I.
If you don’t leave my house
I’ll ******* **** you.
II.
I’ll ******* **** you
if you don’t leave my house.
III.
I’ll bash your skull in
with this baseball bat
if you don’t leave now.
IV.
No, you don’t live here; please leave.
Don’t make me **** you.
V.
No, you don’t have ***
Call the cops, Andrew.
You have until the count of ten
to leave, or else I’m going to use this
bat.
VI.
You don’t legally live here; you don’t
pay rent, nor is your name on the lease.
Quit telling me you’re ready to die.
VII.
Quit closing the door.
Get off of me! I want to **** you.
IX.
Quit screaming that I kidnapped you.
I found you here, hunched over
naked
in my closet. Stay right there,
put your clothes on.
X.
If you don’t stop struggling,
they’re going to **** you.
XI.
They’re going to **** you
if you don’t stop struggling.
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 9:19 AM UTC
if i
write
this poem in a
n
u n c o n v e n t i o n a l manner.
(if said poem is self- referential)
if i
put
to thought i
n
t o i t w h a t s o e v e r,
if i
try
to be as shallow a
s
p o s s i b l e.
You'll relate.
And that's why you'll like the poem.
**** YOU, READER.
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
I gave him eighteen years, thousands in gas money, and more music than he deserved, and all I got in return was a subscription to Fox News– which, by the way, is a complete ******** “thank you” gift because you can fool yourself into believing anything.
"You know what's going to happen tomorrow? Rain!" when in fact I'm certain its going to be a scorcher.
He sits bedside, making horrible jokes and bringing up remember-that-times. When will he ever pay the rent? Even though he doesn’t sleep here– he never sleeps– he should at least pay me in something other than beheading-dreams. And in the shower we review ****** flaws, and in the mirror we recount all the mean things I ever said or did to him for being such an insufferable *******
“Stop it.”
He looks uncomfortable, not as sure of himself. He ponders what I meant for a while, opens his mouth to rebut and gets another stop it.
“Stop it. Get a job.” Because he contributes nothing.
“But you should…”
“Stop it. Get a job, because all I’m gaining from us right now is a bunch of lies. Quit watching Fox News.”
“Listen here, ******
“Stop it. Get a job. Quit watching Fox News.” And he leaves for a couple hours.
He knocks.
“Stop it.”
The knocking stops.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 12:34 AM UTC
I remembered how the doors in my apartment are very tall,
how my belt is short,
and how I begin all my relations with goodbye
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
I tonicize you.
Though you are sol and I am do,
I've modified my tonal path
to add weight to your presence:
I've written you this leading tone
in hope of upward resolution
and to avoid frustration.
Tonicize me,
for you are sol and lead to do.
Let us modulate through mutual friends;
let us flaunt our perfect consonance!
Let us cadence together
when the music finally ends.
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 7:15 PM UTC
1– Most people try to avoid eye contact at all costs.
2– Most people either do not say "thank you" or mumble it as if it doesn't mean anything.
3– Most people act out of either self-interest or custom.
4– In most people, the maternal instinct is dead or at least deadened.
5– Most people don’t know how to control their child without using impact to the head or behind.
6– Children outnumber adults, and 20+ year-old children exist.
7– Most people will look for a scapegoat in even a mildly adverse situation, even if one doesn’t exist.
8– Most people have no sense of respect and are therefore not deserving of respect.
9– Most people do not recognize the humanity of others. (See Nos. 1-5, 8)
10– Most people have lost their humanity, also known as their soul.
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC
I dread 2nd and King to this day.
I was born into a poor family:
dad the drunkard,
mom the **** addict,
brother abusive,
and sister wrist slitter,
in '84.
Mealtime portions measly.
The house's fragmented windows,
chipping paint
and carpet, ash stained beyond cleaning,
forced me to attempt an escape
several times.
Its a wonder we had a house at all!
I was the only one who worked.
From 10:00 until 7:00
in the dead of winter I used to stand
in clothes so thin
I was better off not even wearing them.
In '97 I was too young to work
legally.
But I wasn't too young for the men-
and I admit, some attractive-
who would pull up to
2nd and King.
I just crawled in the backseat,
assumed the position,
and took my beating
for not being born to the right family,
class,
city,
house...
...... corner...
..................men...
.................................
I can't look at that sign
marking the corner
without thinking of
crotch after crotch
until it was etched in my brain
that the male genitalia
was the epiphany of evil.
I have to turn my head.
I dread 2nd and King to this day.
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC
I ask for nothing much.
Stay beautiful-
no difficult task:
Talk to me.
Listen to me.
Understand me.
If something is wrong,
tell me.
Trust me.
Confide in me.
Think about me.
Be faithful to me.
Love me?
Show me.
Want me.
Show me.
Hug me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
Kiss me more.
Please please me.
Then hopefully I can change your mind,
so you will
eventually
want to
marry me.
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 12:40 AM UTC
in the land of white pickup trucks,
the patriarchy
really does exist
because the ladies want it to.
I revisited that place,
and only God knows why.
May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 10:57 PM UTC
How I (hardly) came:
I imagined loving you.
Then I dressed and left.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 1:36 AM UTC