You were the most
beautiful dream of my life,
Now you are the nightmare
where I struggle to survive.
But before these nightmares
there was a time,
when thinking about them
was the most beautiful moment of life.
When we were building our castle of dream.
I had built my dreams
with all of my heart and love.
I had seen them growing
within me and within you.
Long back,
I was a dreamer and
you mould me into a believer,
With that believe we had built
our dreams step by step,
We made it so far,
We made it so high.
With love and care
With joy and sorrow
With hopes and struggles,
But when the storm came ,
you left at the first sight of rain.
But our castle fought well
from heaven to hell,
and tried hard to retain
whatever left of you.
But soon it felt down,
crashing everything
whatever came on its way,
even me.
Every dream shattered into infinite pieces
and nothing left to recollect.
I flew in a pool of darkness
and I felt like darkness is
slowly pulling me down,
to delete me from my own existence.
All my emotions had been swirled
in a tempest of pain and raged raw feeling,
and I thought it’s going to go on forever.
Somehow I survived but I had witnessed everything,
Making of dreams,
Falling of dreams ,
Pain of dreams and
Dying of dreams.
I tried to collect
the tiny shattered pieces
of every single dream,
but in doing so
I realised not all of a
good dream is fulfilled.
You can't win all the fights,
You've to loose sometimes,
That's how you learn,
That's how you grow,
That's how you evolve and
That's how you become
the best version of yourself..
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 3:59 AM UTC
It's interesting to think about how we make people
who used to be everything into nothing again.
How we learn to forget. How we force forgetting.
The path that was started so innocently has taken us to here,
strangers again.
However, yeah like most we started as a strangers.
I never wished that we would end up where we are today.
To be honest, with the way our story began,
I never thought it could possibly end like this. .
But, every sentiments
become empty thoughts
when I look back now.
Recalling that love is not
what it generally appears.
It's just so simple to forget.
From so long ago my question is
if it really happened.
The person used to be my best friend,
the person who was the number one priority,
the girl I thought could never exist,
she was everything that I thought
could be perfect in any girl.
Still after all these,
we lost the fight with this society
and all that of left is
a mind with random memories
from our faded period of time
when this stranger was most
important person in my life.
Now, our life will continue
on in different directions
becoming STRANGERS AGAIN.
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 3:04 AM UTC
It’s a complete new day
Simply relax, sit by the window
Feel the wind in your hair
Feel the mist in your eyes
Give the morning a chance to inspire you
Give the sun a chance to shine all over
Let’s take one more step in the future
Let’s turn one more page of the past
Everybody has regrets
Everybody commits mistakes
Everybody has a terrible past
Don’t hide your scars
Wear them as a motivation
It’s difficult, to let go and move on
Let your own life be an inspiration
Because one step is, one step closer towards your dreams
Problems aren’t going to alter themselves
Difficulties aren’t going to vanish
This journey will be tough, there will be lows
It’ll take time, possibly days, perhaps months, might be years
But at last, it will set you free
Remember this,
Life, gives you a possibility
To move on with every new dawn
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 12:56 AM UTC
Cold wind blows through the bones,
Innocence will bite the dust in our souls,
Sing me a melody for my freedom,
Else give me a bullet and a gun,
Yesterday is a tale and tomorrow is obscure,
And here I am in present with my burning soul,
How can I breathe in the same, my brightness
While you are the angel who dance in my darkness..
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 12:40 AM UTC
It’s one more morning,
And I am gazing at the sky,
I saw the dim dark clouds,
And I think of you…
Drop by drop it has begun to rain,
I can feel you when the droplets touch me,
The sound of pouring rain,
The whisper of wind,
Looking at the rain drop tumbling down my window,
And I think of you…
I want to walk in this rain,
I want to move in this rain,
But when I do as such,
I discover you next to me,
Drenched in the memories of time went through with you,
Memories of my past flow with the rain,
And following the rain, I remember us...
With the tears tumbling down my heart,
I attempt to erase you,
But I think of you again at the sound of rain,
Are you listening to this sound?
We, who used to love the rain.
Do you remember me?
I miss you when it rains…
Despite of the fact you’ve left,
Regardless of the possibility that you forget me,
Please remember us again when it rains..
Because I miss us when it rains...
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 12:35 AM UTC