Many times
I know my own worth
Nobody can break me
Despite my one wing
I can fly
Despite this world full of cyborgs
Even when I am created as one
I am a one winged angel
With a cybernetic half
I carry a yin-yang symbol
Within my system
Knowing I am half cyborg and angel
Many questions linger my mind
It may sound off
But I am neither
For I have my own battle scars to show
Because I've been in two wars
So tell me
What am I
At the end of the day
I'm just a cyborg with one wing of hope
Nov 10, 2020
Nov 10, 2020 at 8:37 PM UTC
3 am
And still up
What must be going on
I must wonder
Deep silence
With just a small breeze of wind
I walk towards the valley of shadows
As I begin my mysterious journey
I ask myself
Why am I doing this
Who knows
The answer may be up ahead
My mind blanks out
Staring from afar
As I try to move
I remain paralyzed
Oh, how did I end up like this
I shouldn't have gone out
I might be either seeing the graveyard
Or the Warzone itself
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 3:10 PM UTC
Let me sleep eternally in my casket
I believe that there's no time
For me to keep going
I don't know how long will this take
So please
Leave and let me go
I've done enough
To survive this fight
I don't have the strength
To go on
My time has come
Forget all the wrong that I've done
Let me leave you with this
When you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 4:12 AM UTC
Oh what have I done
I have betrayed my own
How could it be
I shall hide and depart
Take what you need
Leave no trace behind
Play it safe
No turning back
I am ashamed of my doing
What have I become
I have played the victim
For the devil's deed is done
Will God save me now
I fear for what's to come
I shall run faster
Until I have nowhere to run
And die in abandonment
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 1:06 AM UTC
As I lay on my bed
Two to three hours later
I feared that "it" happened
I hear eerie voices in my head
The cold air touching my smooth skin
Eyes bloodshot without even daring to blink
For he is after me
Smoke coming in underneath the door
The hard knocking of the door
With a deep demonic voice of demand
Screaming, "LET ME IN!"
From that moment
I froze
Not a single sound to be heard
Not even one step
But low and behold
He found his way in me
"Welcome to your living nightmare!"
As I stared at my reflection
I began seeing visions
Visions that no other human being can see
With the naked eye
I've seen my past and future
I will never survive this tyranny
From that night
I knew I had to do
Goodbye, world
May your light never shine upon me again
Because once I am gone
Nobody will remember me
Nov 15, 2019
Nov 15, 2019 at 3:23 PM UTC
Red is a sign of valor
The color of my haemoglobin
And the color of the Reality Stone
Red is an unstable color
My eyes have seen too much
I’ve seen everything
My reality is cursed
Red is the bloodshed on the ground
Nobody to scream for help
Not even a single person alive
My world is broken
Red is a sign of hopelessness and abandonment
I will keep on fighting until I really have nothing left
I will stand and never back down
Until I fight and bleed no more
Just when I thought that my world was at peace
I was wrong
My reality was cursed with just one red stone
Red is a curse
I only see blood and nothing else
As my blood flow comes out of my flesh
I see nothing but the reality of this world
Red is the color of my traumatic past
I see myself on the corner
Scarring myself on my left arm
My blood was held accountable for my PTSD
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 2:30 AM UTC
It was weeks since she passed
As if she was one of the victims of The Snap
Shades of Infinity War
It's been a gloomy year
I thought it'd be the year of rainbows and unicorns
But tables turned early
As it started off with grey skies and heavy rain
Not even a ray of sunshine in sight
Continuous pouring and mourning
Not even a single sight of happiness
A casket with her body in it
Lying breathless in her eternal sleep
Friends and family gather around
To look at her for the last time
As the eulogy commenced
There was a sense of joy after
Then I knew from that day
There's a celebration after all
For every mourning there's dancing
As worship songs were playing
We all know she's in Heaven
No more pain
No more crying
No more hurting
She's lifted off in the happiest place
We may not know when will we see her again
But one thing's for sure
She's with our Creator
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 10:18 PM UTC
I know it hurts so much
For me to hear you say it
Though I understand you
We must move on by then
It's hard for me to process
But I have to face it all
In order for me to move on
I have to erase our memories together
The first time I met you
It felt like we were meant to be
My heart was skipping a beat
As I approached you with confidence
We began going out in a low-key manner
Still with friends
Getting to know you slowly
And getting comfortable with one another
Until one day
You gave me a text that we need to meet
I felt the excitement jumping in me
Only to find out that it was the complete opposite on that Saturday
You said you weren't ready and we're still young
I told my intentions to you
But that would mostly be the last time I talked to you
And see you
I know that someone else will love you much better than me
His efforts would mean much more than mine
I pray that you'll remember all the good times we had together
And now it's time for me to tell you that it's time to let me go
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 9:05 AM UTC
It's 00:05
I still can't sleep
Is there something in my head
That makes me not want to sleep
It's a complex mind that I have
No voices
Just a hollow mind
Or is it
I can feel something's going on
It just doesn't feel right
Am I to say that I have feelings to compensate
Maybe I guess
It's not insomnia either
But what could it be
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
1 AM
Still awake
Walking down 9th Avenue
Wondering where I'm going
I lost track of my steps
Now I am just wandering
Few steps later
I'm at 32nd
Oh you doubtful
When will you ever realize
That this journey has meaning
And are you willing to see it
Look up
You're getting there
Keep walking
Till the sun comes back up
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC