vlrey - Hello Poetry

I was so afraid to loose you that I lost myself someway in the middle of love and hate. So please don't look at me like this. Like I'd have ripped your heart out and left you bleeding on the street. That's just not what happened, okay. You might ask yourself why I tell you this... Maybe because you just have no right to act like this! Maybe because I've spent the entire last year crying and thinking over the same **** thing. Maybe because I can't and won't do this one more year. I wish I could tell you I'm sorry for how things went. But I'm not. Seriously. I shouldn't have to feel guilty because I walked away from something that made me sick. Yes, I was the one who left but we both know why. So I'll ask you again, why sould I feel guity about this? Huh? Why is it a shane to walk away from someone who makes you feel sick and worthless? Why nobody ever asked hy I walked away? Because you're the poor little kid that was left behind? I teel you this because I want you to know that I don't miss you anymore or even hate you. I can't. I've spend so much time thinking about you and everything that has gone wrong between us that my whole body is sick of you. Of your voice. Of your face. Of your whole existence. But there was a time when you used to be the most important person in my life. To be true, that's the only reason why I'm even writing this down. I let you go along time ago betwenn tears and loneliness. And whatever what, I'd never wanna go back to the past.

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Jul 29, 2014

Jul 29, 2014 at 9:42 AM UTC

a "sorry but not sorry" goodbye

I was so afraid to loose you that I lost myself someway in the middle of love and hate. So please don't look at me like this. Like I'd have ripped your heart out and left you bleeding on the street. That's just not what happened, okay. You might ask yourself why I tell you this... Maybe because you just have no right to act like this! Maybe because I've spent the entire last year crying and thinking over the same **** thing. Maybe because I can't and won't do this one more year. I wish I could tell you I'm sorry for how things went. But I'm not. Seriously. I shouldn't have to feel guilty because I walked away from something that made me sick. Yes, I was the one who left but we both know why. So I'll ask you again, why sould I feel guity about this? Huh? Why is it a shane to walk away from someone who makes you feel sick and worthless? Why nobody ever asked hy I walked away? Because you're the poor little kid that was left behind? I teel you this because I want you to know that I don't miss you anymore or even hate you. I can't. I've spend so much time thinking about you and everything that has gone wrong between us that my whole body is sick of you. Of your voice. Of your face. Of your whole existence. But there was a time when you used to be the most important person in my life. To be true, that's the only reason why I'm even writing this down. I let you go along time ago betwenn tears and loneliness. And whatever what, I'd never wanna go back to the past.

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I'll wrap my hands around your neck While your lips softly press to mine Your breathing smells like cigarettes And your lips were drowned in wine You'll hold me tight in your arms While I'm thinking about that nothing's constant My tears will float your shoulder But you won't let me suffer In this pain You gonna take it all away And I'll kiss you right back While praying that I'll never forget How we met

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Jul 26, 2014

Jul 26, 2014 at 10:51 AM UTC

Your lips were drowned in wine

I'll wrap my hands around your neck While your lips softly press to mine Your breathing smells like cigarettes And your lips were drowned in wine You'll hold me tight in your arms While I'm thinking about that nothing's constant My tears will float your shoulder But you won't let me suffer In this pain You gonna take it all away And I'll kiss you right back While praying that I'll never forget How we met

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I'm not sure anymore I don't know how to be free without falling to deep Don't save me From falling, from myself Just stay here and see How heaven turns to hell

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Jun 25, 2014

Jun 25, 2014 at 12:20 PM UTC

How heaven turns to hell

I'm not sure anymore I don't know how to be free without falling to deep Don't save me From falling, from myself Just stay here and see How heaven turns to hell

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