:35 PM UTC
Mind racing
Angry pacing
Not breathing
Inwardly seething
Chit, chat, chatter
I want to climb down the ladder
This constant game
My mind, I can’t tame
Bipolar express
Unbearable
I’m a mess
Constantly fearing
My chemicals veering
Down a different path
How long this time?
So high that I can’t come down
So low that I...
Bed.
Can’t get out.
H E A D
Can’t
get
out.
Jul 26, 2019
Jul 26, 2019 at 2:38 AM UTC
It’s my own dilemma, really.
I gave you the power
To
Break
My
Heart.
Jul 15, 2019
Jul 15, 2019 at 12:13 AM UTC
I see people
through
a one way mirror.
Transparent to me,
dark to them.
I see myself
through
a piece of frosted glass.
Jun 18, 2019
Jun 18, 2019 at 4:28 PM UTC