It was a song of sorrow and pain that
was heard miles away from the hospital room.
It wasn’t fine that the world kept moving
when an angel had only just met her doom.
*What once was dust will leave as dust
The bones of a fallen warrior, the bravest of all
Lies upon the table, so fragile and small*
The world kept spinning and all I knew was
the words echoing inside of my head,
she's gone she's gone she's gone she's gone
The battle finally ended, the reaper has come,
I knew with each step taken I was a step closer
to the truth that she who loved me was gone forever.
My feet got heavier as I heard the saddest melody
in sync to sing a perfect harmony
of weeps and prayers of the brokenhearted,
a sad truth that she was gone indeed.
The whole world fell apart when i heard
the last beep of a dying heartbeat,
the cold touch of what used to be warm.
Oh, my mouth danced the prayer
but my heart still grieved,
for her eyes were as blank
as her soul was gone.
Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 11:48 AM UTC
Daddy, tell me why you smoke.
Do you like your future served in black?
Dead lungs and your body in a sack?
Your family crying and me in the back?
Daddy, tell me why you smoke.
Why are you letting toxic flow through your veins?
Do you like to grow old and be in pain?
You know you're walking down the devil's lane.
Daddy, tell me why you smoke.
I'm your little girl, do you even care?
Your poisonous smoke is all over the air.
Don't give me more burden than I can bear.
Daddy, tell me why you smoke.
Don't you know, don't you see what you're doing?
The time we're supposed to have is only fading.
Do you think a bright future isn't worth pursuing?
Daddy, tell me why you smoke.
Why are you killing yourself and dragging me along?
They say you're addicted, please prove them wrong.
I know you can do it, I know you are strong.
Daddy, tell me why you smoke?
I wish for one thing, and one thing only.
Tell me you'll quit and erase my worry.
And promise me forever I won't lose my daddy.
Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
your kicks and stabs
will never scar me
the way your words have.
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 9:20 AM UTC
you used to play me under the silver moon
and sing along to my melodious tune
your velvety voice compliments me
together we were beauty, a striking symphony
but as you got older your eyes saw more
you saw the monsters and evil the world bore
you learned about frustration obsession suppression
and then you fell into the abyss of depression
i wished you had come to me and play
i would've hugged you and wiped those tears away
we could've soared together beneath the shadows
but why did you choose that poisonous arrow?
do you remember the music we made
if you'd just believe i could be your aid
my carol is unsung and your story untold
my figure is rusty and your eyes are cold
if i tell you that you're not yet too late
will you listen and change your fate?
place your hands on my hardened keys
remember the old days remember them please
remember our songs and remember me
you can let go and play our harmony
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 12:52 PM UTC
At least you and I both have something in common
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 5:35 AM UTC
i'm sorry
i never meant to break your heart
i know i have never been so smart
but when it comes to this i'm a sucker
i'm best at bottling feelings and keep it under
i want to apologize but i'm just too selfish
i know for this fame and fortune i'll never relish
i'll take back all those insults and swear words
but please help me get these tangled feelings unfurled
i want to change, like you're telling me to
chase these bad habits away into the blue
all the bad things you say i'm made of
i know it's true but you i do love
i wish you could read my mind
so you'd know i love you and that i'm not fine
but i would never find that courage
to deliver to you this message
i'm sorry
mom
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 5:27 AM UTC
i want to be a little girl again
when a lego brick was my only pain
(now it has become my friend)
i want to go back to fantasy land
where it was never hard to understand
(i guess these are all unplanned)
i want to be a child once more
when the cruelest thing was just a slamming door
(my face now often meets the floor)
i want to go back to when I was six
when I thought nothing was impossible to fix
(maybe childhood was just a trick)
i want to become an innocent kid
untouched by sins and bad people's deeds
(oh, how i crave for you to bleed)
i want to go back to being small
when the only monster was movie trolls
(now i see the monsters in all)
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 8:38 AM UTC
i am water
calm
and quiet
like the
raging ocean
Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 4:34 AM UTC
love is a magical thing, some say
but love is a ******* others say
i wish i have loved
i wish he had given me hope
when they ask me of my crush
i can't give nothing but a blush
because i have never fallen in love
and i have never been given a rose
i wish i know exactly what love is
i wish i'm not so blind like this
i wish i have fallen in love
i wish he's what i'm thinking of
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
It was a room crowded by people.
They talked in groups with so much eager.
But beneath the laughter and joyous sight
was a girl who saw not the light.
And there she was, standing
in the corner, just pretending
that she was happy to be around,
when, really, she was screaming with no sound.
Everyone was so happy,
but all she wanted was to flee.
None of those people cared of her!
Why should she stay and drown in fear?
None of them even noticed her there!
Like she was just another gust of air.
When there was yet another party,
who got uninvited? None but she!
When there was a share of cake,
She was lucky she could have a take.
Then why? Why did she stick around?
It hit her. Because for another year is she bound.
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 8:35 AM UTC