volva
19/F/the Void sometimes CA
Your Tech-Age Völva/Hægtesse☽☯☾ / / the name’s Selcæiös or Catt, / it’s one and the same. / / "she wore a troublesome past / like wings- / she had been through hell, / and though no one could see her demons, / they could see the face that conquered them."
I've been venting to these Kings lately
about my problems
and they can't solve them
but still I talk
cause sometimes all we
need is somebody to listen to
what everybody else brushed off
& what I call Nonsense,
may be your Last Reason for Living
and if so,
**** just let me go hop off
**** me if I hated on you
I'm still learning where I'm
supposed to knock,lmao still totally lost
but its cool because I just
lost my heart but not my cause.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 1:34 PM UTC
before he left me there to rot
he kissed me on the cheek
he whispered in my ear i wasnt special
aint no different
was just like every other girl he turned down for me
like none of our time together ****** mattered
thats what hurt the most but now im better for it
ive never felt more special than after you said i wasnt special
pain didnt humble me
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 12:46 PM UTC
No matter how dark it's going to get
Before you go, let me show you the light
Do not forget that Life is not a part of Death
But Death is a part of Life
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 11:06 PM UTC
You’re wide-eyed blinking at that wall,
You’re on the other side
You’re still shocked n' pretty shook
thinking that you just can’t die
But please don’t be surprised
if the next time
You're staring down
the Sewer’s Porcelain Eye,
The clock strikes 12,
it chimes for midnight
But this time
you don’t make it out alive
No resurrections
No second tries
You already used them all up
On the times you OD’ed
All alone on those
Solemn weekday nights
So better luck next time
In this game we call life
Because this time
you ****** up;
Made mistakes so bad
even I couldn’t revise
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 11:14 PM UTC
A pack without a leader
can be a dangerous problem to solve
because once the rest perceive you as weaker
that's an even bigger bullet to dodge.
But a wolf without a pack
that's a different story to tell
because he alone can choose where to go
and not be slowed by anyone else
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 3:43 PM UTC
my days are feeling colder,
even with all this liquor
biting my lip is my catharsis
but the blood’s been tasting extra bitter
all this raining in the darkness
has been causing me to shiver
don't understand why though
because we’ve long since past winter
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 1:28 PM UTC
While you’re laying by my side
Everything feels almost right
But when I gaze into your eyes
I realize it’s just a reprise of lies
So I'm talking to myself again
Busy typing messages I’ll never send
Yes, I know; it's just lust in disguise
But it's still fun to revel in
Society’s demise
& while I deplore our disdain
It doesn’t matter anyway
Cause we’re all searching for the change
While wanting to remain the same
And that’s why you’ll die out
Faster than you came
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 8:26 AM UTC
Nobody knows until they go,
That knowledge stole the innocence
Right out of your soul
And now where do you go?
You knocked;
But nobody’s home
And you still gotta take cover
Before the Nightwalkers roam
So you’ve got no place to go
Abandoned family cause “you’re grown”
Turned a home into
A house with plenty of holes
Decorating all the doors
But once the sun falls,
When your eyes gleam
You’ll do anything to keep
from recalling all of those volatile scenes
And now you can't fall asleep;
Just cause a few memories
Sneak up on you,
And you can't help but peak
Rapidly, you’re falling into
depressing thoughts
Instead of falling asleep.
Nobody knows until they go
That knowledge stole the innocence
Right outta your soul
Right from under your nose
By the time you know, it's way too late
Cause the world has long since taken that
Piece of your soul.
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 12:02 AM UTC