i cried about you the last 2 nights
still trying to figure out why
i see my monsters in my vision's side
when i go to look them in the eye
they have disappeared
i check the mirror to make sure im still there
but then looking at my hair
i remember another ere
the one who made me go from dark to light
but only on the outside
in my heart it was night
i came back despite despise
the difference is you did everything & more
he nothing & less & pushed me out the door
so the knowledge i had on how to hurt i had stored
and used subconsciously to destroy your core
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
glistening holographics
memories that never happened
pretending that there is magic
glitter on her eyelids
******** but she's still a diamond
pretty things die young
glamorous daydreams
but reality awakens
precious hope breaking
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 4:06 PM UTC
breaking it down is half the work
a step that must never be skipped
rolling it up in your leaf of choice
is a step that must be considered art
the first light is the most important
a step that is for the one who crafted
they should also be the first to enjoy it
a step the rest respect
eventually all power is seemingly gone
from the one who created
and everyone feels equal once their turn has passed
yet let us not forget the one who rolled it
for they are the one who has saved the rest
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 3:26 AM UTC
Newfound treasure,
Key around my neck.
It holds my releases,
I lock them up,
No one knows.
It's the sugar on the
Once empty spoon.
Painful swallow,
Mild sublime.
Self: understood.
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 3:24 AM UTC
Everything is taken
Possession is an illusion
Nothing is secret
"Sharing" it's called
Later, "compliments"
Yet no lovely vibes
Merely false flourishes to my ears
Their meaning temporary
Used for personal gain
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 1:31 AM UTC
Like a blade into feelings
Bleeding emotions
Hidden by formless dress
Chained to be mocked
Knowing the end and how it comes
Heart teased
Continually bruised
Constantly battered
No release
Suppressed by tyranny
Only fear of not lasting til the end
When will it come?
They say soon
Because it is never enough for them
There's always something else
Either new or repeated
And I don't know which is worse
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 1:30 AM UTC
plummeting into the unknown
in agony because there is no one to help
tears falling upwards
as I drop into uncertainty
like a piece of rain into the ocean
coated in darkness
not even a star
or a slice of the blackness
to hold onto
and yet im not the only one
the screeches below me await
and a foreboding sense of eternity
not even Earth's purest man's fear of Hell
can compare to the reality
Oct 6, 2016
Oct 6, 2016 at 6:11 PM UTC
I hate poems that rhyme
I mean, who has the time
To sit in a chair
With a blank, bored stare
In the middle of class
That's torturing the mass
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 7:12 PM UTC
if there ever is a day
when I find a one for me
the one with whom I'll lay
and commit to fully
then that will be the day
that I will lose myself
seem though it may
that I have new wealth
thoughts of me
will go away and
I'll be unhappy
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 9:29 AM UTC
It's you, it's me.
Add her, it's three.
She gets As,
But I get Bs.
She has reasons.
I have excuses.
I am mindless.
She is fearless.
Compassion is her trait.
Selfishness is mine.
I can't bear to wait.
Please just make up your mind.
It's not fair to me,
My heart stays guarded.
It's not fair to her,
She has life goals and projects.
And you're in the middle,
Because we put you there.
I have to leave NOW,
I can't bear to hear...
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 9:14 AM UTC