wendy-janelle-smith - Hello Poetry

So vast and unknown Terrifying, yet beautiful My greatest fear, Yet my favorite thing in the world I wish to get to know you better; If only I could Your sounds lull me to sleep; Soft and gentle The sight of you scares me to death; The crashes, The darkness underneath I tried to conquer you, Time and time again But I can't I'll just admire you from a distance

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 11:48 AM UTC

Oceans

So vast and unknown Terrifying, yet beautiful My greatest fear, Yet my favorite thing in the world I wish to get to know you better; If only I could Your sounds lull me to sleep; Soft and gentle The sight of you scares me to death; The crashes, The darkness underneath I tried to conquer you, Time and time again But I can't I'll just admire you from a distance

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I loved you You were my world My everything But now you're gone Now I can see You blinded me You made me think The world was good The prime thing I noticed You blinded me from you You lied You cheated You made me think We were okay Happy even You silently worked Ripping Tearing me But I didn't know You ruined me I don't know anything How to trust How to love I loved you

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Aug 5, 2014

Aug 5, 2014 at 1:16 AM UTC

I Loved You

I loved you You were my world My everything But now you're gone Now I can see You blinded me You made me think The world was good The prime thing I noticed You blinded me from you You lied You cheated You made me think We were okay Happy even You silently worked Ripping Tearing me But I didn't know You ruined me I don't know anything How to trust How to love I loved you

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You are the sunset on the most beautiful beach I am the sunrise on a slow Monday morning You are a flower bursting through the concrete I am a **** in your grandmother's garden You are the iconic lights in Paris I am the sewage drains in Chicago You are a poet's work of art I am just another mark on the page You have the beauty. The perfection. The smile And the laugh. But me? I will stay here. Lost in your shadows.

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May 10, 2014

May 10, 2014 at 4:41 PM UTC

You & I

You are the sunset on the most beautiful beach I am the sunrise on a slow Monday morning You are a flower bursting through the concrete I am a **** in your grandmother's garden You are the iconic lights in Paris I am the sewage drains in Chicago You are a poet's work of art I am just another mark on the page You have the beauty. The perfection. The smile And the laugh. But me? I will stay here. Lost in your shadows.

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I feel more alone when surrounded by people The movements of a crowd The chatter of the voices The thousands of sounds Bursting through my ears When it is only me I have someone The words They are always there Never failing They listen They help Without them, I'm better off dead.

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May 6, 2014

May 6, 2014 at 7:20 PM UTC

Words

I feel more alone when surrounded by people The movements of a crowd The chatter of the voices The thousands of sounds Bursting through my ears When it is only me I have someone The words They are always there Never failing They listen They help Without them, I'm better off dead.

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I can't change who I am I can't change my disorders I am me and I can't change that I have become my disorder It is all I have left Just an empty feeling Lost. Alone. The anxiety follows everywhere. The only thing that helps is letting the words out But there is no one left to listen They got tired of my problems They made the feelings reality I need to change I need a way out But I just can't....

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May 6, 2014

May 6, 2014 at 7:18 PM UTC

I Can't

I can't change who I am I can't change my disorders I am me and I can't change that I have become my disorder It is all I have left Just an empty feeling Lost. Alone. The anxiety follows everywhere. The only thing that helps is letting the words out But there is no one left to listen They got tired of my problems They made the feelings reality I need to change I need a way out But I just can't....

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Let me out I'm trapped behind your words Your lies They take over everything around me Is there a way out? Will you always be there? Let me out

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May 6, 2014

May 6, 2014 at 7:17 PM UTC

Let Me Out

Let me out I'm trapped behind your words Your lies They take over everything around me Is there a way out? Will you always be there? Let me out

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There's just something about you I don't know what it is Maybe it's your smile Or the way you do your hair (or don't) The way you don't care about anything happening around you You walk through, no matter what I admire that There's just something about you It makes me want to be strong You're one of the strongest out there The things you do **** me; in the best possible way You make me happy, no matter what I love that There's just something about you It makes me fall in love Over And over again

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Jan 18, 2014

Jan 18, 2014 at 4:19 AM UTC

Something About You

There's just something about you I don't know what it is Maybe it's your smile Or the way you do your hair (or don't) The way you don't care about anything happening around you You walk through, no matter what I admire that There's just something about you It makes me want to be strong You're one of the strongest out there The things you do **** me; in the best possible way You make me happy, no matter what I love that There's just something about you It makes me fall in love Over And over again

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You keep to yourself You don't let anything out You let few people in Your trust is a gift; close to no one receives I had it once I heard your deepest thoughts Your darkest secrets Those not even your best friend knew I cherished every word From the anxiety, to your God complex I remember it all But now, I don't even hear your greeting Where did you go? Please, say something.

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Jan 18, 2014

Jan 18, 2014 at 4:14 AM UTC

Say Something

You keep to yourself You don't let anything out You let few people in Your trust is a gift; close to no one receives I had it once I heard your deepest thoughts Your darkest secrets Those not even your best friend knew I cherished every word From the anxiety, to your God complex I remember it all But now, I don't even hear your greeting Where did you go? Please, say something.

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I feel like death. It is taking over. I'm slowly dying. Nothing in life is bright. Darkness is swallowing me. Enveloping me. Taking my sense of feeling. I don't mind. Honestly. Though sometimes, I want to know what everyone else thinks. Sometimes I just want to feel alive. Happiness comes and goes for me. I can be having the time of my life; when out of nowhere it hits again. It feels like I have been hit by a train; just not quite hard enough to end it all. So I just lie there; unable to move. The tears fall, but no one sees. Is it because no one cares? Or is it all just in my mind?

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Nov 6, 2013

Nov 6, 2013 at 11:43 AM UTC

In My Mind

I feel like death. It is taking over. I'm slowly dying. Nothing in life is bright. Darkness is swallowing me. Enveloping me. Taking my sense of feeling. I don't mind. Honestly. Though sometimes, I want to know what everyone else thinks. Sometimes I just want to feel alive. Happiness comes and goes for me. I can be having the time of my life; when out of nowhere it hits again. It feels like I have been hit by a train; just not quite hard enough to end it all. So I just lie there; unable to move. The tears fall, but no one sees. Is it because no one cares? Or is it all just in my mind?

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I am alone. There are people around, but I go unnoticed. I've been replaced by my friends. I'm not the child my parents hoped for. My pain takes over my mind. It gets to the point where there is nothing to live for. They say everyone has purpose; Where is mine? When it gets to this point, it hurts to breath. No one sees the pain in my eyes. There is no one to help me. I need someone. Anyone. This is no longer a poem; But a call for help.

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Apr 21, 2013

Apr 21, 2013 at 7:27 PM UTC

A Call For Help

I am alone. There are people around, but I go unnoticed. I've been replaced by my friends. I'm not the child my parents hoped for. My pain takes over my mind. It gets to the point where there is nothing to live for. They say everyone has purpose; Where is mine? When it gets to this point, it hurts to breath. No one sees the pain in my eyes. There is no one to help me. I need someone. Anyone. This is no longer a poem; But a call for help.

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