Browsing through my memories
Everywhere I'm seeing you
You've been apart of my world
For so many years
I've had some wise times
Some dark times
Good times
And bad times times
You were there
Through it all
Now I have no more time
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
First I thought history was repeating itself
Sho obviously it was me who's lesson had to be learned..
As I criticize myself, old habits resurface
Insecurities return...
History Repeats Itself!
And with that realization.. I started doubting my self worth
Which led to me straight back to that
One thing
Very one thing...
That makes me
QUINCH!
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:04 PM UTC
If all things are done
IN
Love
There wouldn't be one
Lost
Soul....
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:03 PM UTC
Without our precious present moments
There will be no future
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:02 PM UTC
I have now felt
What you felt
What you felt so deeply in me..
And I apologize..
I am so sorry for not feeling what you did..
I have now felt the beauty, fearless, shameless, blameless, unconditional Godly Love
You felt all along
And I truly hope & pray you will find that beauty again some time soon..
You deserve it too
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC
Dear best friend..
I will never understand why you had to leave
But I want you to know
I have found another you
A better version of you
One who does not blame
One who does expect
One who lets me be
This I wish for you..
Where ever you run to
I sincerely hope you find
YOU!
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 1:00 PM UTC
I do not want to leave you
Or ever completely loose you
I want to be by your side
One day when youre completely sinile, old & blind..
I want you to live a complete life
Filled full with smiles#
I wish you someone
That can fill all the holes & cracks
In areas where I lacked...
My person you may be
But my love does not complete you
My rights are wrong for you
How can I ever be
The One
For you?
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:59 PM UTC
Going through something like that is never pleasant for either party...
I hope you can heal your hearts in No Time!
Feel the hurt.. To feel alive..
Process the Anger... Not to walk around with hatred in your heart!
Acknowledge the emotional rollercoaster- and identify each emotion as you go along this will help with your personal growth and gain emotional maturity...
Don't blind yourself to your own mistakes - you can only learn from it and start your personal growth thereafter..
FORGIVE!!!
FORGIVE your spouse for whatever wrongs had been done...
&
FORGIVE YOURSELF ~ that might be the most difficult journey of them All ~ But The Most Important one to heal the Heart!
Take it day by day....
Acceptance takes a while...
However, if you still have just the most tiniest bit of Love left in your heart...
Always give Love another try...
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:53 PM UTC
The reason why our dark side is so extremely dark
BALANCE
We fail to realize how good our good is
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:49 PM UTC