Tonight my 11:11 came true
My prayers were answered
My pain was taken away
My wondering ceased
My regrets vanished.
Tonight you let me into a secret part of you
The part that was holding all the pain of myself.
Tonight I can breath
Laugh
Cry
Sing
Live, and love again.
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 2:14 AM UTC
We were a sunset. A beautiful progression, finally approaching it's ending.
We meet, bright and forming; your yellow rays of blaze fusing into my blue, silky sky.
Morphing from solid oranges and blazing yellows, to placid purples and tenacious, seducing pinks.
Coral red base lining, the clouds turn grey to the core, almost black. With rosy pink below, and baby blue above, a sort of white has met in the middle, the dark clouds intoxicating the innocence, the brilliance.
With a quick glance elsewhere, and looking back at the setting sun, all has quickly faded.
Now only two colors remain: a dark, devouring blue flowing into a waning, innocent white, no longer any clouds in sight.
Just as we burned together, danced in roaring color, and molded into one another, now we fade; fade into nothing, maybe even everything, yet left alone, only one of our colors remaining.
As the ardent black of night consumes the last of radiant blue, little is left to be seen among the twinkles of stars and gaze of the moon.
Though we may now be a black nothingness, forever we have the dancing of the stars and triumph of the moon to evoke what of us has been left. A beautiful progression into an even more scarring, alluring finale; what once was, into what will always be.
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
You are my muse.
I sit, I stare, and my mind fills
with nothing but thoughts
of you.
You are my poem.
I write, I rhyme, and my mind fills
with nothing but rhythms
of you.
You are my moon.
I gaze, I admire, and my mind fills
with nothing but wonder
for you.
You are my love.
I yearn for, I grasp onto, and my mind fills
with nothing but passion
for you.
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 4:39 AM UTC
tonight I fell in love with you
again.
this happens often;
every moment I am nuzzled into the curve of your neck meeting your jaw line, breathing you in.
every second I hear your voice, echoing my name without ever speaking it.
every raise of your chest as you take in the air that i so longingly wish to be.
im falling for you over and over again, and I wonder how many times this will happen.
I'd like to think endlessly; forever-
the rest of my life, the rest of yours; so that one day, we may be able to call it our life.
I would like to fall in love with you
when you drum the rhythms onto your lap, offbeat and oblivious
and when you kiss my hand, so softly, like a butterfly; landing for a moment, effortlessly, and leaving so sudden with little breeze.
let me fall in love with you
every day, all over again
so that we can be forever and this life can be ours.
Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC
*you're so afraid of getting hurt
that you're hurting everyone else around you*
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 11:07 PM UTC
I want to be intertwined with you.
mixed into your thoughts,
your words,
your actions:
however subtle,
but always significant.
I want to be every part of you
I want to be choked up with your words
swallowed down with your fears
entangled with your musing,
I want to be the hand
that so effortlessly grazes through your curls the pencil
that composes every beautiful thought onto paper
the lips
that sing never more perfect words and melodies
I wouldn't mind being
the tears that stream your face when you aren't sure of who you are
the curses you pitch out in frustration when life has you overworked
and the laugh that echoes throughout galaxies when you are truly happy
I would be any part of you,
the good parts and the bad
just to say that I was with you;
just to feel like I meant something
even if you weren't aware of it
like the breaths you take that have become such a familiar process
that you aren't aware of the air anymore,
the vitality of it
I want to be the air you breathe
and the eyelashes that protect your dark, secret bearing irises.
I want to be you and a part of you and with you, vital and unnoticed, for the rest of our lives.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:44 PM UTC
The beauty that I see in the moon
cannot compare
to the beauty that I see in you
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 12:14 AM UTC
When I can't sleep at night,
I think about the way my name sounds in your mouth
and the way yours tastes in mine.
The individuality of every one of your stranded, untamed curls,
and how your dark eyes never cease to shine.
I think about us,
and where we may go.
I think about the future,
and the potential it might show.
When I can't sleep at night,
you are all that fills my mind.
I enjoy my thoughts of you,
and how far we've come to be intertwined.
We have become One;
an invincible, incredible, infinite vessel.
We've grown together so beautifully now,
and we only started as a spark; a pebble.
When I can't sleep at night,
and when I am striving through the day,
my thoughts are swarming with just you,
and I wouldn't have asked for it any other way.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 1:19 PM UTC
I very quickly realized that I am jealous of everyone who gets to be in your presence while I am (so often) not.
I long to hear what glides into their ears as you speak-
your laugh, your smile, your unnecessarily broad and complex vocabulary that makes it's way into any sentence that beautiful mouth of yours sings.
oh, you do not just speak;
no, you sing.
you are a melody- the melody to everybody's soundtrack.
the rhythms you create by simply parting your lips,
oh those precious lips,
every day, those are the rhythms that I do not get to sway to as often as I so greedily long to.
I long for you, you and your melodies.
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC