
i slowly began to realize
i didn't mean anything to you
when you left me
i regretted everything i did
i let you see parts of myself
that i hated to be
i gave you my heart right out of my chest
but i was stupid
because i thought you were going to save me
because you were all i had
instead you used me
you stepped all over me
and left me broken on my bedroom floor
and if you can hear me cry in this poem
turn a deaf ear to me
because this is the part where my heart
will freeze and harden
i hope you stay up one night
and contemplate all the
agony and affliction you put me through
because sooner than later
you are going to miss me
and come running back
but it would be too late
because i'm already gone
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:37 AM UTC
Why do we think
love will fix us
and make us whole
When in the end
it just leaves us
more broken than before
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
you could push me
off a cliff
and i would hit the ground
apologizing
for standing so close
to the edge
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:30 AM UTC
and if you don't
like me, as I do you;
I understand.
because who would
really choose
a daisy, in a field
of roses?
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:28 AM UTC
I think we need to stop
thinking that one day
they are going to comeback
and give us the apology
we deserve
because life is not a movie
and sometimes there is
no closure with endings
so we need to hop over
that bridge and let it go
**let it go and move on for
life is not always a fairytale**
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
He wants to say I love you
but keeps it to goodnight
because love will mean some falling
and she's afraid of heights
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:22 AM UTC
I am trying
I am trying
I am trying so hard
And my mind is
telling me to try harder
And my heart is telling me to let it go
And somewhere along the way
I got lost trying to decide
which one to follow
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:21 AM UTC
lately
I haven't been
feeling well
and I'm sorry if
I dont smile as much
I'm sorry if
my words hurt a bit more
I'm sorry if
instead of hurting myself
the way I used to
I am hurting you instead
It's hard to scream
without my voice
now I can't cry for help
Now I have to wait
for someone to see me trying
I'm sorry
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:16 AM UTC
It's 2 AM and all I want
is to be embraced by you
it's the same as
three days ago
at 9 pm
or last week
at dawn
It's the same as every hour,
every minute,
every second
since I've met you.
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC