It wasn't supposed to be like this
if you ever said goodbye.
I wasn't supposed to care at all.
I wasn't supposed to cry.
But here I am with tears on my face,
and my stomach all in knots,
wishing you were mine again;
All the pain gone and forgot.
If you saw you how I do
then you would truly see
that there is nothing to change about you
because you are perfect to me.
Sep 6, 2013
Sep 6, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
A million thoughts swirl through my mind.
Some about love I never can find.
There are some I wish to forget.
Thoughts about things I sincerely regret.
Ones about friends both far and near.
Thoughts that renew my most terrible fears.
Some thoughts spread a wide smile on my face,
Especially when I think about leaving this place.
One thought, however, remains in my head.
Not one of sorrow, but of you instead.
Thoughts of our conversations and discussions we’ve had.
And the thought I can’t be with you is driving me mad.
The thought of what was possible and could have been,
But I’ll try to forget, for reality has set in.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:09 PM UTC
Just like sisters
They used to say.
We’d laugh and talk
Everyday.
Said we’d be close as ever
Until the very end.
And for the past 10 years,
We’ve been best friends.
But something’s changing
And that’s not a good thing.
You’re not the same person.
Only sorrow you bring.
I think about the days
We spent laughing as friends;
And the nights spent together
Never wanting the fun to end.
Those days seem gone
And now you’re not here
To help me when I need you most
And you’re at fault for this tear.
You’re not the same friend
That you used to be.
And if you keep on this path,
You’ll have to go without me.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:08 PM UTC
Try to understand
How exactly I feel
About going through with this.
It just seems too real.
Butterflies flutter
Deep within my gut.
I look at you and think
“I must be nuts!”
I get closer to you,
My heart starts to race.
Your arms secure around me.
I am trapped in your embrace.
You start to move,
Faster and faster.
From my mouth escapes a scream.
My mind is a disaster.
You start to slow down.
Now it’s all over.
My thoughts about you:
“THAT’S THE BEST ROLLER COASTER!”
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:07 PM UTC
Drip. Drip.
I cry the tears
I normally hide
In a disguise
I wear around others.
A mask to cover
The pain
The tears
So my troubles
Don’t become
Their burden.
All alone
And I might think
How easy I can do it.
Just a few lines
On my never-cut wrists
But I’m too scared.
So as I become social
The mask goes back on
And I seem fine
When only I knew
That’s a lie.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:07 PM UTC
Under your cover
I find a new world
In which I get lost
And see a story unfold.
Page by page.
Line by line.
My imagination soars
Into a world besides mine.
My book, my story,
My wonderful novel,
You set my mind free
To wonder and marvel.
You come in many forms:
Fantasy, fact, and fiction.
Drawing readers in
Feeding their addiction.
You’ve been around for many years
And for many more you’ll stay.
For books tell a story of the mind,
Letting authors express what they can’t say.
Your words flow together
Like water in a stream.
Flow as smooth as glass,
Sometimes heavenly, so it seems.
You speak to me
Though messages you send.
The only bad thing is,
Like always, there’s “The End”.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:06 PM UTC
Fur is white
Like the snow
In which it hides
By crouching low.
Fur is dark
Like summer’s ground.
It stalks its prey
Without a sound.
As the rabbit
Eats green grass,
Up it sneaks
As smooth as glass.
A silent pounce,
Barely a fight.
Now it has
A meal tonight.
Such vicious beauty
Has a price.
A hunter takes aim
As it eats mice.
Unaware
Of another being,
It doesn’t hear
The birds stop singing.
The hunter steps
But breaks a stick.
It looks around;
The tension’s thick.
The hunter smiles.
He’s about to shoot.
Now it sees
The hunter’s boot.
It turns to run
Away from danger,
Away from death
Brought by this stranger.
A shot rings out,
An undecided fate.
Did he hit his target?
Or did he shoot too late?
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:06 PM UTC
Here we are
After all these years
After all the laughter
And all the tears.
We’ve been Fresh Meat,
Soph-ies and Ickle Juniors.
But this year we were at the top,
Number 1 Seniors.
But that title’s over.
Now that our real lives begin.
We forever hold the title “Alumni”,
The class of 2010.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:05 PM UTC
It’s the beat of your heart
The feel of your touch
The warmth of your smile
That makes me love you so much.
It’s the light in your eyes
When you look at me
And the truth in your words
When you say you love me.
Not the food you buy
Or the concerts we go to.
Not the things you get me
Or the things you pay for us to do.
It’s what I feel
And see in your eyes
That makes me fall deeper
And know I’ll love you ‘til I die.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:04 PM UTC
My heart was broken.
My heart was sore.
I didn’t want to be me
Or pick myself off the floor.
Whenever I’d think
I couldn’t sink lower,
I was proven wrong
And crushed like a flower.
Just when I thought
I was in the dark forever,
You shined your light into my life
And you hurt me never.
You took my hand
And with it, my heart
And allowed me to have
A fresh, new start.
You’ve shown me nothing
But care that’s true.
And I’ll do my best
To show I really love you.
Sep 13, 2011
Sep 13, 2011 at 10:03 PM UTC