I forgot how much it hurt,
I forgot how it felt,
I don't remember the last time I felt
pain
I thought one would be enough
but somehow I ended up with
two
I don't know how
I forgot how much being vulnerable
hurt,
I forgot how confusing it can be
to have to choose one
So I chose two,
two guys,
I don't know what is
wrong with me
I want to choose
but I know I will lose one
but I jut want both
that cannot happen
I need to chose one,
but I want two
What do I do?
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 3:17 AM UTC
because I was raised that having my *** touched was to "take it as a compliment"
because strolling on the streets is nearly impossible
because apparently rejecting a man is just not safe enough, so it's "much easier to give them a fake number"
because "No," simply cannot mean "No"
because women are not entitled to their own body
because "you're asking for it," by articles or clothing
because a hug isn't enough
because he was ***** and couldn't get you while you were conscious
because "boys will be boys"
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
"hey before you go, can i have a sip of your water"
"hey, youre rolling"
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
when you completely let go of all your
troubles, worries, bad thoughts,
happy thoughts, energy,
and become
neutral;
sleep
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 10:44 PM UTC
you extend out to my arm
sweeping past my shivering shoulders
you blanket yourself around me
sitting still, then shifting once more
you tease me with playful kisses against my back
leaving humble traces of yourself
covering the skin of my neck
with a soft mild feel leaving for me to accept
whispering words i cannot make through
interesting enough to welcome
pulling you up towards my head
i wrap a hair tie to secure you
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 2:21 AM UTC
Blonde
Dark brown
Blue eyes
Brown eyes
Long hair
Short hair
Pale skin
Sun-kissed skin
Confusing
Understandable
Distanced
Always near by
Two choices
One mind
Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 3:12 AM UTC
whenever i lay on my back
i look at my tummy,
my ribs slightly pop out
and the center of my stomach caves in a little
you can see
this
little tiny
heart beat
just right above the bellybutton
and it just bumps up and down up and down
and this seems to make me happy
so i
press down on that little beating belly
and
i feel
weird stuff inside
a thump, a beat, a pulse
and
it feels so good
against my cold fingertips
Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 3:38 AM UTC
have you ever
listened to quiet music
and
with your cold hands,
touch your warm belly a night
in the
perfect lighting
and see where your finger makes
this little trace of a shadow
whenever you press down into your skin
to see these baby goosebumps arise
and then
drop back down into your skin again
beacause honestly, its one of the most beautiful thing i have ever seen
Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 3:30 AM UTC
Hello,
you pretty human bean,
you brown eyed human bean,
you beautiful human bean,
you brunette haired human bean,
what would a human bean
like yourself,
be doing talking to a human bean
such as myself,
I ask
the nice human bean
pours with kindness
the silly human bean,
dances like a fire
full of warmth
and love
this little human bean
continues to speak to me,
for what reasons,
I do not dare ask,
my little human bean
my little human bean,
you continue to inspire me
with your exuberant personality
you amazing,
human bean
Jun 13, 2013
Jun 13, 2013 at 10:58 PM UTC
We act as if we don't see each other,
but we do
We act as if we do not know each other,
but we do
We act as if we have never spoken.
but we have
We act as if we have no past,
but we do
One thing we don't act on is,
confronting each other of
aches and pains
we both
share
but yet, we continue our ways,
our separate
b
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n
ways
May 28, 2013
May 28, 2013 at 12:12 AM UTC