Running thoughts like water
Is flowing off my fingers,
It taste sweet like a candy cane of Santa’s sack.
My pen bleeds sugar
And I know it’s all because of your smile,
I’ve wrote poetry even without a rhyme.
My palm releases warmness,
I’ve written words from my lips
As remembering your sweet embrace.
If only I could dance,
I would love to do that
But all I do is to write with a pen on my hand.
My mind is singing lively
While hugging your gift Teddy
In the middle of the night while everyone’s asleep.
In my blank notes under my lampshades,
I am writing a poem for you,
A poem talking about your greatness.
I have lots of masterpieces in my pocket,
All thanks to you as my fuel,
I’ve written books because of you and only you.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 1:24 PM UTC
The ink?
The ink is the tears
For a mourning writer
Who found refuge in writing.
The ink,
A black stained scars
From a writer's heart
Who carve their thoughts in blank pages.
The ink...
It serves as a photograph
From a writer's mind
Through pen and paper.
The ink
Is like a paint,
The brush is the pen and
The canvas is the paper.
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 12:49 AM UTC
Crowds are everywhere,
Busy transportation,
It's about to rain;
I'm still walking alone,
I don't have any idea
Where to go—
Raindrops started pouring,
What do I do now?
Where do I go?
My home is gone,
They leave me at six
What do I do in this busy street?
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 12:47 AM UTC
Terrified eyes looked into mine
Bloods dripping through my knife,
I shook my head and back out,
It was over,
I can never recover,
Few minutes you close your eyes,
You never breathe nor you cried.
Believe me when I say this,
I am not bad,
I am not bad,
Just confused all my life,
I am afraid,
Yes I am!
Please don't be frightened,
I am not.
I am not mad at anyone,
Can't you see I am just hurt?
Is it my fault to drag you in a hole?
I heard your screams,
I saw your hand waving,
Suddenly you came unannounced,
Saying I am a monster,
No I'm not!
I am not bad!
I am just confused all my life,
I've been living in a lie,
I've been locked in a pitch black box,
Is it my fault?
No it's not.
Cold blood stained my hands,
My sniffs turn into loud sobs,
I throw myself to the ground,
I scream in the top of my lungs,
Your lifeless body beside me,
Seems whispering in my ears;
Blaming me for the sin I didn't do
I never killed you.
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 12:44 AM UTC
The bags under my eyes
Can't support the weight
Of stress I carry everyday;
The bags in my eyes,
Can't carry the heaviness
Like my world is tumbling down;
When does my bridge fall down?
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 12:33 AM UTC
You tore me into pieces,
You tore all even my last pages;
You leave me nothing
But a bleeding heart,
You leave without turning back
And took the last piece in my lungs.
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 12:31 AM UTC
I'm dead but alive,
Some people buried me
Behind the graveyard;
They destroy my name,
Now what happened to me?
I'm walking naked,
I face people without a head.
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:57 PM UTC
He grabs her pulse,
Pushed his long sharp nails
To her chest,
Pulls out her beating heart;
She's screaming for help
But he just left—
She thought that he loved her
But look at what happened to her,
She's now cold and alone,
Can she find her way back home?
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:56 PM UTC
I lost my fight,
I release my fate,
Now I am gone cold
Lying on a steel bed;
I will never cry again,
I will never slit my pulse,
No more blood stains on my sheets,
No more smacking on my head—
I was once in a battlefield
But I never win the fight,
Now I am cold
And forever will close my eyes.
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:54 PM UTC
They'll come only to my tomb
Only in the time of needs,
They only know my existence
Only when they feel so empty.
They'll just visit my grave
Only when they are lonely,
They only know my worth
Only when the world turns them in.
They will become my ally
Only when they can rely on me,
They will leave immediately
Only when sweets melts in bitternes.
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC