viktoreeya - Hello Poetry

I truly am sorry If you didn’t know. I never text, But if I could let you know one thing, It’s that you do cross my mind Every now and again. You met me as the shell of the person I used to be, You filled my heart, And I am forever grateful. I couldn’t be what you were looking for, But I do hope you find the life and the woman meant for you. I hope you have happiness. And even if we simply went different directions in this world, I wish you well. Love always, The girl who wasn’t the One for you, but some day you will be so grateful that she wasn’t.

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Dec 27, 2017

Dec 27, 2017 at 4:32 AM UTC

11:11

I truly am sorry If you didn’t know. I never text, But if I could let you know one thing, It’s that you do cross my mind Every now and again. You met me as the shell of the person I used to be, You filled my heart, And I am forever grateful. I couldn’t be what you were looking for, But I do hope you find the life and the woman meant for you. I hope you have happiness. And even if we simply went different directions in this world, I wish you well. Love always, The girl who wasn’t the One for you, but some day you will be so grateful that she wasn’t.

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I pull clothes from the back of my dresser, and it hurts just a little because they smell like senior year, you, and the way we used to feel.

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Oct 10, 2017

Oct 10, 2017 at 4:22 AM UTC

Winter Clothes

I pull clothes from the back of my dresser, and it hurts just a little because they smell like senior year, you, and the way we used to feel.

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Think maybe I was meant to be your September. The colder it gets, The colder I will too. Football games and Ferris Wheel lights can be memories of last week. “You will find the one some day,” I say, So you tell me you wish it was me. “I know.” But Let’s just call this September.

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Oct 1, 2017

Oct 1, 2017 at 5:57 AM UTC

September

Think maybe I was meant to be your September. The colder it gets, The colder I will too. Football games and Ferris Wheel lights can be memories of last week. “You will find the one some day,” I say, So you tell me you wish it was me. “I know.” But Let’s just call this September.

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I don't think the pain comes from wanting you back, Because I don't. But I think sometimes I remember the way it used to be and the way you used to make me feel. We reached the end of us, Now your story has taken a dark twist, And there was a time when I would've wrapped my arms around you and held you up. Maybe you thought she would do a better job than me- You bet it all on that other girl, But now you are all alone. And I still hope your childhood dreams come true. Though I am far too busy to worry about where you are now, What you're doing, Who you're with. I guess it's true that time works wonders, We used to be so completely intertwined. Now I can't say you are so much different from a stranger.

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Oct 1, 2017

Oct 1, 2017 at 5:52 AM UTC

Backward Glance

I don't think the pain comes from wanting you back, Because I don't. But I think sometimes I remember the way it used to be and the way you used to make me feel. We reached the end of us, Now your story has taken a dark twist, And there was a time when I would've wrapped my arms around you and held you up. Maybe you thought she would do a better job than me- You bet it all on that other girl, But now you are all alone. And I still hope your childhood dreams come true. Though I am far too busy to worry about where you are now, What you're doing, Who you're with. I guess it's true that time works wonders, We used to be so completely intertwined. Now I can't say you are so much different from a stranger.

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I put that bottle down When I hit rock bottom. I think I was in a free fall So I could one day fly. Playing games, Wearing an empty heart, And lighting matches so they could burn out. But the feel of a stranger's kiss means nothing, Just a wake up call to walk away And find that real, honest thing I was searching for. Then feeling that fire in my soul that I missed so much Set those bridges ablaze that only led to places I didn't want to go. And to everything there is a season, A time to see, to plant, To harvest. The time has come. I have always wandered, But now I am adventuring with a purpose.

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Oct 1, 2017

Oct 1, 2017 at 5:40 AM UTC

Purpose

I put that bottle down When I hit rock bottom. I think I was in a free fall So I could one day fly. Playing games, Wearing an empty heart, And lighting matches so they could burn out. But the feel of a stranger's kiss means nothing, Just a wake up call to walk away And find that real, honest thing I was searching for. Then feeling that fire in my soul that I missed so much Set those bridges ablaze that only led to places I didn't want to go. And to everything there is a season, A time to see, to plant, To harvest. The time has come. I have always wandered, But now I am adventuring with a purpose.

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I can see in your eyes, And feel in my heart. Do you know why we are drifting? I am not the only one to change in this. I am too wild, Yes, I am reckless And hard to catch. I know, but I see hesitation in your smile. You hate this person, And I cannot stand to stay if you will sit Atop a pedestal. Life keeps pulling us in our directions, And you've fallen into the arms Of someone Who looks a lot like Jesus to you. And if he is to become your whole world, Then I cannot be a part of it. And if he is to become your theology, Then I have a different faith. Maybe fate will tie itself into the knots it wants, But it is hard to hear you from this distance, From here, I can't make out what your face looks like anymore.

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Sep 30, 2017

Sep 30, 2017 at 5:04 AM UTC

Rivers

I can see in your eyes, And feel in my heart. Do you know why we are drifting? I am not the only one to change in this. I am too wild, Yes, I am reckless And hard to catch. I know, but I see hesitation in your smile. You hate this person, And I cannot stand to stay if you will sit Atop a pedestal. Life keeps pulling us in our directions, And you've fallen into the arms Of someone Who looks a lot like Jesus to you. And if he is to become your whole world, Then I cannot be a part of it. And if he is to become your theology, Then I have a different faith. Maybe fate will tie itself into the knots it wants, But it is hard to hear you from this distance, From here, I can't make out what your face looks like anymore.

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If you ever think that you are a story no one would ever read, then there is something you don't know. You are more than that. You are the girl that people can't get out of their heads. They'll run in circles if you asked them to. A mystery that no one will ever solve unless you want them too. You are the woman that people write novels about. The classic and the modern. Someone who will never quite escape their minds, because you are so very extraordinary. And it is scary to know that we will never come across someone quite like you because you have that special glow.

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Sep 15, 2017

Sep 15, 2017 at 6:38 AM UTC

Book You Write

If you ever think that you are a story no one would ever read, then there is something you don't know. You are more than that. You are the girl that people can't get out of their heads. They'll run in circles if you asked them to. A mystery that no one will ever solve unless you want them too. You are the woman that people write novels about. The classic and the modern. Someone who will never quite escape their minds, because you are so very extraordinary. And it is scary to know that we will never come across someone quite like you because you have that special glow.

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-4. Know this is the path to a breakup -3. Try to fix things -2. Ugly cry in a car because you know everything has all gone so terribly wrong -1. Get drunk, get high, smoke something 0. You break up 1. You don't know how to feel 2. Cry into your pillow at night 3. Convince yourself you did the right thing 4. Dream about him 5. Cry more and listen to sad songs 6. Hate being awake 7. Think about posting indirect messages to him 8. Write letters. Lots of them 9. Google what to do 10. Consider taking him back 11. Google why this happened 12. Forget the bad stuff and only remember the good memories 13. Google if it's your fault 14. Talk about him 24/7 15. Make plans to talk to him after a month 16. Lots of quotes saved to your phone 17. Screenshot things that make you laugh too 18. Miss him 19. Be a better friend 20. Binge watch 21. Occasional setbacks 22. Remember that he was an ******* and he made you hurt 23. Talk to other guys 24. Compare them to your ex 25. Start to be see that you're happier 26. See a hopeful future 27. Run into them 28. Feel like the world is crushing you 29. Find out they've been seeing someone else 30. New music playlist, "Moving On" featuring songs about karma and awful exes 31. More writing 32. Throw away his **** delete his photos and number, unfollow him on social media 33. Keep busy 34. Realize this is the end. The for real end 35. It gets easier, and you get stronger 36. If he begged you to come back what would you do? 37. You wouldn't even want him back at this point 38. It's been one month, and you didn't notice like you did when it was 1 week 39. Friends. Friends. Friends. 40. Enjoy being free and doing things for yourself 41. Those songs don't hurt the way they used to 42. Start thinking about other things 43. Feel proud 44. Focus on what's really important to you 45. Keep going 46. Smile 47. ...

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Sep 15, 2017

Sep 15, 2017 at 6:17 AM UTC

Breakups for Dummies

-4. Know this is the path to a breakup -3. Try to fix things -2. Ugly cry in a car because you know everything has all gone so terribly wrong -1. Get drunk, get high, smoke something 0. You break up 1. You don't know how to feel 2. Cry into your pillow at night 3. Convince yourself you did the right thing 4. Dream about him 5. Cry more and listen to sad songs 6. Hate being awake 7. Think about posting indirect messages to him 8. Write letters. Lots of them 9. Google what to do 10. Consider taking him back 11. Google why this happened 12. Forget the bad stuff and only remember the good memories 13. Google if it's your fault 14. Talk about him 24/7 15. Make plans to talk to him after a month 16. Lots of quotes saved to your phone 17. Screenshot things that make you laugh too 18. Miss him 19. Be a better friend 20. Binge watch 21. Occasional setbacks 22. Remember that he was an ******* and he made you hurt 23. Talk to other guys 24. Compare them to your ex 25. Start to be see that you're happier 26. See a hopeful future 27. Run into them 28. Feel like the world is crushing you 29. Find out they've been seeing someone else 30. New music playlist, "Moving On" featuring songs about karma and awful exes 31. More writing 32. Throw away his **** delete his photos and number, unfollow him on social media 33. Keep busy 34. Realize this is the end. The for real end 35. It gets easier, and you get stronger 36. If he begged you to come back what would you do? 37. You wouldn't even want him back at this point 38. It's been one month, and you didn't notice like you did when it was 1 week 39. Friends. Friends. Friends. 40. Enjoy being free and doing things for yourself 41. Those songs don't hurt the way they used to 42. Start thinking about other things 43. Feel proud 44. Focus on what's really important to you 45. Keep going 46. Smile 47. ...

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When do I think of you? I think of you When I'm lighting A cigarette. You take the edge off, But I know you're only killing me. And after, I'll only be left with Smoke and ashes.

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Sep 15, 2017

Sep 15, 2017 at 6:11 AM UTC

Burnt

When do I think of you? I think of you When I'm lighting A cigarette. You take the edge off, But I know you're only killing me. And after, I'll only be left with Smoke and ashes.

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Get up girl, you got **** to do. Those tears will dry and you'll be alright. It'll take some time, but you know that, so let yourself feel, but don't dwell, don't let your head go under. One day, this'll be a scar on a girl you once knew.

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Aug 10, 2017

Aug 10, 2017 at 4:20 AM UTC

Keep On

Get up girl, you got **** to do. Those tears will dry and you'll be alright. It'll take some time, but you know that, so let yourself feel, but don't dwell, don't let your head go under. One day, this'll be a scar on a girl you once knew.

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