victoria-lynn2s - Hello Poetry

I'm sorry I just kinda miss you. It's been a long few months without you with me. I wish I could have been over it as fast as you were. I wish I didn't wake up hoping your arms are around me. I want to be over it. I want to be over all of it. Every second we spent together every time you touched me I wish I could stop thinking about it. I know "I love you" didn't mean much when it came out of your mouth. It tumbled its way towards me, and I brushed it off. Because I only say it to people, i do ******* love, but you didnt care you hoped it would make me fall just hard enough so we could **** yet i took my time and said it went i meant it well that was ******* stupid. i knew from the moment we met youd be something to me a close friend, someone to vent to on occasion but never this. i never thought i would spend countless hours thinking about you. i never thought it would stop my ability to listen to my music or even sleep at night. i never thought anything of you. and i guess that was my mistake. well i hope you're happy now. you got what you wanted who was i to think that as a 17 year old id ever mean anything more to you. how stupid was i to think that in your big busy world where you have yourself all figured out that i would mean anything more than a **** buddy.

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Sep 21, 2016

Sep 21, 2016 at 8:52 PM UTC

I wish i would have stayed away, I wish i would have listened to what they said.

I'm sorry I just kinda miss you. It's been a long few months without you with me. I wish I could have been over it as fast as you were. I wish I didn't wake up hoping your arms are around me. I want to be over it. I want to be over all of it. Every second we spent together every time you touched me I wish I could stop thinking about it. I know "I love you" didn't mean much when it came out of your mouth. It tumbled its way towards me, and I brushed it off. Because I only say it to people, i do ******* love, but you didnt care you hoped it would make me fall just hard enough so we could **** yet i took my time and said it went i meant it well that was ******* stupid. i knew from the moment we met youd be something to me a close friend, someone to vent to on occasion but never this. i never thought i would spend countless hours thinking about you. i never thought it would stop my ability to listen to my music or even sleep at night. i never thought anything of you. and i guess that was my mistake. well i hope you're happy now. you got what you wanted who was i to think that as a 17 year old id ever mean anything more to you. how stupid was i to think that in your big busy world where you have yourself all figured out that i would mean anything more than a **** buddy.

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I really hope you find someone that takes your breath away. I hope you find someone who plays Pokemon and would cosplay with you for anime Boston. I hope you can find someone to write letters to and talk to at 3am when things are a little too quiet and you just wanna hear someone's voice. I hope she's into competitive battling, and loves to watch terrible movies. I hope she loves to walk around and just explore familiar places in greater depth. I hope you find someone who loves all there things because you deserve it. Because you are wonderful, and funny. Because you know how to put a smile on someone's face and how to make a hug feel like home. Your eyes are the prettiest shade of blue I've ever seen and quite honestly you deserve far beyond what you could ever possibly find. You are so kind, and compassionate that it amazes me how you've managed to not be jaded by all the negative things in the world. You still appreciate the smallest things and live life as if you're experiencing everything as if it was the first time. I just think you're lovley and your smile is the type that changes peoples days and I don't know how you could go through your day without realizing how captivating you are. I know we didn't work out because that's not what life had planned for us but honestly I think you're one of the greatest "almost" I've ever had.

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May 14, 2016

May 14, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC

sorry if you think im lame.

I really hope you find someone that takes your breath away. I hope you find someone who plays Pokemon and would cosplay with you for anime Boston. I hope you can find someone to write letters to and talk to at 3am when things are a little too quiet and you just wanna hear someone's voice. I hope she's into competitive battling, and loves to watch terrible movies. I hope she loves to walk around and just explore familiar places in greater depth. I hope you find someone who loves all there things because you deserve it. Because you are wonderful, and funny. Because you know how to put a smile on someone's face and how to make a hug feel like home. Your eyes are the prettiest shade of blue I've ever seen and quite honestly you deserve far beyond what you could ever possibly find. You are so kind, and compassionate that it amazes me how you've managed to not be jaded by all the negative things in the world. You still appreciate the smallest things and live life as if you're experiencing everything as if it was the first time. I just think you're lovley and your smile is the type that changes peoples days and I don't know how you could go through your day without realizing how captivating you are. I know we didn't work out because that's not what life had planned for us but honestly I think you're one of the greatest "almost" I've ever had.

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hia

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Apr 4, 2016

Apr 4, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC

Sometimes my mind get's filled with so many things that its hard to think straight. These thoughts have a way of pushing out everything in my life until there isn't much left. Sometimes it gets hard to see straight, and I feel like my insides are going to cave in. Sometimes I drink too much too often in hopes numbing the pain will help get me through the day And sometime things become far too much, way too fast and my head spins and my stomach swirls and my eyes lose focus and suddenly I don't know were I am who I am or what I want to become. I'm not a people person. I'm not friendly, or loving and I think far too much into everything to believe a word someone says. Because of this I'm cold. Because of this I make things worse for myself Because of this I lost too much Because of this I am what I am today. No I don't love it But one day I hope I learn to live with it.

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Feb 29, 2016

Feb 29, 2016 at 8:30 PM UTC

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Sometimes my mind get's filled with so many things that its hard to think straight. These thoughts have a way of pushing out everything in my life until there isn't much left. Sometimes it gets hard to see straight, and I feel like my insides are going to cave in. Sometimes I drink too much too often in hopes numbing the pain will help get me through the day And sometime things become far too much, way too fast and my head spins and my stomach swirls and my eyes lose focus and suddenly I don't know were I am who I am or what I want to become. I'm not a people person. I'm not friendly, or loving and I think far too much into everything to believe a word someone says. Because of this I'm cold. Because of this I make things worse for myself Because of this I lost too much Because of this I am what I am today. No I don't love it But one day I hope I learn to live with it.

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I think the worst type of love is the one where both people are completely in love with each other. The love in which it’s not possible to love the other more, but for whatever reason, you cannot be together. It’s loving someone so passionately and not being able to do anything about it, because it’s just the wrong time. It’s losing a love that you actually had a chance to pursue simply because you aren’t able to. It’s the Almost Lovers that hurt the most. And that's what makes me think of all the things we could have done. All the things I would have loved to do. Like I want to do all the silly, cliché romantic things with you. I want to dance with you with no music playing, only the rhythmic beat of our hearts. I want to kiss you till my mouth feels numb, and kiss you in the rain. I want to sleep in your arms and make love at two in the morning. I want to run around a field with you chasing after me, and not a care in the world. I want to sing in the car with you, loudly and off-key. I want to laugh with you until I can’t breathe. I want to make out on the couch as a bad horror movie is being played on the tv screen. I want to fight, and scream, and have nothing but passion and love running through my veins. I want you to hold me like you’ll never let me go. I guess I just kinda really want us and everything that we may or may not me. More than anything I want the chance to discover what we could be.

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Jan 31, 2016

Jan 31, 2016 at 11:39 PM UTC

Sorry for the feels rant people.

I think the worst type of love is the one where both people are completely in love with each other. The love in which it’s not possible to love the other more, but for whatever reason, you cannot be together. It’s loving someone so passionately and not being able to do anything about it, because it’s just the wrong time. It’s losing a love that you actually had a chance to pursue simply because you aren’t able to. It’s the Almost Lovers that hurt the most. And that's what makes me think of all the things we could have done. All the things I would have loved to do. Like I want to do all the silly, cliché romantic things with you. I want to dance with you with no music playing, only the rhythmic beat of our hearts. I want to kiss you till my mouth feels numb, and kiss you in the rain. I want to sleep in your arms and make love at two in the morning. I want to run around a field with you chasing after me, and not a care in the world. I want to sing in the car with you, loudly and off-key. I want to laugh with you until I can’t breathe. I want to make out on the couch as a bad horror movie is being played on the tv screen. I want to fight, and scream, and have nothing but passion and love running through my veins. I want you to hold me like you’ll never let me go. I guess I just kinda really want us and everything that we may or may not me. More than anything I want the chance to discover what we could be.

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so we’re not always perfect, and memories aren’t all good. But I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, more than anything else on this entire planet, and my mind may be a mess and I might panic far too much and often and I find it impossible to put my feelings into words but this is how it is. And like If I could capture the strength of the ocean on a stormy day or the smoke from a wild forest fire surging through the mountains in words on paper with my pen I’d write you the greatest love poem the greatest love story there ever was because I love you in natural disasters and I guess there is no other way to describe it. Because when we kiss the earth shakes and a thousand miles away a large city on the west coast experiences an earthquake of magnitude 10 and for a second life and time as we know it stops and stands still. And god when you touch me a warning comes on television and suddenly there is a tsunami crashing down and washing away the whole town and suddenly I don’t care because with the waves crashing around all I can feel and all I can see and all I can think is oh my god he’s touching me and my nerve endings are on fire and my heart is screaming can you hear it? You must hear it because it’s pounding out of my chest and it’s pounding for you. A tornado brews in the middle of a thunder and lightning storm with clouds and rain and fog so thick I can’t see and I am choking and I can’t breathe and the thing is that I open my eyes anyways and I breathe in the storm anyways and I run around and splash in the puddles anyways and I let the wind whip through my hair anyways as I stand up, throw my arms back and laugh into the wind. Because I am so tired and I am so sick of hiding under the trees to stay out of the rain and carrying around a fire hose to fight the fires around me. I can’t stop the waves but why would I when they can just wash me away? Because I keep hearing stories about people I know and how they keep the doors locked and keep the windows closed and wait for the storm to pass. And I am so ****** tired of locking myself up and waiting it out. I threw open my windows and blasted open the doors and ran from my house into the mass that surrounds it. There’s a state wide blackout in California from the way you looked at me on our first date. People scream in terror and my heart screams for you. An active volcano threatens to erupt and there is a nationwide panic. And through the ashes burning and molten lava all I ******* see is you. Hurricane Katrina broke Louisiana but my god it did not break our hearts. Because I love you in natural disasters. Big, destructive, dangerous, terrifying…beautiful.

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Jan 24, 2016

Jan 24, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC

God **** you're what runs through me.

so we’re not always perfect, and memories aren’t all good. But I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, more than anything else on this entire planet, and my mind may be a mess and I might panic far too much and often and I find it impossible to put my feelings into words but this is how it is. And like If I could capture the strength of the ocean on a stormy day or the smoke from a wild forest fire surging through the mountains in words on paper with my pen I’d write you the greatest love poem the greatest love story there ever was because I love you in natural disasters and I guess there is no other way to describe it. Because when we kiss the earth shakes and a thousand miles away a large city on the west coast experiences an earthquake of magnitude 10 and for a second life and time as we know it stops and stands still. And god when you touch me a warning comes on television and suddenly there is a tsunami crashing down and washing away the whole town and suddenly I don’t care because with the waves crashing around all I can feel and all I can see and all I can think is oh my god he’s touching me and my nerve endings are on fire and my heart is screaming can you hear it? You must hear it because it’s pounding out of my chest and it’s pounding for you. A tornado brews in the middle of a thunder and lightning storm with clouds and rain and fog so thick I can’t see and I am choking and I can’t breathe and the thing is that I open my eyes anyways and I breathe in the storm anyways and I run around and splash in the puddles anyways and I let the wind whip through my hair anyways as I stand up, throw my arms back and laugh into the wind. Because I am so tired and I am so sick of hiding under the trees to stay out of the rain and carrying around a fire hose to fight the fires around me. I can’t stop the waves but why would I when they can just wash me away? Because I keep hearing stories about people I know and how they keep the doors locked and keep the windows closed and wait for the storm to pass. And I am so ****** tired of locking myself up and waiting it out. I threw open my windows and blasted open the doors and ran from my house into the mass that surrounds it. There’s a state wide blackout in California from the way you looked at me on our first date. People scream in terror and my heart screams for you. An active volcano threatens to erupt and there is a nationwide panic. And through the ashes burning and molten lava all I ******* see is you. Hurricane Katrina broke Louisiana but my god it did not break our hearts. Because I love you in natural disasters. Big, destructive, dangerous, terrifying…beautiful.

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I just want to know whether or not you’re ******* with my head  If the words you’re saying  Aren’t just you bored or alone.  I want to know if I’m pretty, I’m special,  If I’m something you want.  If I’m sensible, worth it, you consider me smart.  I want to know if your level of interest Is higher than friendship,  If your 2am texts mean more than you’re high.  I want to know if there’s something more here If falling is safe, or I should be more insecure.  I want to know if you’re thinking  Of who we could be.  If when I make you smile and laugh  It’s not just cause I’m funny.  I want to know if we’re somewhere  Or going  Or possibly might,  I Want to know if that’s even a thing to be thought

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Jan 19, 2016

Jan 19, 2016 at 12:59 AM UTC

What should I think?

I just want to know whether or not you’re ******* with my head  If the words you’re saying  Aren’t just you bored or alone.  I want to know if I’m pretty, I’m special,  If I’m something you want.  If I’m sensible, worth it, you consider me smart.  I want to know if your level of interest Is higher than friendship,  If your 2am texts mean more than you’re high.  I want to know if there’s something more here If falling is safe, or I should be more insecure.  I want to know if you’re thinking  Of who we could be.  If when I make you smile and laugh  It’s not just cause I’m funny.  I want to know if we’re somewhere  Or going  Or possibly might,  I Want to know if that’s even a thing to be thought

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Why do boys think it's okay to be so ****** all the time.

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Nov 6, 2015

Nov 6, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC

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Why do boys think it's okay to be so ****** all the time.

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We haven't known each other long, Yet I have all these silly feelings. They are weird, They tickle my tummy and make my head all fuzzy. I think about you bunches And it kinda ***** man

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Oct 30, 2015

Oct 30, 2015 at 3:57 PM UTC

Feelings #3

We haven't known each other long, Yet I have all these silly feelings. They are weird, They tickle my tummy and make my head all fuzzy. I think about you bunches And it kinda ***** man

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Now I have this sinking feeling in my stomach because you decided to get involved with **** that was NONE of your business. What the actual ****

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Oct 30, 2015

Oct 30, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC

Feelings #2

Now I have this sinking feeling in my stomach because you decided to get involved with **** that was NONE of your business. What the actual ****

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