sometimes life comes easy
in-between the longing and the dreams
days passing by taste kinda peachy
rose-colored picture book scenes
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 11:57 PM UTC
deep inside these aching bones
shattered where I feel them most
muffled, troubled, heavy groans
roughed up tears and tears exposed
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 2:21 PM UTC
after all this time
all that’s left of me
twisted and shattered spine
I’m right here
on all fours
just below your gaze
I‘m sorry. I promise.
I will remember my place.
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 9:26 AM UTC
high pitched ringing
all the angels in my head
they just won’t stop singing
my eyes turn drenching red
at least
the more I keep on clinging
the sooner I’ll be dead
Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 6:11 AM UTC
lingering feelings of love
I‘ve had it coming, I think
your touch turned into something rather rough
I don’t even remember
when you started acting so tough
now it’s time to let go
to stop thinking and wondering if you know
time to step out
against all of my longings and all my doubt
wish I could’ve stayed
playing your game, accepting the trade
my soul for yours
so that our story endures
against all your lures
all the debts I paid
all the moments we shared
rose colored promises you made
putting a stop to our beating heart
a mirage I held onto so desperately, right from the very start
but if that’s what it takes
my sanity, my worth as the stakes
if that’s what you need
me on my knees while I beg and plead
if that’s what you need
then I have to take my leave
laying to rest all that I believe
I now choose me
I choose to be free
and all of what
I once used to be
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 2:40 AM UTC
I am sinking like a stone
in pitch black darkness
deep waters chill me to the bone
until I hit the ground unconscious
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 11:14 PM UTC
my palm is cooling out
oasis turned into an arid drought
and as I lift my arm to reach again
you shapeshift into one of hundred thousand men
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 6:10 AM UTC
sometimes
i find no words
i find no rhyme
pouring all my hurt
in a leftover bottle of wine
Oct 10, 2020
Oct 10, 2020 at 6:32 PM UTC
impressing
your breath on my neck was almost distressing
a matter of life
and death
and love
couldn’t have been more pressing
now I’m drowning
in all the memories
of our bodies
suppressing
remembering your voice
****
I cannot stop obsessing
with the silver lining beneath my eyes
and all the skies crashing down
you, my man, my love
how could you have lost your crown
****
me
god, I really tried
I left my pride and I cried and I lied
**** me
that‘s all you ever did
held on me tightly, rightly, oh so unsightly
and yet
somehow
I still never quite sufficed
spreading my arms and my legs and my skin for your charms
just so you could know love
just so you could feel unharmed
it was all devised
our unreal fairytale
how could I have been so stupid
how could I have been so blind
jesus
*******
christ
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 9:20 AM UTC
all I thought
you were
all I thought
that we were,
all that could’ve been
with the line so paper thin -
now
it’s just a blur
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 8:42 AM UTC