I'm different every morning
I'm never the same person I fell asleep as...
Sometimes I can't even look in the mirror...
I can't connect to who I'm seeing...
Sometimes I want to feel pretty...
Then others I want to be handsome...
My own body makes me uncomfortable...
There are some days when I match up...
Then there are other days when everything is wrong...
Its ugly...
I don't know who I am...
And I can't tell anyone...
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 12:40 AM UTC
Never in my life
have I met a boy
who was so indescribable.
Whose nature
was that of the wind
wild, free, independent.
Whose laugh
is like the forest
the sound so rich and pure.
Whose dreams
were of the stars themselves
and nothing less would do.
Only comparable
to those things which
are indescribable.
and yet,
we all try anyway.
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 7:57 AM UTC
My mouth it did betray me
three words I whispered
softly into your ear
and now my lips do linger
waiting for some reply
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 3:33 PM UTC
My heart is racing
my fingers continue tracing
waiting for you to speak
My eyes are searching
my stomach lurching
waiting for your reply
Why does this silence seem so long
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
You can take your spiteful words
and shove them up your ***
when it comes to taking **** from you
Sorry, but I'll pass
because I've accepted hatred
and hurt, pain and depression
and i'm getting sick and tired
of writing poems as confessions.
So **** you
I'm tired of your ****
my feelings are a fire
the flame has been lit.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:33 AM UTC
My heart had your name
written on it so clearly
but your heart
only had a small smudge
where my name should have been.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:05 AM UTC
I think of how
I used to smile for you
offer you more and more
until I had nothing else to give.
how empty
how lost and lonely
I always felt
and I believed I had enjoyed it
How easily I lied
to myself and to you
in order to make you feel better
while I still went through hell.
all you can say
is that I didn't see
how much you cared
but really, what was there to see?
other than the tears
and the pain
and the desire
the lust for your love
the love I could never win
even though I laid claim to it.
How unfair you were
though I am not bitter
Because now he makes me smile
and it feels genuine
and best of all,
he smiles back.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
The pressure of your lips
Against mine
In my hair your fingers
Are entwined
And with each passing moment
I love you a little more
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 10:10 AM UTC
I feel as though
after kissing you
I no longer feel
the desire I once held
for you
The passion isn't there
the way I thought it was
It's almost like kissing
my brother, not lover
so please lets just be friends
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 12:47 AM UTC