i thought i missed him
kept asking myself why -
it's been long enough,
shouldn't i be over him by now?
why do i still want him back?
plenty of time has passed,
& did any of it matter in the first place?
turns out it did matter.
it's not him i miss,
it's how i felt when we were together.
i'd never been so happy,
ever
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 6:45 PM UTC
this is real
life is happening,
right now
you're not here to see it
the world stops for no one, baby.
we're all stopping for you, though -
taking a minute to look back,
appreciate
you have beauty to the world,
made it that much more of a happier place
thank you,
we send our love
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 7:01 PM UTC
i don't remember loving anyone this hard
i don't remember caring this much
i don't remember it hurting this much
i don't remember this many butterflies
i don't remember loving anyone as much as i love you
(i don't remember signing up for this)
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC
i fell like you're slipping out of my grasp,
like i'm losing you
& you're moving on
to bigger & better things
i'd say i didn't know what i'd do without you
except i know full well that i'd spend my time being miserable
& that my life would not be
nearly as meaningful
or exhilarating
as it is with you in it
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
you've changed the way i think about things,
the way i process the world
you've lit a spark
that turned into a roaring fire of curiosity,
dancing on the same hearth
the fire of my imagination danced on
when i was a child
everything has regained its original allure
and i am thirsty for knowledge & understanding
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i don't love you
i kissed you,
but it didn't mean anything
i kissed you,
but i didn't feel anything
we're both a little bit broken
in all the wrong ways
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC
fairy lights & my computer screen
to illuminate the pages
that i'm staining with my thoughts
headphones over my ears
with music loud enough
to drown out the rest of the world
a four-poster bed & bedside table
making the dreams i had when i was a child
come true
piles of blankets, pillows & notebooks
to make me feel cozy and at home
as well as the feeling of being loved
sinking into my soul
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 8:19 PM UTC
used,
then thrown aside
i didn't realize
how can i do this?
why are there so many of them?
i never meant for it to be this way
the one that meant the world to me now means nothing
i'm fine with them being gone,
but i'm not fine with the time that will inevitably come
when you are in their place
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 2:04 PM UTC
please,
come back soon
we're all dreadfully worried,
and i'm losing my mind
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 2:10 PM UTC