whylj
I am lost, but not worried. I am depressed, but not sad. I am worried, but not fretful. My life has been turned upside down by many things is the past and my future is bleak. Who knows what will happen today or tomorrow with the condition I'm in. Oh well, I'll just push through to tomorrow.
In a world that is lost
you'll find a few that it's cost
they live in misery
not a life thats shimmery
the scars on their wrists
just add to the list
the too small bodies that only show bone
are the ones that just feel alone
i guess I'm in that category of the lost and confused
Of the broken and bruised
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
The place everybody doesn't want to go
almost everyone says no
but however now I'm here
the people around me just generate fear
the counslers and staff
try to make you smile and laugh
but you look around and all you see
is people just like me
the broken, bruised, scarred, and hurting
with more than just demons lurking
everyone's sad
is isn't just a fad
this is the unit for people like me
I'll be here for awhile, trust me you'll see
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
The last light you see is the one you will remeber
when you are roused later on
the feeling of blood against you wrist
Will haunt you in the morning
when you slip into the numbness
you forget all your anguish
And that feeling that arrives
That Will make others cry
Is the feeling of relief with only darkness as your friend
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 10:16 PM UTC
Just wanted to let everyone know that i woke up in a hospital about an hour ago.
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 10:42 PM UTC
Is this goodbye?
i really don't know.
we'll see if anyone decides to rescue me
if i wake tomorrow or the day after
i'll be sure to let you know
but world isn't the place for me
so goodbye and farewell
i might see you all tomorrow
but for now i say goodbye
and hope it all ends quick
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 10:25 PM UTC
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Fill it with your blood
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Now you know your grave
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Put your weapons in it
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Climb down into your grave
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Cover up yourself
Dig a hole
Deep in the ground
Now you have your home
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:22 PM UTC
I did what I did
I think what I think
I see what I see
I do what I do
I write what I write
I sing what I sing
I say what I say
I draw what I draw
And I understand what I am
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:19 PM UTC
Sticks and stones
Don't break bones
And words will
Always hurt me
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC
I hold myself together
I try to hold myself together
I will hold myself together
I can barely hold myself together
I can't hold myself together
If I even tried
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:14 PM UTC
I ask for forgiveness
For what I have done
Please forgive me
Oh Lord above
For the things that I have done
I believe that you are up there
I know you really care
I ask for love
To help me through
This time of despair
Please forgive
Oh Lord above
For the things that I have done
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:13 PM UTC